Listened to Where Do Broken Hearts Go while editing this, does it even fit? Lol. It might next chapter. :)

Everyone fucks up. 

Now you may read. Enjoy! :)

The week passed by painfully slow for everyone else except for Harry and Louis who gladly spent it together after Harry had decided to stop working so much and actually spend time home. He had been trying to spend time together with his sons knowing summer was almost over and Louis would be going back to London with one or maybe both of them.

"Papa, are you going to be busy tomorrow night?" Elijah asked while they were playing football and Jonah had gone to retrieve the ball.

"I don't think so...nope, I'm gonna be here. Why? You want to do something?" Harry asked him.

"Yeah but its a surprise, Jonah said so." Elijah smiled getting ready to kick the ball as soon as Jonah had gotten back while Harry put his hands in front of his groin not wanting a repeat when Jonah had hit him there with the ball.

As the days passed, he and Louis thought nothing of it when Jonah and Elijah started spending so much time with Perrie and Zayn until the day Liam and Niall made him wear one of his best suits telling him they had a surprise for him unaware that Louis had been told the same thing by Zayn.

"Seriously Zayn, where are you taking me. You're not gonna murder me are you?" Louis tried to stay calm after Zayn had blindfolded him.

"Of course not, and I already told you its a surprise so stop talking." Zayn said already excited, "There are a few steps here, careful Lou."

Louis started getting nervous when he heard Harry asking the same question and out of nowhere the blindfold around his head was removed. His eyes widened when he saw a dinner table complete with a white tablecloth, the best dinnerware and silverware he had ever seen and candles, he smiled a little when he saw the lavender sweet peas in the middle of the table noticing Harry doing the same.

"What's all of this for?" Harry asked them but neither did Liam, Niall or Zayn answered and instead made them sit down not letting them say anything else.

"Don't run away." Niall said before he and Liam left leaving Zayn there who only smiled and left leaving them alone.

Louis looked around immediately falling in love with the decor in the small dining area wondering where he was until he looked out the window. He noticed Harry's house right in front of them figuring out they were in Harry's backyard cottage used for guests or simple relaxation like Harry had explained once when they had been sitting in his backyard watching their sons swim along with Cocoa.

"So...what do you think they're up to?" Harry asked unable to tear his gaze away from Louis who looked as beautiful as ever.

"I honestly have no idea...just wanted us to have dinner I guess. I'm actually starving." Louis nervously said looking at the table and just when he wanted to say something else Zayn walked in dressed like a waiter followed by Jonah and Elijah.

"Good evening, my name is Zayn and I'll be your server tonight. These are Jonah and Eli and they will be helping tonight." Zayn spoke in a professional tone making Louis want to laugh but held it back seeing their serious faces.

"Can I start you off with anything to drink?" Jonah asked stepping in front of Zayn who tried to push him away but ended up not so discreetly fighting for space.

"Jonah I was supposed to say that." Zayn faked a smile finally letting Jonah in front of him.

"Nonsense uncle Zayn." Jonah gave him a smile before he turned back to his parents. "I recommend one of our finest drinks, grape juice. Its my favorite and I just opened the bottle so I haven't drink straight from it." Jonah winked holding the bottle in his hands.

"We also have the finest wine." Elijah interjected before Zayn could open his mouth.

"Umm, both are okay I guess." Harry gave Louis a questioning look then nodded when Louis did.

"We were going to serve an appetizer but Jonah ate all of it it before you arrived. His stomach is like a black hole so please excuse him." Elijah said eyeing his brother who was completely ignoring him.

"It is a black hole, sweety." Jonah replied never losing his bright smile.

Jonah happily served his grape juice mumbling an 'oops' when he spilled a few drops on the white tablecloth giggling when they heard Perrie shouting from the kitchen about her tablecloth and how it better stays white. Zayn smiled when he served the wine then all three of them left them alone to go get their food and as soon as they were out of sight Louis and Harry burst out laughing trying to be quiet.

A few minutes later Zayn walked back in with two plates in his hands placing them in front of them telling them to enjoy it then left. They silently started eating the lobster capellini with leek-tarragon cream sauce enjoying the quiet time completely ignoring everything else.

"This is delicious." Louis commented while Harry nodded in agreement.

"I think Perrie cooked it, tastes exactly like the one she cooked a while ago." Harry said.

"I'm gonna have to ask her to teach me her skills." Louis chuckled.

Harry nodded as he smiled definitely not thinking about him and Louis cooking together and instead focused on his food. Both of them jumped up when they heard loud clattering coming from the kitchen wanting to get up and see what was going on stopping when they heard Elijah yelling.

"Oh for god's sake, Jonah!" 

"I'm clumsy, don't judge me!" Jonah yelled back.

A few seconds later they heard Perrie kicking them out of the kitchen then a door slamming seeing them running back to the house until they disappeared inside. Louis only smiled shaking his head then went back to eating not really knowing what to say until he looked around seeing the familiar drawing pad in the bookshelf along with other books. 

He stared until he realized it was the drawing pad he had left behind when he had moved out and had forgotten them in his hurry to be out of there soon. Without thinking he slowly got up and made his way towards the bookshelf taking it into his hands then opened it tracing his unfinished designs with the tip of his fingers. He felt a presence behind him and turned around seeing Harry standing behind him looking at him expectantly.

"You kept it." Louis' voice quavered holding it against his chest.

"It was the first thing I packed when I moved out and when I got here I thought about...about throwing it away but I couldn't do it. They were your pride and joy and I couldn't, so I built this cottage and left it here." Harry confessed seeing the way Louis' eyes started shining.

"I'm- I know you've heard this more than enough but I'm really sorry. I know nothing I do is ever going to make up for what I did and I'm really sorry." Louis teared letting Harry wrap his arms around him relaxing when he started rubbing his back.

"Don't worry about that...its in the past and what we should focus on now is our sons, the present and the future." Harry let go trying to hint about the possibility of a future together but when Louis only nodded he lost all hope.

"The food's getting cold and Perrie might kill us if we don't finish it." Louis looked down at his drawing pad then put it back in its place grabbing Harry's hand taking him back to the table.

They talked for what seemed like hours but had only barely been one and after Zayn served dessert he and Perrie left leaving them alone and a nervous mess telling them they were heading back to her house and were taking the kids and the dog. When they were done with it they moved on to the small living room area taking the bottle of wine where they proceeded to share even more stories about each kid until it became more personal ending up talking about themselves.

"So you never really dated anybody?" Harry once again asked making Louis smile at his persistence.

"Never, I just never wanted to nor had the time for a relationship. My priorities were Elijah, finding you and our son and school. Nothing else mattered to me." Louis shrugged then took a sip of wine feeling lighter and happier.

"Same here, never really had eyes for anybody else until..yeah. But those first few years it was only Jonah, school and work." Harry scooted a little closer to Louis in the couch they were both sitting on.

"You did a great job with him, he's fantastic." Louis happily sighed leaning in to where his head was closer to Harry's looking up at him through his eyelashes.

"So is Elijah, he's everything I thought he would be." Harry said a little out of breath at having Louis so close to him about to lean in when Louis pulled away before he could notice what he was about to do.

Harry stayed where he was not wanting to make it obvious and embarrass himself seeing Louis trying to put his glass on the side table. Once Louis was sure it wasn't going to spill he turned his head back to Harry letting out a tiny gasp when he saw him too close to his own face.

Louis froze the moment Harry placed his hand on his left cheek never hesitating once as he rubbed small circles on the smooth skin with his thumb. Louis unknowingly let out a content sigh leaning closer to Harry until their lips were barely inches apart while Harry's eyes flickered from Louis' eyes to his lips until they finally touched. Harry was fast to get closer to Louis pulling him even closer to him until he was pressed up against him wanting to feel every inch of his body against his own.

He didn't dare to open his eyes just wanting to feel him smiling into the kiss when Louis deepened it and Harry pushed him backwards onto his back setting his left knee in between Louis' legs and the other on his side. It felt like all those years ago when both of them were two inexperienced people trying to make the best of it when none of them really knew what they were doing and after many years and having only been with each other they knew what got the other going.

Harry trailed his hand up from Louis' thigh all the way to his hips and underneath his shirt feeling the smooth warm skin burning against his fingertips having missed the way it felt. Louis gasped when he felt Harry's hips rolling against his own moving his own against his letting a little moan escape past his lips wrapping his arms around Harry's neck pulling him closer.

Part of him wanted to stop when Harry leaned back and took his shirt off but forgot about it as soon as Harry kissed him again pulling on his shirt trying to take it off. Harry went from pulling on it to trying to unbutton his pants letting out a frustrated sound when Louis pushed his hands away to do it himself.

When Louis' pants were finally undone Harry kissed him again then trailed kisses down to his jaw and collarbones gently nipping on the skin leaving a small red mark behind. He moved to accommodate himself in between Louis' legs never once regretting what they were doing after so many years of not seeing him and now that he was there he never wanted to let him go again.

He rolled his hips feeling himself and Louis getting hard the more he moved them feeling Louis grinding against him desperate for more. Harry wanted nothing but to tear his clothes away and make him his but wanted it to be special so he went as slow as he could like the many times before. He leaned back just when Louis opened his eyes and made eye contact with him and as soon as he did, Louis lifted his head up trapping his lips on his own.

Harry let out a tiny moan when Louis ran his fingers through his hair pulling on it until he had enough and got up picking Louis up by the back of his thighs letting him wrap his arms around his neck as he made his way to the bedroom. He almost tripped on a few things ignoring when they broke a lamp and when a few picture frames fell off the wall when Harry slammed Louis against the wall, the feeling of his lips against his neck and his fingers pulling on his hair driving him crazy.

As soon as he opened the door to one of the bedrooms he gently lowered Louis down on the bed hovering over him then kissed him again not even giving him time to talk. Louis ran his hands through Harry's chest then his arms feeling goosebumps appearing but when Harry started going lower and lower taking his pants off and throwing them across the room Louis froze feeling Harry's lips trailing kisses on the inside of his thighs

"Ha- Harry, Harry stop." Louis forced himself to speak blinking up at Harry when he gave him a confused look.

"What's wrong? Do you not want to do this?" Harry asked tilting his head to the side looking like a lost puppy and Louis just wanted to hug him.

"I do, I would love to but don't you, don't you think its a bit too soon. Wh- What happens after this if we do it?" Louis asked completely terrified of the answer.

He stayed where he was staring at Harry who only stared at him with the most confused face he had ever seen on him. A few seconds passed that to Louis felt like an eternity then Harry smiled leaning in to give him a quick kiss laying down next to him where Louis noticed he was still hard just like he was.

"What should have happened a while ago...we try again, we try and make it work." Harry finally answered.

Louis smiled as he turned on his side to look at Harry but his eyes settled on a tiny ship resting on the nightstand on Harry's side. He got up crawling over Harry to get to it ignoring when he kneed Harry on his side just wanting to get to it. When he finally picked it up it felt like going back in time to that cruise ship seeing it was an exact replica and it even had the year written on the bottom of it.

"When did you get this?" Louis asked.

"After you left to go back to uni when we first met, I bought it from the gift shop and left it at my mum's house. I found it again when we moved to Boston and see that?" Harry grabbed the ship from Louis turning it around to reveal a small size picture of the both of them that had been taking during the dinner after Louis' first ever fashion show.

"I have a key chain with this picture." Louis smiled letting Harry put it back where it was and as soon as Harry was laying down again on his back Louis straddled him now sure he wanted to do it all with Harry.

He felt his thumbs rubbing small circles on the sides of his thighs then rested his bum right on top of Harry's groin moving them in small eight figures as he palmed himself feeling Harry growing hard again.

"A- Are you sure?" Harry hesitated.

"Kiss me." Louis said then leaned down to kiss him loving when Harry wrapped an arm around the back of his neck pulling him closer to him.

Harry flipped him around so he was on his back on the bed with Harry in between his legs reaching out to look for something in one of the drawers in the nightstand coming back with a small bottle of lube. Louis raised his eyebrows giving him a questioning look only getting 'Perrie' as an answer.

"Fuck, no condoms." Harry said looking defeated.

"I'm on the pill...and you can pull out." Louis blurted out and just when he was about to explain it was better for him or maybe tell him to forget it Harry was already on him kissing him again.

Harry glared at the shirt Louis was wearing taking matters into his own hands taking it off then got up to stand in front of the bed taking his pants off. He crawled back to Louis kissing from his stomach all the way up to his lips  palming him as he did so then pulled his briefs down wrapping his hand around his cock while Louis grabbed fistfuls of the bedspread feeling too many things at once. He thanked whoever was up there that he was wearing nice black briefs instead of old boxers like he usually did since he had no one to show off to before.

When Harry pulled back and let go of him he almost whimpered stopping when he got rid of his briefs for good seeing him also completely naked as both of them admired the other trying to memorize each other's body. Louis watched Harry pour lube on his fingers feeling giddy then nodded when he asked him if he was ready.

He tried to relax feeling Harry's index finger circling around his entrance and seconds later pushed it in all the way to the knuckle always making sure Louis was comfortable. He moved it in and out leaning down to kiss Louis knowing he had found his prostate when Louis moaned not even trying to keep quiet like before and all Harry wanted was to hear him being as loud as he could.

He made sure to kiss all over Louis' body having missed him and as soon as he had two fingers in him he made sure Louis felt loved and like he was the only one that mattered to him which was true. Harry shivered when he felt Louis' warm hands moving up and down his sides before Louis placed one on the back of his neck and the other around his torso pulling him closer to him.

"Harry," Louis panted against Harry's neck wrapping his legs around his waist feeling his fingers in and out of him then his lips nipping on the skin, "I'm- I'm ready."

"Not yet." Harry answered just as he added a third finger hitting his prostate and Louis came all over his and Harry's stomach without warning making him stop.

"I..." Louis blushed then grabbed a pillow covering his face with it holding it tight as soon as he felt Harry taking his fingers out of him and seconds later started pulling on the pillow.

"Hey, love it's okay, it happens." Harry pulled on the pillow but the more he did it the tighter Louis held onto it.

"To teenagers! I'm a thirty two year old man and this doesn't happen to adults." Louis said fighting the urge to cry just wanting the bed to swallow him whole.

"Look at me. Louis look at me." Harry insisted smiling when Louis slowly moved the pillow away from his face yet refused to look him in the eye, "It happens, I bet you could go another round."

With those words said Louis' eyes widened then nodded already eager then his eyes fluttered closed as soon as he felt Harry fingering him again trying to open him up. He wrapped a hand around his cock stroking himself until he started getting hard again doing it until Harry pulled his fingers out grabbing the bottle of lube from where he had left it next to them.

"Ready?" Harry asked as he lubed himself up and Louis only nodded watching him as he did so.

Louis waited while Harry lined himself up against his entrance placing his hands on either side of Louis' head slowly pushing in. He held onto his arms trying to relax feeling the burn the more he entered him letting out a breath he didn't know he was holding until Harry was fully inside of him giving him time to adjust. It wasn't the first time they were together like that but it felt like it when it was taking Louis longer to get used to Harry after many years of not being together or with anybody else.

When Louis finally relaxed he immediately responded to Harry kissing him trying to distract himself from moving feeling how tight Louis was around him just like their first time ever. It wasn't until Louis was urging him to move that Harry finally did just wanting to pound into him whenever he pulled out then pushed in again feeling himself getting closer knowing he wasn't going to last.

Louis wrapped his legs around his waist bringing him closer to him, both of them getting louder not caring that someone could hear them. Their moans mingled with the sound of skin against skin only lasting for a few more seconds before Harry's hips started slowing down and Louis tried to get him to pull out knowing he was about to come failing when Harry placed his hands on his hips preventing him from moving.

"No- Nono, Harry pull..." Louis trailed off when Harry's hips stilled feeling him coming inside of him not saying or doing anything else when there was nothing left to do.

Harry let himself fall on top of Louis trying to catch his breath noticing that Louis hadn't even come lazily wrapping his hand around his cock in between them. He tugged on it a few times until Louis was coming all over his hand hiding his face in the crook of Harry's neck glad that he was on the pill until he remembered not taking it daily like he was supposed to ever since he had gotten there two, almost three months ago. 

He wrapped his arms around Harry's neck deciding to never mention it feeling Harry's lips on his as he slowly pulled out then had to let him go staying there when Harry got up to go to the bathroom coming back with a damp flannel to clean him up.

"Tomorrow we can tell the boys their plan worked." Harry mumbled against Louis' neck after having thrown the flannel somewhere in the room trying to cuddle him.

"I think, but only if you wants us to, I want to stay here with Jonah and you." Louis wrapped an arm around him shivering a bit until Harry pulled on the bedspread covering both of them.

"Really? You would do that? What about your house and everything back in London." Harry lifted his head up supporting it with his palm to look at Louis.

"I sell it and I move here. I can still design and I could open my own shop here in California, I've always wanted to open one in another country." Louis shrugged lifting his head up to kiss Harry then pulled back leaving him wanting more.

"And you know I'll support you in everything you do." Harry smiled letting him know he would do anything for him.

They talked and talked until Louis started getting sleepy and minutes later fell asleep in Harry's arms waking up the next morning to the smell of food and Harry gone. He slowly got up seeing he was wearing pajamas that were too long on him figuring out Harry must have put them on him then smiled remembering the night before only frowning a little at the dull ache around his entrance and lower back. 

When he walked into the kitchen he saw Harry standing in front of the stove wearing nothing but loose pajama bottoms then saw a pile of pancakes next to him as he made even more and Louis' mouth watered already hungry. He slowly made his way to him wrapping his arms around his stomach kissing his back then his right shoulder before he rested his head against his back sighing in content.

"Morning sleepy head." Harry put the finished pancake on top of the stack before he turned the stove off and turned around to hug Louis just happy to be with him.

"Morning." Louis mumbled against his chest jumping up when the door slammed open and seconds later Cocoa ran into the room followed by Jonah and Elijah pushing each other trying to get there but stopped when they noticed their parents.

"Are you two together together now?" Jonah asked going straight to the cabinet to get plates for all four of them while Elijah stayed on his spot just smiling.

"Together together?" Harry raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah, like aunt Perrie and uncle Zayn. They're together together, she told us. Like this." Jonah explained linking two fingers together.

"Oh." Harry said waiting for Louis to say something noticing he was still hugging him yet didn't let him go.

"Yeah love, we are together together." Louis smiled when both of their sons cheered laughing when Jonah tackled Elijah down then brought the dog into the pile of limbs on the floor.

"Now we can be a family." Elijah smiled from the floor underneath Jonah.

"Okay! All three of you wash your hands so we can eat." Harry let go of Louis but not before kissing him hearing the twins cheering even louder.

Breakfast was loud and everything Louis and Harry had ever wanted and after cleaning everything up they went back to the house where Harry read the note Perrie had left him telling him she hoped they've had a great night along with a winky face. Harry was quick to shove the note in the pocket of his jeans then went outside after Jonah had asked him if they could all play football.

Almost two hours later he walked back into the house intending to get them water when he stopped in his tracks noticing Nick walking into the house. He wanted to ask him what he was doing there when Nick beat him to it and threw himself at him hugging him around the waist refusing to let go when Harry tried to push him away.

"Nick, Nick let go. What the hell are you doing here? I told you we were over." Harry finally pushed him away ignoring the tears in his eyes he knew so well were fake.

"We need to talk, you can't just break up with me. We were going to get married...Harry I love you." Nick took a step closer shedding even more tears when Harry took another step away from him.

"You don't love me, you never did and that's alright. I just want you to leave me alone."

"Give me one good reason why I should do that." Nick crossed his arms over his chest waiting for Harry to answer.

"Because Louis and I are starting over, we're finally going to be a family again. We'll give our sons the family they deserve and because I love him, I never stopped loving him." Harry shrugged then made his way towards the front door expecting Nick to get out.

"And what makes you think he's gonna stay this time, he left you once and he might do it again. He'll wait for his chance and before you know it he'll pack his shit and leave you...he would also take your kids with him and you'll never see them again."

"That's not true and you know it, now please leave." Harry glared moving over to the side when Nick walked up to him.

"You know its true, he's going to leave you." Nick placed his hand on his cheek smirking when he saw doubt in Harry's eyes then did the unthinkable when he heard Louis' voice.

"Love, where are you? The boys are waiting for their wa-" Louis trailed off feeling his chest hurting and his eyes stinging with tears when he saw them kissing.

He stayed rooted on his spot unable to move or even function properly watching them until Harry pulled away pushing Nick off of him. His eyes widened when he saw Louis standing there with tears already brimming his eyes unable to comprehend what was going on.

"Lou...this- this isn't what it looks like." Harry quickly said making his way over to him when Nick stopped him and pulled him back to his side.

"Whatever fling you two had its over dear Louis, the wedding's still on and we've never been happier." Nick smirked.

"Harry?" Louis looked at him pleading with his eyes but before he could answer Nick interrupted.

"I suggest you pack your bags and leave, the kids are staying with us by the way. He only used you and you fell for it like the fool you are and will always be." Nick said then left leaving a brokenhearted Louis and panicky Harry behind.

"I swear that's not-" Harry started.

"Then what is it?" Louis interrupted already in tears.

"Just let me explain." Harry begged.

"I am not a whore, I am not your whore...I'm not someone you can use for one night then throw away the next day like they mean nothing to you. I- I thought you wanted to be with me. I- I believed everything you said. Is this some sort of revenge for what I did to you? Use me- treat me like I'm some sort of whore." Louis wiped his tears away not even letting Harry explain himself.

"Louis..." 

"Save it! I don't want to hear your lies anymore." Louis took a step back watching how Harry rushed to him trying to grab his hands but he was faster pushing him away as he angrily wiped away his tears.

"Louis you have to believe me." Harry finally grabbed his hands in a tight hold refusing to let go.

"What's going on?"

Both Louis and Harry quickly shut up as soon as they heard Jonah's voice then turned to look at him and Elijah when he gave them a questioning look. They were sweaty from playing football all day outside and had decided to stop for the day when both Louis and Harry never went back outside.

"Papa, what's going on?" Jonah looked at Harry.

"Dad?" Elijah finally asked Louis.

"We were just talking, please go shower and pack your stuff, we're going home in a few hours." Louis said void of any emotion.

"What? But I thought we were going to stay and live here." Elijah's eyes widened taking a step back to hide behind Jonah but stopped himself.

"Louis please." Harry begged already in tears.

"You thought wrong, now go do what I said." Louis ordered trying to swallow the lump in his throat.

"You can't be serious right?" Jonah spoke up dropping the ball he was holding then looked at Louis straight in the eyes, the father who had given birth to him, "I just got you and Eli back and now you want to leave me again. Am I not good enough for you?"

"Jonah, you know I love you." Louis teared up at seeing his son's green eyes filling with tears.

"If you really love me then you wouldn't be leaving us again, you wouldn't be taking Eli away from me and papa. Why can't you love me too like you love Eli? You're a dirty liar!" Jonah snapped as he furiously wiped his tears away while his younger twin watched with wide eyes.

"Jonah William! Don't talk to him that way, he's your father!" Harry scolded him even though he was hurting hearing his son trying to keep his sobs in.

"He's not my dad if he's gonna leave me again!" Jonah sobbed then looked at Louis with desperate eyes, "Please don't leave me, I want you to stay here with me. I want us to be a family. Please...daddy, please." Jonah begged full on crying.

"I- I'm sorry..." Louis whispered trying to ignore the hurt flashing across Jonah's and Harry's face.

Both parents watched their son's face turn into one of complete heartbreak letting out a sob as he made eye contact with Harry and the tears rapidly rolled down his face but as soon as he looked at Louis he glared.

"I hate you...I hate you so much, you're not my dad anymore. Leave, get out of my house...I don't care anymore."

And with that he ran out of the room and up the stairs missing Louis' gasp, the flood of tears running down his face and the agonizing pain ripping through his chest and clawing at his insides. He stumbled backwards feeling Harry's arms around him never taking his eyes off of the spot where Jonah had been standing then looked at Elijah who only gave him a sad look and ran after his brother.

"He didn't mean it Louis, he's just angry." Harry tried to calm him down as Louis visibly trembled not bothering to wipe his tears away feeling nothing.

"He ha-hates me. What kind of father am I...leaving my own son behind again." Louis sobbed.

"He'll understand." Harry said not really knowing what to say guiding Louis towards the living room kneeling down in front of Louis after he had taken a seat on the sofa.

"You don't know that!" Louis continued sobbing wanting to go upstairs and comfort him.

"I know him, he's my son and I know he didn't mean it. He's a little sassy fire ball just like you." Harry smiled a little.

"I just...I did everything wrong Harry. I- I thought that what I did was the right thing to do but now I know it wasn't. I should have stayed and worked things out like you wanted and maybe we would still be married."

"It doesn't matter anymore Louis, what's done is done." Harry sighed then got up standing in front of Louis, "Please go talk to him, I have to go do something...please stay at least until I get back. Just stay...we need to talk."

"No we don't, I get it." Louis looked away never seeing Harry rubbing his hands on his face.

Soon Harry left to go do what he had to do not wanting to lose him again leaving Louis alone with his thoughts wishing Harry had stayed then stopped crying and took a deep breath heading upstairs. He slowly made his way upstairs stopping right outside their bedroom door where he could hear the sniffles coming from Jonah and Elijah's voice trying to comfort him. He knocked on the door and seconds later Elijah was opening it giving him a sad look.

"I need to talk to your brother, sweetheart." Louis said smiling when he nodded and left them alone.

He closed the door after him and his heart broke at the sight in front of him where Jonah was under the covers trying not to shake too much. He walked further into the room kneeling down next to the bed slowly reaching to put his hand on his back feeling another wave of tears coming when Jonah shook his hand off.

"Jonah...baby." Louis slowly got on the bed next to him wrapping an arm around him scooting closer to him.

"Go away." Jonah mumbled from underneath the covers yet let Louis hug him.

"Even if you don't think so, I do love you. You're my baby, how could I not love you." Louis said as he uncovered his head kissing the back of it.

"If you really love me then why won't you stay?" Jonah asked turning around to hide his face on Louis' chest.

"I..." Louis trailed off not really knowing how to answer.

He looked down at his son, the son he had lost so many years ago because he couldn't handle things the same way he hadn't been able to handle them now that he felt like his heart had been ripped out of his chest and Harry had lied to him after what had happened between them the night before. He kissed his temple and held him closer as he rubbed his back once again hearing his sniffles making him feel awful.

"Don't cry sweetheart, I love you so much. Dad loves you so much, you have no idea." Louis teared up again for having caused what was happening.

"Then st- stay." Jonah hiccuped looking up at him and all Louis could do was wipe away his tears.

"We- We're not staying," Louis said getting interrupted by his son's cries quickly shushing him by kissing his forehead and rubbing his back.

"Please!" Jonah begged and Louis couldn't lose him again, he would not lose him again.

"We're not staying and neither are you, you're coming with us." He said then slowly got up heading to the door to call for Elijah.

"What about papa?" Jonah asked wiping his face with the bed sheets.

"Is he okay?" Elijah asked as soon as he had stepped into the room.

"Why don't you help your brother pack his bags, love. He's coming with us." Louis smiled at him then at Jonah who was now sporting a tiny smile.

"Okay...but what about papa?" Elijah asked.

"He'll- He'll join us later but for now it will just be the three of us." Louis forced a smile.

"Okay! C'mon Eli, we need to pack all my stuff." Jonah said as he ran around the room grabbing and putting on the bed what he was going to take.

"I'll be right back, I'm gonna finish packing my stuff." Louis lied.

As soon as he was out of the room and had closed the door he headed straight to Harry's bedroom stopping in the middle then headed straight to the closet knowing that what he was looking for was probably there. He was getting desperate as he tried to find what he was looking for until he did quickly taking the passport and other important documents of Jonah's. 

He packed them next to his and Elijah's documents grabbing paper and and a pen to write a letter to Harry wiping his tears once in a while and as soon as he was done he left it on Harry's nightstand going to pack his stuff as fast as he could.

"Dad, we're ready!" Jonah ran into the room jumping on Louis' back a few minutes later startling him a bit.

"Okay, lets go boys." Louis smiled and while he put their bags in the trunk and his sons were distracted with Cocoa he called the airport to book a flight to Melbourne, Australia instead of London.

He drove to the airport always looking through the rear view mirror afraid of seeing Harry's black SUV following him and as soon as they arrived he parked his rented car in the designated spot for it to be picked up. He was glad that Harry hadn't taken his last name off of Jonah's birth certificate and passport. 

He unloaded their bags into the trolley and quickly ushered both kids towards the entrance shouting at them to stop pushing each other as he tried not to think about Harry and how he was leaving him once again. How he was going to break his heart all over again and take their son then forced himself to forget when Harry had lied to him. He knew everything had been too good to be true.

Thoughts? :)