The Agony

This is the last week of school before summer break, the school is hectic now because we have to take an exams.

I exchanged my seat with other classmate, i don't want to make a scene in school and end up being punished by the teacher.

I make a distance far enough from Namjoon so i can't see that jerk face around me.

I can't study well because my brain is still fulfilled with the incidents that unfortunately came without warning, and the highlight is my father showed up last night.

*****

~ Last night ~

"Oh.. great" i look at my mother with disbelief.

"Hoseok~aa, i'm sorry we didn't tell you about this.. remember what we're talking about before?" She waited for my answer, meanwhile my father entering the bedroom again.

"But why now mom?" She pulled me to sit on the chair.

"We brought him home yesterday after a lot of consideration, your sister asked him after we talk about this. But he still affraid of your reaction, so he endure times while thought about that" i sighed heavily.

"We know that you're still not ready, but you have to face him up sooner or later. You can open up your heart for him again by the time, he's ready to face you up now. I know you will do that too" she gave me a hug and soft smile, i can't resist her.

A slight happiness fill my heart, i admit that i need him more than anything. The more i declined him, the more i missed him.

The hate is just my self defense, the fact that i don't want to hurt again especially from the one i trust.

I'm glad that he decided to come back to our home again, the atmosphere won't like 3 years a go but i will get used to it.

Seeing my mother happy face make my heart fluttered, a smile form on my face when i see her like that.

Maybe it's a good incident, my family complete again now. The missing piece is back to the place that it used to be, he belongs to our family.

We've been through the storm that came up, we faced each other wounds. Everyone has a flaws, it's depend on how you accepted it in many sight.

I just have to deal with it which is to forgive him, maybe i have to deal with Namjoon too but i don't know when.

*****

At lunch time, i go to the rooftop like usually. I've seen Jin and Yoongi there, i want to turn around and left them alone but suddenly Jin call my name.

"Come here Hoseok~aa" i just come to join them since i can't disobeyed Jin's order. It's good to be the older, i know what Jungkook, Jimin, and Taehyung feels when they have to deal with me being extra.

"Why you turn around? You want to avoided us too?" I shake my head to Jin and said "no hyung, i just don't want to talk about that incident right now".

"Are you a celebrity?" Yoongi opened his shitty mouth again, i just rolled my eyes and give him 'seriously?' look.

"My father came home last night, i'm happy since my mom and my sister happy too. I just don't want to ruined this happy feeling" i confessed to them.

"It's a good news Hoseok~aa" i smiled to Jin, after that we just have a general conversation about the exams and summer break plans.

They planed go to the beach and asked me to join them, it's sounds tempting me but i know Namjoon will be there too. So i just said that i want to help my parents at the restaurant as an excused.

Maybe i will go a few date times with Mari too.

"I'm sad that we can't practice again, Jungkook and Jimin asked about it yesterday" i feel bad for them, they just a victims.

"You can come to my class again hyung, asked them to join too" at least i can offered them something.

"Really?" I noded as an answer, Yoongi just shut his eyes.

*****

~ Hyeri's POV ~

My mother still not came out from her room, i'm not hear her cried again. Maybe she's tired after cried the whole night.

"Mom, are you awake?" I knocked on the door, i hear her weak voice said "yes".

"I have to go to hospital now, Jinyoung waited for me" her sad face said it all, i don't want her to be sorry like she did last night. I bring a bag filled with my needs in hospital.

"Where are you going noona?" Eunwoo approached me, i bowed to meet his eye level.

"I have to go far away in very long time eunwoo~yaa, you have to protect mom for me. And be a good boy, listen to what mom say eung" i hugged him, my heart hurt so much. I can see my mother teary eyes, she hold back the tears just not to make me worried about her.

She hugged me before i walk out from the door, "i'll see you soon sweetheart, if you need anything just text me" she said to me with a forced smile and caressed my cheek.

"Okay, bye mom.. bye eunwoo" i waved my hand to them.

It's hard to leaved them both, what will happened to them without me? Eunwoo still a kid, who will picked him up in the daycare? Who will take care of them?

Jinyoung waited for me at his car, i stepped in and found him smiling at me. "Are you ready?" He asked me, i nods. And the car drove up on the road slowly.

*****

We arrived at the hospital, they escort me to my room. I'm surprised when i see it, it's a VVIP room.

"Excuse me, is it really my room?" I asked to the nurse, "Yes Miss.. Mister Choi who asked it" she said while giving me the patient clothes.

"You mean Choi Jinyoung?" She shaked her head, "No, it's his father" i get surprised again, 'why Jinyoung's father give me this luxury things?' i asked to myself.

"You can change your clothes to this Miss, if you need anything just push that button. The nurses will be here soon" she pointing to the tool beside the bed.

She left me alone, Jinyoung said that he will come to my room after talked to dr. Lee. I change my clothes at the bathroom, and put all my needs in the cabinet.

Not so long Jinyoung came in to my room, "can i change the room?" I said to him, he closed the door and faced me.

"What's wrong? It's the best room in this hospital" i shruged, "it's just not right, it's like i take an advantage from you and your family" i sat on the bed and twirling my finger.

He just snort, "don't mind what others said, it's not polite to rejecting someone's gift" i feel bad to accepted gift like this, and feel lonely because i'm alone in this big room.

"Besides my father said it's not worth to what your father gave to him" i tilted my head with a puzzled eyes.

"Your father saved me from drown out in the pool when i was kid, so this is nothing compare to what he do" he smiled sheepishly, i haven't heard about this.

"So.. what do we do now?" I shruged, "she have to rest today, because tomorrow she will got her first chemoteraphy" dr. Lee interupted us and walk into my room.

"You have to prepare yourself, we will take a sample of your blood for blood test and do MRI test before, during and after chemoteraphy" i listened carefully.

"Am i gonna loose my hair?" He noded, "this is my present for you" he give me a pink beanie.

I take it and look at it with a sad face while saying "thank you" to dr. Lee.

Jinyoung sit beside me, "it's okay, you always be pretty for me" i look at him and laugh dryly.

"I don't care with my hair, i just scared to face this illness. I always asked 'am i gonna die?' to myself over and over again. Because i'm worried about my mother and Eunwoo" i tried to hold back the tears.

"we have to cooperate to win this battle, we have to do our best effort. I need you to be stronger Hyeri~yaa" dr. Lee said to me while patted my shoulder, it's sounds like false hope to me. I have no energy to win this battle, i feel tired and hopeless inside.

Dr. Lee leaved us alone, Jinyoung still worry about me. He told me to lay down and try to sleep, he will be there until i sleep.

"Jinyoung~aa, maybe i was a very bad person in my other life before so my life is a mess right now" a tears fall down from the corner of my eyes.

Jinyoung gave me a puzzled eyes, he just silent for a moment.

"Maybe God just love you so much because you are a strong and good girl" his answer make my lips risen up, i thanked him in my heart.

"Jinyoung~aa, can i asked you a favor?" He noded, "promise me you won't tell about my condition to anyone especially Hoseok Oppa" he noded as an agreement.

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