It's kind of weird Yoongi asked me to accompany him to buy a new jacket, he said that he need my opinion.

I don't know why but the boys keep coming to me everyday alternately with many excuses.

Taehyung come over to my house yesterday and said that soonshim miss mickey, or he said on the other day that he has a big acne and it start making friends.

His excuses is the most insane thing that i've ever heard, i will burry him alive if he said that he was taking by an alien and he need me to save him.

And today, i dumped off with the most irritating human in the world. Why i have to obeyed him? It's because he threatened me with the most embarassed video when we get drunk before, i felt exhaust already.

We arrived at the mall, he look here and there about three hours for one jacket. Why he need my opinion if he ignore what i'm saying, he tested my patience.

"Hyung can you please choosing one, it's almost three hours. You can ask Jin hyung or Taehyung about fashion, why me?" I lost my patience, and he just saying "their fashion taste isn't fit with mine" emotionless. 'No one fit your monochrome fashion taste' i said inside.

"You should try Jin hyung's pink fashion" he looked at me with disbelief, "i better eat by a shark rather than being a princess or barbie" i laugh until my stomach hurt.

"I loved to watch you eat by a shark hyung" he glared at me but i just laugh again to my own words, and he grab the first jacket that he seen when we arrived at the store.

"What??" I turn my body and get out of there quickly, i don't know why i still wait for him out side the store.

"Hyung remind me to say No if you ask me to accompany you again, i don't care if you want to upload that video in SNS or whatever" his emotionless reaction is the most annoyed thing in the world.

He buy me a meal as his return, and an ice cream to calm me down. He think that i'm a little boy that can be tame by an ice cream, but Baskin Robbins is my favorite one.

*****

After we finished our meal, it's 5 pm already but the sky is still bright. He insist to walk me home, "am i your lover? I can go home by myself hyung, besides we have an opposite direction" i said to him with a bit of smile form in my face.

"Naahh.. it's okay, i have to go to my friend which is the same direction with your home" he said to convince me, i just don't want to argue with him so i let him do what he wants.

It's just the two of us waiting at the traffic light until it turn green for the pedestrian, not so long the light changed while Yoongi stare at his cellphone and i said "come on hyung".

I walk with my head turn down and suddenly i feel someone's pull my shirt and i fall to the ground, a car pass by in front of me in a fast speed.

I didn't feel pain at my back, it feel strange because the ground never been this comfortable but suddenly someone's coughing. I fell on Yoongi's body.

"Get up you fuckin idiot, your weight like a thousand pounds" i gasped, i get up immediately while he still coughing.

"I'm so sorry hyung" i help him to get up and grab his cellphone on the ground.

We're sitting at the side of the road while everyone gather around and asking our condition, i just saying that we're okay.

"Hyung, are you okay? There's some scratch on your arms, we have to go to the hospital now" he waved his hand.

"I'm okay, help me stand" i grab his arm but he's ouching when i touch it.

"Hyung we have to go to hospital, your arms are injured" i checked his arm and his shoulder bone is like in weird position. He nods, i stop the taxi and told the driver to go to Asan Medical Center.

*****

We arrived soon as i told the driver to fasten the speed, whe we stepped out from the taxi i help him to walk inside and tell the staff that we got in the accident.

They told us to wait at the emergency room, i help Yoongi to lay down on the bed as the doctor approaching us soon.

She examined his body and told the nurses to bring the X-RAY machine, she check it immediately. We wait for her until she's done doing her job.

"Your right shoulder get dislocated and luckily it's not a severe injury" she said to us, i look at winced Yoongi.

"You have to get reduction, to returning your shoulder to it's normal position. I will call the operator" she explained, Yoongi still hold back the pain. I feel sorry for him.

After the reduction treatment, she gave him the analgesic pill (painkiller) and the hand sling.

"You have to rest and immobilized your arms, don't forget to come again and check up your shoulder. Hope you get well soon" we bowed to her as we going outside to meet Jin. I have called Jin to the hospital, and drive Yoongi home.

"Hyung thanks for saving me, and sorry for causing you this" he nods, "it's okay, besides i don't have to do anything. It's the best part for me" i smiled bitterly to him.

I take a bus and heading back to my home, i thought about the accident we have before. I am sure the light was green, and the other cars was stopped too.

Why that crazy blind driver fasten his car speed when i walk through?

****

I feel boring at the room, i tell Jinyoung that i want to take a walk outside. He accompany me to the park, we walk side by side. Now i have to put my pink beanie because i lost my hair during the treatment.

The staff bows at Jinyoung, i used to it. It's a normal for him, remembering his father is a major stockholders in this hospital.

I can't believed that my childhood friend is the heir of a medical company, his father is good to me too.

He visited me a week a go, he talk about my father. He asked me where he is, i just say that i didn't know. I lost contact with my father after my parents get divorced, he made me miss him.

I always prays for his happiness wherever he is, i wish i can see him soon.

We sit at the bench, the warm wind caressed my face softly. I take a deep breath, fill my lungs with fresh air. I love the smell of trees and flowers, it's summer already. My friend will have a fun holiday i guess, while i trap in this place.

I want to go to the beach with Hoseok and Donggu Oppa like last year, remembering him make me miss him a lot and sad at the same time.

"Why your face like that so sudden?" I turn my face to him, and shakes my head while saying "nothing" to him.

"Aahh.. why you always came everyday? Is it alright if you didn't come to school before?" I just realize that he always by my side from the first time i'm being hospitalized.

"Naahh.. it's okay, my mother have talk to the principal" he grinned and i can't say anything to this kind of wealthy peoples attitudes.

"It's look easy for your family i guess" we laugh, "for your information, i'm the genius brain at school" he taps his temple, i hikes my eyebrows to his unbelievable words.

"Really? I don't believe it" i shakes my head. "Why? I want to be a doctor, that's why i have to be the smartest boy" he's tried to be cute while he saying that and pout his lips, all i can do is just laugh.

"Yaaa.. don't do that, you look scary rather than cute" i can't stop laughing, "i'm cute you know that" and now he's doing aegyo, he put his hand under his chin pretend like a flower and blinks his eyes.

"Yaaa.. stop it, you look ridiculous" we laugh together, i haven't laugh like this since i came in.

"You look so beautiful when you laugh Hyeri" his words make me blushed, "liar, how can a bald girl look pretty?" I pouted my lips.

"You always look pretty in my eyes" i laugh again, his puzzled eyes is the best reaction.

"Haaahhh.. let's go inside before your brain damage and saying non sense again" i stand up and walk away, he grab my wrist and pull me to his embrace.

"What are you doing?" I murmured on his chest and became awkward, i tried to escape but he just tightened his arms.

"Please let stay like this for a while" i sighed and let him be, my heart flutter in silence.

"Did you know why i keep searching you?" I shake my head, "because you're my first friend and my first love" my eyes grew bigger, i lift my head and look at him. He smile at me and turn down his hand to my waist.

His eyes pinned mine, i feel like time was stop at that moment. When he lean to me, i turn my head aside and break the embrace. Ican't look back to him again.

I just walk heading to my room, i don't know how to react. He make me confuse and shock.

When i walk across the lobby, i hear a familiar voice. It's Hoseok oppa, i run and hide myself behind the wall. I see him entering emergency room with his friend, i can't remember his name but i know he's the one who's not talk much.

What's wrong? Did Hoseok oppa hurt too? Someone taps my shoulder and make me startled, "what are you doing here?" I tried to ignore him but he block my vision, "sshhh.. it's Hoseok oppa with his friend" i said in a low voice.

When i'm sure i can't see them, i walk fast to the elevator and Jinyoung following me from behind.

"Why we have to do that?" I catch my breath when we walk into my room, "i don't want him to find me here" i answer him. When our eyes locked again, the awkwardness fill the room.

"I'll get my dinner" i nods while pretend like i don't care by scratching my neck, "Jinyoung~aa, can you do me a favor?" He smiled at me and noded at the door frame.

"Can you ask to the staffs what's going on with Hoseok oppa?" He sighed and a sad smile form on his cute face.

'i'm sorry Jinyoung~aa, but i can't accept your heart' i said inside.