I get up from my bed, and out of my room. I need to get some fresh air, maybe it will heal me faster than i thought. I walk down to the lobby and finally get my way to the park, i stretched my hand upon my head and took a deep breath then exhale.

The park is so huge and nice, i decided to walk a long the way with a brightly smile. When i walk near the pond, someone catched my eyes. "Oh God.. she's like an angel" i said in my mind, there's a girl sit in the bench near the pond. With a long straight black hair and her white soft skin is glowing under the sunlight, i thought she's listening to the music because she wear an earphone and move her head back and forth.

She wears a long sleeve blue sky color knee dress, with matched hair ribbon and peach sling bag. I guess she have same age with me.

And without i realize, i'm standing in front of her like i am being hipnotized.

"excused me.. Who are you?" She asked politely with puzzeled eyes and that words bring me to reality again, her eyes meet mine and i blink several times.

"Yaaa you idiot, what are you doing here?" I started to curse myself in my mind. She took off her earphone.

I don't know what to do since i'm so embarassed when there's a girl around me, "no no..you don't know me, my..my name is jeong hoseok" i stuttered try to extend my hand to her and bowed my head while i closed my eyes. My heart is thumping fast, i feel my face start warm and red.

"My name is Song Mari, nice to meet you hoseok" she's smiled at me and i gasp when she held my hand, i swear it's the most beautiful smile i've ever seen after my mom's of course. And her answer bring my brightest smile appear at my face, it's like time was stoped around us.

"Can i have my hand back?" She said again and chuckles, i shake my head to bring my consiousness back. "Oh sorry.. of course" i released her hand, "can i sit here with you?" I asked and then she nod. I move to the left side of her and sit there.

"Are you listening to the music?what kind of music?" I asked her again, she nod and give me one of her earphone. "It's an old song from Eric Clapton the title is tears in heaven" she explained it, i nod listening to the music.

I can't understand the words but the melody is like a sad song, i look at her face. She just look straight and i can see her tears fall down from the corner of her eye to her cheek, she turn her head to the right side and wiping off her tears.

"Sorry i have to go home now" she excused, "can i see you tomorrow?" I asked her. She lift her shoulder "i don't know but i came often because my brother work here..bye then" she bowed at me, i bow her back awkwardly. And then she walk away, i look at her until she disappear from my sight.

I took a deep breath and a thousand questions fill my head, i curious about her.

***

After i have my lunch time, namjoon come over to visit me. He still wear his uniform, he just not in the mood to study. Since he's the smartest boy in our school, get one day off school is not his big problem. Maybe it will be a problem if his mother know, she will scolded him all day long and took off his macbook for a week. We talk about this and that, about school and music.

"Is something good happen to you? It just make me creepy to see you smile like lunatic" he furrowed his eyebrows with curiosity. "Whats?? I always like this" I answered and try avoid his eyes.

"But.. i smelled something different here, are you fuckin in love with someone?" He smirked and lift his eyebrows, i can't lie to him.

"I see a cute girl today in the park and her name is Song Mari, i swear she's like an angel. Beautiful and pure, i try to introduce myself. And we talk about music she listened to and suddenly she cried. She avoided my eyes and excused me to go back home, and all i can do just stared at her till she disappear" i sighed, and namjoon just listen to my story.

"You don't asked her number?" He asked, "i don't have courage to asked her that, besides if i do she wouldn't give me though..why she have to give her number to a stranger?" Even it's kinda make me sad the fact that maybe i can't see her again, but i hope destiny will play the role now.

"When you will get out from this place bro?" He asked, "oh..i almost forgot about that, the doctor said that i can go home tomorrow" i smiled at him. "That's a good news bro, i'll tell everyone. Since tomorrow is holiday, we have all day long for do fuckin stuff" he cheered, "just don't do much because i'm in recovery mode" i reminded him.

"Why don't you tell the police about that incident?" I looked outside the window, "naahh..i thought it's useless because we can't payed for it too, i can handle this" i smiled at him.

"If you need help, i'll be here for you. I can lend you some money to pay them back" he said, "thanks bro, but i thought i still can handle about that too" i just smiled bitterly.

Namjoon and jin have a wealthy family amongst us, but i know they're so generous. Namjoon's father running a property business, and jin's have a success family restaurant.

I can't take an advantage for it, they help us so much about our music. We have a same dream about making music that makes everyone listened to our song and be success in the future.

Namjoon will going home, he insist to pick me up tomorrow. He don't want something bad happen to me again, and he tells me that i'm still on my recovery with annoyed tone like i'm his baby.

"Hello mom.. how are you today?" I called her and she told me that today she was busy because they have a lot of customers. "i'll be going home tomorrow, doctor have said to me this morning. Namjoon will pick me up, so you just have to stay at home and wait for me" i smiled widely even she can't see it, just to hear her voice making me happy.

"Okay..i'll take a rest mom, see you tomorrow" i hang up the phone.

I laid my back on the bed, i start thinking about Mari again. Is that song means a lot to her? That eyes reminds me about my mom, the same eyes when mom remembered about my father.

I tried to close my eyes, i saw her figure again in my mind. Pure, innocent and that sad eyes just making me more curious about her, i hope i can see her again.