I wanna run to you
But the reality pull me back
And hug me tight

~Kang Hyeri~

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"oppa.. hurry up, come here" Hyeri called me and pointing at green building in front of us, we enter the building and meet the receptionist.

"What can i do for you?" She greeted us nicely, "i am Kang Hyeri and this is my friend Jeong Hoseok, we come here to meet Mr. Cha Hyunwoo" Hyeri smiled.

"Aah.. he's waiting for you, his office is right there at the left side of the hallway" she explained it to us. We thanked her and bowed.

Hyeri knocked on the door and opened it, "good afternoon Mr. Cha" she greeted him and we bowed again. He's not like i pictured about him before, i thought he is like a middle aged man with bald head. But He's like in his early 30, and definitely has a fluffy hair on his head. A little bit taller than me, he has an athletic body.

"Ah.. Hi Hyeri, please sit down" we sit down at the couch, "so what can i do for you?" Looks like they know each other more than i know.

"His name is Jeong Hoseok, he is the boy that i told you before. He performed at hongdae every saturday night, i have send you the video" he nods, "you can see him dancing for your consider Mr. Cha" he frowned.

"Please don't call me Mr. Cha, just Hyunwoo~ssi" he smile at Hyeri, why i feel jealous? 'Hey you have a girlfriend now, pull yourself together' I shook my head to brush that thought.

"Okay, follow me" he stand up and we following him to the dance studio, "can you show me your best dance?" I nodded, give my bag to Hyeri.

They watched me while sit down in the corner, i play the music from my phone. I try to focus and give my best effort to convinced him, i took a deep breath and relaxing my body. I move my body as the beat filled the room.

I can't see them while dancing because i'm too busy to be the one with the beat, all i can feel is just me and the rhythm.

I end my dance and face them, Hyunwoo~ssi just look at me with his eyes wide open. I feel confused while catches my breathe, i wait for his reaction.

And then he laughed while clapped, we surprised by his reaction. "You are amazing Hoseok, i'm speechless. I'm focusing at you from the start till end, and i feel amazed by you" his compliment make me blushed, and scratched my head.

"Thank you Mister" i bowed to him, "no..not mister, call me Hyunwoo~ssi" i'm nods.

"I accepted you as a dance teacher for elementary kids, it's about 2-3 hours every tuesday, thursday and friday start at 6 pm. You can start next week, is it okay?" I look at hyeri who is cheered happily, i nods in excitement.

We permitted to go back home, he is a good person. Now i have my part time job again, i just want to meet Mari as soon as possible and tell her about it.

"Thank you Hyeri~a, i'll treat you a good meal later okay" she nodded, "how do you know him?" She smile. "We meet at the store and i help him get what he needs, we have a small conversation. He come to the store several times, but he always asked me to accompanying him to drink coffee or else. Two days ago he tells me that one of the dance teacher is resign, so he seek someone who can add the position and it's remind me to you" she explained.

"Oppa do you want an ice cream? there is a famous ice cream shop around here" i just seeing her with a soft smile, she always this cheerful around me.

"Okay..let's go, i'll buy it for you" i followed her, "jinjja (really)?" I nodded. She jumped happily, all i can do is smiled. Her smile bring a good influence to me, like a mood booster.

When we arrived at the store and walk in, i see a familiar face in front of me. It's make me jealous easily, i approach them and leaved Hyeri behind.

My quick step reached her soon, "what are you doing here Mari?" She look shocked. "Hoseok..I came to eat an ice cream with Youngmin oppa" i'm still angry, "have a seat hoseok" i'm glared at him and sit beside Mari.

Hyeri looks like have a seat in another table and look at me worried, i have to apologize to her later.

"So you two are a couple now?" He asked us and Mari nodded with grin on her face, "woah you broke up with me because of him? I can't believed it" his confidence words irritated me. A half of me proud of it, because she dumped him for me.

"Why? He's handsome and cuter than you" my heart bloomed and smirked at him. "Yaaa.. you are really something Song Mari, Hoseok~a don't hurt her or i will haunting you" a dry laughed out from me.

"No i won't, she have my heart from the first time we met. How could i hurt her?" I look into her eyes, her cheeks turn red.

After we talk about this and that, Youngmin permitted to go back to hospital because he have an appointment with his patience.

"What are you doing here hoseok?" She asked me, "i have an interview for my part time job, and i make it" she look so amused. "Really? Congratulations, where is it?" She impatient, "at the dance studio near here as a dance teacher for elementary school students" she hugged me while saying "that is great".

"I wanna tell you later but now you're here" i laughed, "you are the first person that i wanna tell about this" she give me a light kiss. It's still feel awkward for me, i haven't get used at this lovey dovey kind even we're being a couple for two weeks now.

I look around to see where Hyeri is but she's gone without i realise, i send my apologize to her via message. She just replied me with 'it's okay oppa, have fun'.

"Can i asked you something?" She nodded while scooping an ice and shove it to her mouth. "Why you tell me that Youngmin hyung is your cousin? Why are you not told me the truth?" She sighed.

"It's the truth that he is my cousin, the first time he confessed to me i thought i like him because we grew up together. But i was wrong, he just replaced my lost brother. I don't wanna hurt him because i have a different feeling, then i met you. I don't know why but my heart soften when i'm with you" she confessed, she tried to avoid my eyes but i cupped her cheeks immediately and kiss her gently.

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~ Hyeri's POV ~

"Oppa, what do you want?" I picked my favorite flavor ice cream, strawberry and tiramisu.

I looked around since no answered from him, and there he goes. He rushing to someone's table, i can't see who is that because hindered by a man's body.

He look so angry, after i payed my ice cream i seat in front of the cashier. Now i can see her clearly from my right side, she's Mari. That's why he's angry, she's with a guy that came to pick her up at the store back then.

I can't hear them, and decided to enjoy my ice cream alone. Their looks like have a long conversation, their stand up suddenly and they bowed to each other. That guy walk out the door, i just try to hide my face from their eyes because i don't want Hoseok oppa get trouble with her.

After that guy gone, they sit again. I don't know what they're talking about but she kiss him so sudden, it's break my heart even though i know they are a couple but seeing that make my heart crumbled in no time.

A warm teardrops fall from my eyes, my chest squeezed. I wiped my tears and walk away outside without a word, i crossed the road and leaned behind the tree.

He texted me, maybe he realized that i'm not there. I just replied 'it's okay oppa, have fun', but i know i'm not okay. I took an eye to them again, now he's the one who kissed her.

I turned my head away, i try to fastened my step but my leg feel weak. I'm stumble on the ground, my knee bleeding. I start crying out loud while saying "it hurts oppa, it hurts a lot" and squeezed my shirt.

Why loving you is so hard for me
I'm just a silly girl that beg you to love me
Since the day you walk through the door
The one that i always remember is the smile on your face that i adore
I took a glimpse to you full of curiosity
You give me that smile and i'm going crazy
The smile that took my heart away
The smile that make me want to stay
The smile that shook my world that day
Maybe that's the time i know what love means

I like being by myself all this time
But that day you make me want to have someone by my side
With your gently moved you pull the me inside
You told me everything about you
Even i love your flaws too

We shared our story
But i keep a secret about one thing and i'm sorry
A secret is i still love you today
I hope that you can love me too one day
One day.. maybe one day

Everyone passing by me with their confused eyes, but i didn't care anymore. I let my heartache melts and flew away with my tears, after i statisfy crying on the ground then i stand up again.

My eyes blurred and my head feel heavy, but suddenly i'm black out.

The next thing i know, i wake up at the hospital. IV fluids flows to my vein, and i feel dizzy when i tried to sit on the bed.

Not so long my mother come to my bed and sit beside me, "My beautiful daughter has awake" she smile relievedly.

"Are you feel thirsty? Want me to take a glass of water for you?" I nodded, maybe because i cried so much before and it's make me thirsty.

My mother came in with a glass of water and she helped me to sit, i emptied that glass in no time. She patted my back softly.

"Are you feel okay now?" I nodded again, "where is Eunwoo?" She held my hand. "Don't worry i entrusted him to the neighbor" i sighed, our neighbor is so kind. They have a son the same age as Eunwoo, and he always love to play with him.

It's evening now, maybe i have a long time sleep after the nurse giving me a medicine, i feel refresh and ready to go home.

"Can we go home now mom? Please tell the nurse to pull out this IV needle" i begged her, she stand up to the nurses desk and asked her.

She pull out the IV needle and put the plaster on my backhand, it stinging and make me gritted my teeth. My mother told me to waited for her at the lobby, she wants to  complete the administrative matters.

I obeyed her and sit down at the bench, and suddenly his picture come to my mind. What are you doing now? I missed you already, my chest tightened again. I tried to hold back my tears and brushed that thought away while i see my mother approaching me.

We arrived at home and pick up Eunwoo, but he already dozed off so i have to carry him to his bed. I put him slowly and covered him with blanket.

I go to the living room, my mother dishwashing at the kitchen. "Mom, did the doctor said something about me?" She shook her head, "he said that you are just too tired, but he took your blood sample and will tell us the diagnosis when the result is out" i nods.

I stand up and walk to my room, layed my back on the bed. I want to texted him but i'm afraid i disturbed him, 'God please make him happy, it's enough for me to seeing him from a far since i can see his smile. That's enough for me' i covered my mouth to hold the sound of my heartache, i bend on my knees and curled up on the floor. I cried until i'm tired and asleep.

Oppa.. have you thought about me?