It's been three days, she haven't texted me yet. I texted her everyday but she haven't replied me once, i'm worried about her.

What happened with her?

I asked Namjoon but he said that he don't know either, he just said that Mari's family isn't comeback home yet from that day.

And now i have to deal with Yoongi's shitty manners, i'm regretted it already. If i can turn back time, i will just scolds him and kicked his butt if his whines or makes me irritated. It's better than i have to loose in bet with him, but i'm a gentleman so i have to take my responsibility.

"Yaa.. hoseok~aa, give me a massage" he ordered while tapped his shoulder, i am mouthing cursed between a forced smile and say "neee~~"(yes) as sweet as i can to him.

My days is like hell from three days a go and feels like forever being his servant at school, why i have to deal with him? I must be fuckin out of my mind or i was drunk back then, so i spill out the words carelessly.

I approached him, and doing like want to smacked his head gesture before i started massage his shoulders from back.

I'm doing smacked gesture over and over again while mouthed curses from his back, it's make Taehyung and Jimin chuckles everytime i'm doing it.

"I know you irritated now, so don't do what you can't win" i rolled my eyes, Oh God i just want to borrowed Thor hammer and nailed that shithead to the ground.

He always give me a hard task during the lunch time, yesterday he asked me to bought an ice americano coffee at the coffeeshop he used to bought.

I have to take a bus to that shop and it's took 15 minutes from our school, and i have to comeback before the class start again.

I have to run to his class which is in the third floor, he make me insane. "Hoseok~aa, are you okay?" Jin asked me because i look exhausted and breath fast while i sit down on the floor, i just waved my hand because i was busy catches my breath.

That brat just smiled when Jin hyung looked at him with disbelief, i wish i can't changed to that green creature and send him to the moon.

And today i have to massage his shoulder from 30 minutes a go while evaluated our dances cover at the rooftop, "are you want to say something about our dance Hoseok?" Jin asked my opinion.

"I just want to remind you all to have a practice at your home and don't hesitate to asked me, Jimin or Jungkook helps" they just nods.

"You are my servant so you have to helps me by the way" they laughed, i just said "yes your majesty" in a good manners while cursed him inside.

The most annoyed thing is i have to struggled with him for two weeks, i feel despaired already just to think about it.

If he asked me to bought that damn coffee again, i will put three laxative pills in that coffee as my revenge. I admit that he knows exactly how to tortured people, he's the best one.

The school bell ring, we back to our class again. "Has she comeback home already?" I asked Namjoon, "i don't know, maybe today" he shruged.

She haven't said anything about my dating statement, maybe i should go to her home today. "Dude i will be come late for practice today, i have to go to somewhere" he nodded.

*****

I go to her house after school time end, i pressed the bell button and someone greeted me from the intercom.

"I'm Mari's friend, my name is Hoseok. Is Mari home?" I asked the lady, "yeah she's home, did you wanna come in?" She said politely. "No..no.. i'll wait for her outside. I just want to talk to her for awhile, i have to go again soon" i stuttered in nervousness.

The sound of the gate surprised me, she's in front of me now. "Hi Hoseok" she smiled, "Hi.. sorry for disturbed your time, i just.." i took a glimpse at her before i continue my words. Her eyes look swollen and red, she hide it behind her glasses but i still can see it.

"I just want to see you" she smiled sheepishly, i want to asked her but i'm afraid it's a wrong time.

"I thought you are sick or something happened to you, you didn't replied my messages" she chuckled, is that something funny in my words? I just look confused.

"Is that the reason that you came to my home?" I nodded, "you are so cute" she laughed. She make me flustered but I'm still confused.

"Sorry for making you worried, my grandfather passed away two days ago" her eyes teary, it's break my heart.

My body moved so smoothly to her and pull her to my embrace, i can't believed myself for doing this.

"I'm so sorry to hear that" her body trembled, and she start crying. I just patted her back, she moved her hand  to my chest. We just stay silent, i let her crying as much as she wanted.

She looks in despaired, it's because she love her grandparents so much i guess.

After the tears subsided, i let her go and take a step back. She wiped all the liquid in her face, and she turned her head a side not giving me chance to look at her face.

"Sorry your shirt is wet now" she pointed at my chest, "Ah it's okay, i can change it again after practicing" that words reminds me that i have to go soon.

"I'm so sorry Mari i forgot my practice schedule, i have to go again. My friends waited for me. See you again" i looked at my watch, and waved to her.

"Hoseok" she called my name, i stoped and turned my head to her.

"Maybe this is another reason why you came to my house" i listened to her words carefully, "Thank you for teached me dance before, and i will make you a kimbap for our date this week" she waved at me while smiling.

My smiled grew wider as i running backwards, turned my body again forward because i dont wanna get stumbled. I jumped and stomped my feet in the air like a charlie chaplin, i feel so happy. I shouted while running in happiness like a child.

******

I walk into the room, their eyes directing to me now. They start approaching me one by one.

"Where are you going bro? What took you so long?" I just smiled to Namjoon, "i know that look, aahh that annoying look" Yoongi look disgusted.

"You're from Mari noona's house hyung?" I nodded to Jungkook, "wooahh, something good has happened to you then" Taehyung said.

"Enough..enough.. we have to practiced again, go change your clothes now" Jin commanded me, i change my clothes and get ready to start practicing. We practice to synchronized our new dance cover, i moved into the formation.

*****

I'm going back home at the midnight like usually, get the bus and walk through the way to my home. I'm humming and never loose my smile since Mari told me that she will go on date with me, i spinned my body like i was dancing waltz with someone while singing.

I walked again while jumped several times, my heart was bloomed a thousand flowers and butterflies spread their wings while dancing in my stomach.

I catched someone's figure in front of me, the same figure with the mysterious guy who stalked our house. So i stop my feet to watch him from the distance, I guess he keep an eye of my house.

I walk carefuly not to make a sounds, he looks unaware of my existance. When i'm about close enough to reach him, i stretch my arm to grabbed his shoulder and turned his body to faced me. He's shocked and scared at the same time when our eyes locked each others.

I pulled his mask in a harshly way before he run away again, i'm eager to know who is that guy. When the mask is off of his face, i feel pang in my heart and i was shocked too. I haven't anticipated it before, i loose myself and my mouth agaped.

My mind feel empty and my heart sank now, he stumbled and fall to the ground. He's trying to hide his face, but it's too late. I still can see his face clearly, someone that make me sick all this time. Someone that i wish i've never seeing his face again in my life.

"Appa (dad/father)?" That name slip from my lips, the name that i never say in almost this three years.

He stand up and run away, he doing it again. That is what his best at, like three years ago.

I watched him gone, i still can't believed it was him. I feel the urges of anger just coming up to my brain, i punched the wall beside me over and over again to released my anger.

I stroked my hair and squeeze it hard,  took my backpack that fall from my shoulder before and fasten my step to my home.

"Mom..mom.. where are you?" I called her while walk into the living room and sit on the couch, my mother out from her room.

I stroked my hair and intertwined my hands, "what's going on son?" She's confused and i took a sharp gaze to her. "What happened with your hand?" She reached out my hand to look carefuly, my sister out of her room too with her messy hair.

"Did you know who that weird guy is?" I said in an emphasis words, she was bend down her knees in front of me and looked at me with furrowed eyebrows.

"I don't know who he is" she said that while avoided my eyes and look at my wounds again, i knew that she was lied to me.

"Don't lie to me mom" i looked at her with a sharp eyes again, my sister eyes go side to side. But she just stayed there in front of her room waited to get a clue from our conversation.

"That guy is dad and you know it" i pull my hand from her grip, she shocked and her eyes grew bigger.

My sister's jaw dropped and look at us with disbelief, "are you sure he was dad?" She asked to me.

"Yeah.. i met him at the corner of this block, and i still remember his face" i said to her, my mother still can't say anything.

She palmed her face now, and start crying while sitting on the floor. I just watched her crying and it's make my anger grew bigger, my sister come to hug her and comfort her now.

How can she lied to us all this time, she knew that he was dad. It's answering all my questions now, why he always stalked our house? And why he always coming back even he was get a caught by me? And that's why my mother not want to report him to the police.

I get up and going to my room, i banging the door to closed it. I throw my bag on the bed, i walk side to side with my hands on my waist and groaned desperately.

A moment ago i was like flying in the sky, and then being pulled to the ground so hard until i can't stand up again.

I sit down on the bed, i'm thinking what will he do now after his identity was revealed by me? Why he's coming again now? Why he just stayed away from us forever?

If he's just leaved us alone, our life would be more easier. I layed on my bed, stared at the ceiling then put my arms to covered my eyes. My hearts feel heavy again, a tears burst out from a corner of my eyes.

One by one going down to my ears, why i have to seeing him again? That thought make me weak again.

What would i do now?

Someone knocking on my door, "hoseok~aaa.. are you still awake?" I wiped my tears and said "yes". My sister turn the knob and opened the door, she came to me and sit on my bed. I wake up and sit beside her, she patted my head softly.

"Are you still mad?" I nodded, "mom still crying in her room now, she feel confused too. She don't know how to tell us about it, mom said when you see her with dad is the first time she met him again" I listened to her.

"It's hard for her too, she decided to tell us about dad when she's ready but you found out by yourself first before she's got a chance to tell us by herself" i still quiet to understand her explanation.

"So.. we have to waited until she's ready to told us about this, and respected her desicions. Don't you want to see her happy?" She asked me, i just nodded. "I know my brother is a good boy, that's how i put my trust on you. You'd be the most reliable man for us" she make me flustered.

She hug me thightly, and patted my back. I'm snuggled my face on her shoulder, "can we just forget this problem for awhile and act like usually?" I just said "yes" and forced to smile, she released me.

"Okay.. i will go to sleep now, you have to take a bath first bro because you smell so bad" she look at me in disgusted and out of my room.

I still can hear her step downstairs, when i can't hear it again i throw myself on the bed again.

I feel exhausted with our practice time today, this rollercoaster feelings hit my brain and make me dizzy too. I feel something stinging on my hand, i forget about my wounds.

It's just too much for one day, i get sleepy already. I don't have an energy for take a shower or change my clothes, let myself sleep like this.

What will happen again tomorrow?