Dilemma

It's been a week and i still can't get a slight news about Hyeri, i don't know why i miss her so much. I feel like i will never see her again, i hope i can see her again.

Jimin texted me last night, he want to sleep over at my home with Jungkook. I said yes to them, they want to help me at the restaurant too.

I kind of a little bit happy for seeing them, they will come during the lunch time. They're so helpful, and kind boys. Jimin not so hyper like Jungkook and Taehyung, he's good at taking care and help the others.

If i choosed between the three of them to be my little brother, he's definitely Jimin.

Jungkook just like a little puppy to me, but he has a good manner. He always goofing around with Taehyung, they have a same incommon for games.

Thank God Taehyung didn't come today, if not it will be disaster. He is a little bit clumsy, i can't imagine what will happened in my family restaurant if he coming to help.

In summer a lot of customers come to our restaurant. So we need more peoples to help us, and i really appreciate them.

"Sorry for giving you guys a hard time, it's summer and the customers came and go without giving us time to breath" i said to them at the kitchen.

"It's okay hyung, we're here for helping you though" Jungkook noded to Jimin's words.

"Thank you, i appreciated that" i patted their shoulders softly, "we can eat now, what do you want? Jajangmyeon (black bean noodle), jjampong (spicy seafood noodle) or naengmyeon (cold noodle)?" I offered them.

"Jajangmyeon" they answer it in the same time, make them amazed by themselves.

"Okay..call, wait a minute" i go to my mother and asked her to make jajangmyeon for us.

We take the jajangmyeon and eat at the employee room, i forgot to brought the kimchi. I can't eat without it, when i open the door my father stand behind it with a bowl of kimchi on his hand.

I gasped by his sudden existence, "i..i bring you this" he stuttered and give me the bowl, he's walk away after i receive that.

"You made up already with your father hyung" i smiled to Jungkook, "i can't ignore him forever, besides he's still my father though" Jimin punched my arm and smiling at me.

*****

We arrived at my home first, my mother insist to sending us home earlier. We bought some snack and baverages, no alcohol or cigarette because my mother will kill me if she found out.

After we take a bath, we make ramyeon for our dinner. "Hyung, do you have any plan this weekend?" I thought about it for awhile, and i shaking my head as my answer to Jungkook.

"What if you join with us, Jin hyung invited us to a barbeque party at his house?" Jimin glared at Jungkook, "naahh.. i'm not coming" i rejected they offer, remembering there will be Namjoon too. They look so sad, we continue cooked in silent.

"Aaahhh.. ramyeon is the best meal in the world" Jungkook shout it out while smacks his belly, "Yaa, you eat three cups of it. Your stomach is like a soccer yard i guess" Jimin laugh at my words.

"I need it hyung, you can see my muscle right here.. here..here. they all need a food" he showing us his biceps, triceps and abs.

"I don't have to see it you little brat, just shut it off. Are you a bull?" I throwing a pillow to his face, Jimin just laughing out loud.

"Hyung why are you looking at your phone all day long? Is there something wrong with you and Mari noona?" Jimin asked me, i just surprised by his question. He put attention on me all this time.

"Nope, we're fine. She just texted me a few minutes a go, it's just i'm waiting a message from another person" they look confused and dare to ask more.

"From who?" Jimin will not let this go, "Hyeri" a short answer escape from my mouth, they're seeing each other with puzzled eyes.

"What's wrong?" This time Jungkook asked me, "she's like disappear and her mother said that she moved to her father house in Jeju island but why she's not answered my calls or text me back until now" remembering that make me piss off.

"Maybe she's angry to you, did you made a mistake to her accidentally?" I thought for a while remembering what happened to us last time, "aahh.. i remember to buy her an ice cream last time, but i see Mari with a guy. I talk to her and when i want to see her again, she's gone. She sent me a message that she's went home first, is she mad at me because of that?" I asked them back. They just shrugs, i don't think that she's mad about that and leaved me without saying goodbye. I feel sorry for her back then, i leaved her alone without any words and being selfish.

"When did she go?" Jungkook asked me again, "i don't know, from what Donggu hyung said it's about two weeks already. Before summer break, why you have so much questions?" I frowned to them.

"Because she's our friend too hyung" Jimin open his tiny mouth now, "since when? You seems not much talk about her" Jimin about to open his mouth again but Jungkook interupting.

"For me, since she bring us food hyung" we look so surprised, jimin make a "seriuosly" look.

"Is food that you always care of?" I chuckled to Jimin's question but Jungkook just sighing, "of course.. we can't live without it" he answer him without hasitation, and showing his muscles again.

"You are a teenager but why you build a muscles?" He just smiled to my question, "because girls like it hyung" i snorted to his answer.

"You're just too naive bunny boy" he gave us his bunny smile, with funny face. Jimin rolling on the floor, he can't stop laughing.

"Is any of your friends goes to Chung Shin girls high school?" They thought about it for a while and shaking his head, but Jungkook smile like he remember something.

"One of my classmate went there" i smile widely, "who is it?" I get impatient.

"Her name is Injung, you know her too Jiminie" Jungkook said while waiting Jimin's reaction.

"Aaahhh i know her, the runner. She's good at sport, she's my classmate at first grade in middle school" Jungkook seems happy with his explanation about her.

"She's pretty too" Jungkook add it with implicit means behind his statement, he smiled sheepishly.

"Do you like her?" Jungkook gasped but he nods in the end.

"What? Really? Daebak (awesome)" Jimin look amazed by his reaction.

"Can you help me a little bit?" Jungkook nods, while Jimin still couldn't believe the fact that Jungkook like Injung.

"Hyeri goes to that school too, can you ask Injung about Hyeri? If she really moved, there must be some information at her school" Jungkook bit his lips, he look hesitate now. He take his phone and begin to type, "aaarrgghh.. i can't hyung" he ruffled his hair.

"Why?" I stared at him, "i'm too shy hyung" he burried his face on the pillow.

I rolled my eyes while Jimin just look at him with disbelief, "give me your phone, let me ask her by myself" i took his cellphone from his hand, and my thumbs begin to moved on the screen.

"I've send it, done" i gave his cellphone again and we waiting for her reply in silent, i hope she not sleeping yet.

Not so long Injung reply the message, she said that Hyeri is her classmate and their teacher haven't said anything about her. She didn't attend to school a week before the summer break, it's exactly same as what Donggu hyung said.

Her mother was lied, if she was moved she will give the information to the school and taking care the files that she needs for her new school.

"Hyung, do you like Hyeri?" My eyes grew bigger to Jimin's question, i still don't know what i feel about her. But i get angry easily when Taehyung told me about her and Jinyoung.

When she's missing right now, i can't help myself not to worry about her. I searched for her here and there, try the best i can do to find her. I will apologize to her if i did something wrong to her, it's unbearable when i can't see her around.

The one that i can be sure is i miss her so bad, i admit that she always came to my mind even when i'm with Mari.

"I still don't know about it, i still unsure about my feeling" i shruged and burry my face in my palm.

"Let say that you like Hyeri, what about Mari noona?" I thought about that too, and i just shruged to him again as an answer.

"You have to make sure about this hyung, you can hurt Mari noona's heart if you stand between them" what Jimin said make my heart hurt, i must being the ungrateful boyfriend if i dump her.

I can't believed myself, why i have to feel this way to Hyeri? Maybe i just get used to her, because her imprint is everywhere around me. Like she always help me out at our restaurant, or she often brought me a food.

Help me find a part time job, she listened to my story and many more. I'm too stupid to realise that she have a feeling towards me, and believe the way she just look at me as her brother. A slight of disappoinment in my heart at that time, when she told me that.

If i knew that it was a lies, if i have a courage to say that i like her. If it just happened before i met Mari maybe the story will be different.

And all the words "if and why" fill my mind, it's all just turn to a remorse now. Why i just realize it now? When she's not around me, and disappear suddenly.

Jimin's words echoing in my brain, i will hurt Mari if i told her the truth and if i stay beside her then i will hurt her more. I take a sleep before them, i let them playing games until they statisfy.

*****

"Hyung i have done everything you say"

"Okay thank you Jungkook~aa"

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