This night is an awesome night, the audiences increased. We watch the video of our performance last week that Mari's upload at youtube and the feed back was unbelievable, a lot of good comments and several is bad.

But we appreciated all the comments, the bad one made us motivated to do it better and better again.

Tonight we covering dance Lucifer by Shinee, Rainism by Rain, Bonamana by Super Junior and cover song Love Song by Big Bang.

DongGu hyung and Hyeri came up to watch our performance tonight, but it's too bad that Dong Gu hyung must going soon.

"Oppa you are the best" Hyeri said to me, i ruffled her hair. "Of course i do" i said to her cockily, the others just sighed and rolled their eyes.

I took a glimpse at Mari, she crossed her hand on her chest and kicked something around her feet. Her face look so irritate, looks like she bothered by something.

Hyeri taking care of us well, she gives us the mineral waters and towels. She brought us kimbap too, we eat it deliciously. I offered it to Mari but she refuse it, she said that she was have a dinner.

"You can be our manager Hyeri~yaa" she smiled to Jimin, "your kimbap is sooo delicious" Jungkook gives two thumbs up and she just replied "thank you" to him.

"She's like a chef, all the food that she made is sooo delicious" i praised, her cheeks turn red. "You have to teached me how to make kimbap like this" she nodded to Jin.

"Are you have a boyfriend?" Now is Taehyung's turn, she shook her head. "But i like someone" i'm surprised, she never told me about that.

"Guys i have to go to the bathroom" Mari turn her body and walk away, "sorry i want to buy a soda at that store, are you guys want something too?" Namjoon asked us but we all shake our head and continue our conversation, he's gone in a minute.

After 20 minutes they came together, we have done packed all the stuffs 10 minutes a go.

"Why you guys take a long time?" Yoongi asked them, "after i'm done with my thing i feel thirsty and go to the store, i meet Namjoon there. We just have a small talk at the store" she explained it, my eyes moved to Namjoon but he avoid it and smile to Yoongi.

"Namjoon can you ride Hyeri home?" He nods lazily, "No.. i will go home with Namjoon, we're neighbor. You can take Hyeri home" her gazed on me. Me and Namjoon look at her in a surprised.

It's a new thing that they look awkward and not bickering like they usually do, i can't argue with Mari so i let them go home together.

"See you tomorrow" i said to her before they gone, i wonder if she could hear me or not because of Namjoon's motorcycle sound is louder than my voice.

That black engine horse dissapeared in a minutes from our sight, i just sighed and turned my head down.

Is she mad?

Me and Hyeri go home with the rest of the member on Jin's car, Jin hyung will escort us until the bus stop near my family restaurant. So i can walk Hyeri home, we're have fun in the car. They teased Hyeri a lot and made her cheeks like a tomato.

Jin pulled over at the bus stop and we get off from the car, we thanked to Jin. I put my hand in my jacket pocket because it's a little bit cold tonight, we walk side by side.

"You said that you like someone, why you didn't told me before?" I asked her bravely, "i can't" she sighed. I just stayed silent, i thought we were close enough to shared that things but i was wrong.

"Why don't you say that you like him?" I throw the bait, but she stayed silent.

"I'm afraid that he will rejected me and become awkward" i shaked my head and said "no..if he do that, i'm sure 100% he will regret it" while smiled to her. "Are you sure oppa?" I'm just saying "of course".

"Thank you oppa, but he like another girl and i hope he's happy with her" her sad smile make my heart broken.

"It's his lost then, what a stupid boy" she's chuckle, it bring smile on my face. "He don't know about it yet oppa" i nods in agreement.

Suddenly she pinch her nose and blood down through, i'm panic and i hold her nose with my jacket sleeve. I held her head with my other hand, i tilt my head to check her condition and our face were closed enough.

I can see her long eyelashes from this distance, her scent is so soft and sweet that make my heart fluttered. Feel her warm through my hand, why i feel this way so sudden.

She released my hand, make me back to my consiousness. "Thank you oppa, sorry for your jacket" i waved and say "naahh.. it's okay, i can wash it later".

"Are you not feeling well?" I touched  her forehead, "maybe i'm just too tired, it always happened recently". "Have you seen the doctor?" She shook, "i don't have a time for that" she's smiled.

We're arrived in front of her house, "thank you for accompanying me oppa" i nodded. "Ah i forgot, wait a minute" she run to her home and back with a food container.

"Your mom give me kimchi when i come by three days ago, but i forgot to bring it back. Say thanks to your mom, her kimchi is sooo delicious" i give thumbs up. I waved my hand to her and walk away home.

I'm thinking about Hyeri's picture in my head back then, why it keeps tickling my heart and it feels different now. She looks so beautiful, i brushed that thought immediately and blame the moonlight for giving me this sentimental feelings.

****

I layed my body on the bed, took my phone and typed a message to Mari.

Hoseok : I'll waited for you tomorrow in banpo park at 7 pm, don't forget the kimbap.

She replied me in no time.

Mari : Okay, u can asked Hyeri for the kimbap. I'm not a chef.

Hoseok : Are you mad? I want your kimbap, not her. And who cares you are a chef or not.

Mari : Seems like you enjoying yourself with Hyeri before.

Hoseok : Are you jealous?

Mari : No.. i'm not

Hoseok : She's just like my little sister, no such feeling.

Mari : See you tomorrow, goodnight hoseok.

Hoseok : Okay.. goodnight Mari

She's jealous, that thought made me happy. How come i didn't realise it before? That mean she's in love with me too. I can't wait for tomorrow, hope it will be yes for me.

*****

I look at my watch it still 5 pm, i have to delivered the jajangmyeon immediately because i have to back again to the restaurant before 6 pm.

I packed the jajangmyeon and put on the motorcycle, i ride as fast as i can.

After i received the money, i run to the parking lot and ride my motorcycle. I look at my watch again, it still 05.15 pm.

I see the traffic jam at the road that i should take, i turn my motorcycle to the alternative road but it takes more time.

I arrived at restaurant on time, "mom i wanna go out with my friend, i have text noona. She said she will come soon" my mother nods.

I change my clothes and fix my hair, i get my backpack and ready to go. It takes 35 minutes with subway, and took 10 - 15 minutes walk from Express Bus Terminal Station to banpo hangang park.

I want to get there before her, i've bought fried chicken and baverages too. I found a perfect spot, right beside the bridge.

Peoples gathered one by one, i rolled out the mat and waited for her. She texted me to ask where am i, i send her my photo with the bridge as the background.

Someone tapped my shoulder and smiled, i'm amazed by her beauty. She always wear a bright color dress with jeans jacket and converse shoes, she let her hair down through her shoulder.

"I'm sorry i always make you wait for me" she took off the jacket and sit beside me. She brought a container and opened it, a little bit disappointed when i look at the sandwich in that.

"Sorry i didn't made kimbap for you, you already had your favorite one" she pouted her mouth, i cheered inside but still manage my disappointed expression.

"That's okay, you can made me another day" she shook her head, "no i wont" she's stubborn.

"I will made my sandwich as my mark, you will fall for it" her smile under the moonlight is the most beautiful art in my eyes.

"I have fall for you" i look deep into her eyes, her smile faded change to mix between confuse and amuse expression while i feel nervous.

I move my hand to her cheeks and tilt my head slowly until we're closed enough to kiss her lips, our eyes closed in the same time. Her lips feel so soft on mine when i touched it, our kiss just as sweet as the cherry flavour of her lipbalm.

I like the smell of her lipbalm mix with her parfume and dancing with the soft wind right through me, my heart racing. The rhythm of my heart beat waking up the butterflies and they flies all over my stomach.

Our lips move so slowly but sure, it synchronized well each other. 'aah this is what kiss feels like' i say it inside.

Suddenly Hyeri's picture hit my mind and make me break the kiss, we're going awkward and try to avoided each other's eyes. I took a soda and opened it for her, she nodded shyly while took it from me. That red cheeks, make her look more cute.

Not so long the rainbow fountain appear in front of us, i took a glimpse at her and her eyes grew bigger in excitement. She looks like a happy child.

I just frowned thinking about why Hyeri's face hit my brain so suddenly in a wrong time, i have to forget her already.

The rainbow fountain show about 20 minutes, we eat the sandwich and fried chicken while enjoyed the view. Everyone cheered up everytime the fountain color change, it's my first time watch it.

We don't say a word, just smile to each other while watched it.

"So.. what do you say?" She look hesitate, "about what?" She pretend to look innocent. "Am i gonna be your boyfriend now?" She just answered me with "mmmm.. i would think about it" and she laughed. I feel bitter inside, "what that kiss mean for you?" I'm a little bit upset.

"Closed your eyes" i do what she said, and i feel her lips on mine now. It's a light and quick kiss but still can make my heart fluttered.

"It's mean yes?" She nods shyly, my smile grew widely. I feel like crazy in happiness, spring came through my heart. I pinched my cheeks just to know that this is not a dream, she laugh to my silliness act.

All of this burden flew away, i have a beautiful girlfriend now. I can bragged about it to my brothers, they will envied me.

It's 9 pm already, i want to walked her home but she refuse. She said that she have to go to her aunt house first before going back home, i stopped a taxi for her. She said goodbye and i watched her gone before i take a step to my home.

****

I arrived at the restaurant but it closed already, i take a look inside and found my sister and my mother talk with someone in front of them.

Their face look so serious, i opened the door and approached them. They surprised at my exsistence there, my glance pierced to someone in front of them.

"Why are you here? Go away" I said half yelling at him and grab his jacket, "calm down hoseok, you have to sit down first with us. Dad want to explained everything to us" my sister hold my hand and dragged me to the chair beside her.

"I don't want to hear your excuses, just stay away from us forever" he began to cry with his head down, i divert my eyes from him.

"I'm so sorry to put you all in the hardest way" he stopped and take a deep breath.

"After i walked out from home three years ago, i live at the rent house and take a several different jobs in one day to payed the loan shark. One day i feel so desperate and got an idea to committed suicide, made it looks like accident. Just to disburse insurance money and you can payed all the debt, but it turned wrong. When i cross the street while i was drunked, a car came to me but the driver turned the steering wheel to the left side of the road and bumped to the traffic light pole. I freaked out and called the ambulance right away, i tried to take him out of the car and provide help as much as possible but he was died soon after the crash" i listened to him carefully.

"I took the blamed and sentenced to prison for two years" we just stayed silent, "that's why the loan shark going after you to payed the debt, because i can't payed them while in jail" he ended his explanation.

"I'm sorry hoseok~a, you took the responsibility" i rolled my eyes, "you say sorry now, huh you're so funny" i laughed cynically.

"What do you want now?" My mother eyes teary, she tried to hold back but it's all crumbled down when he kneeled down in front of us and said "i just want to asked your forgiveness for my stupidity act".

"Why you go away three years ago?" My curiousity make me opened my mouth again, "i want to protected you all from the loan shark, it was all my fault. I'm to embarassed to lift up my head" my eyes grew bigger.

Their cries filled the room, i was to shocked to opened my mouth again. He's have a hard time twice more than us, my hatred for him melted away after hearing the reason and his words sound sincere.

I know my father is not a bad person, he loves his family more than we do. Tried to protected and bring the happiness to us, but he's too naive for trusted his friend so much.

Maybe if i were him, i will do the same. I thought about what if he died in the car accident, i will be regret all because i'm too busy hated him without knowing the reason.

A half of me grateful that he's still alived, but a half one still can't forgive him to make my mother cried all this time. I know she's still love him, i will said that they have a true love inside.

They have a unique chemistry, i can't describe in words. They're my role model in life, i want to have a love story like them but we have our own unique love stories.

My mother approach and asked him to stand up, she hugged him tight and my sister comfort them.

I just can't take this now, i groaned and take the motorcycle key. Walk away outside and called Namjoon.

Hoseok : "where are you now?"

Namjoon : "home"

Hoseok : "can you meet me at banpo park in 30 minutes?"

Namjoon : "okay"

I take the motorcycle and ride away, shit why my eyes teary now. I screamed till i statisfy, want to hold back my tears but it failed.

My vision blurred, i wiped my tears with my jacket.

I arrived in no time, waited for Namjoon at the same spot before with Mari. Not much people here now, because it's already 11.30 pm.

My chest tightened, i feel like all my hatred filled it up until i can't breathe and flow away with the teardrops. This is too much for me, i cried with no shamed.

They came and sit down beside me with no words, i cried as much as i want but they just stayed in silence. Jimin hug my shoulder try to comfort me, but i'm just too broken inside.

I told them everything that my father's said before when i calmed myself down. They just listened to me till i finished.

"It's funny, this spot bring a happy and sad memories. I was smile with Mari a couple hours before, now i cried with you guys" they want to ask me but hold back it again.

"Do you know when the accident happened?" I shook my head to Namjoon's question.

"So you have a girlfriend now?" Taehyung eyes full of curiosity, Jin smacked his head and it make him said "what?" To him with irritated look.

"Can you just asked him later shithead" yoongi took the lead, taehyung just turn his head down while saying sorry.

"Yeah i have tae" he's cheered in excitement but the others just rolled their eyes. It must be a good news, i was planed to tell them with a wide smile on my face. But now i told them with a sad smile that i forced to.

"How do you know i'm here?" I said, "i call them immediately after you called me" Namjoon explained, i just nods and smile.

"Hyung, is it blood?" Jimin pointed at my jacket, "Ah..it's hyeri's, she has a nosebleed when i walked her home" they look relieved.

Jin ordered chi-maek (chicken - maekju/beer) for us, we just spend the night talking bullshit. I can't feel the bitter of maekju, it's just feel good in my mouth.

Taehyung and Jungkook always be our clowns, they know how to entertained us. I can forget what happened to me for a while, the one that bothered me is just 'what should i do to him?'