First time i opened my eyes.the first thing i saw was..NOT ..my mum's face instead,i saw clearly the white ceiling of the hospital room .no one was here beside me and mama -she was sleeping by the way-so i decided to cry and scream so people will pay ne attention and that was my first practically seconde scream i made since i was born .
I don't really remember my childhood days ,i know we moved a lot ,we went to a foreigne country ,i learned their language.although ,my memories are a little bit fuggy but i was happy at that time .when my little sister was born i hated her ,i despised her ,i was always crying and making my parents angry .a few years later ,those feelings vanished and we became the best sisters ever you can say .i understood that the feeling i had was not hatered but jalousy towards her thinking my place in the arms if my parents will be taken ,i acted like that .it's normal to act like that ,everybody does .the age doesn't change the fact that we get jalouse sometimes ,even if we don't want to ;cause this feeling is one of the things that makes us human ;still i agree with you ,it's not the most amazing thing to feel .
During my kinder garden days ,i made alot of freinds as well as enemies .the first fight i had was with a guy who pretended to be the most popular one in class -of course between the boys -in truth he was a bully .specially to girls.why ? Cause when we are little we always think that girls are better than boys or the opposite ,that idea is not us who decide it cause it's planted into our brain with simple stuff as colors. Colors?! You ask .well since we were born our parents dressed us up in blue for boys and pink for girls .since then our minds were made up like this :pink or blue but not both.through the years we learn and open up more and more .
Oh , and about the fight it ended up with me biting his nose and mum coming to school to apologize and welllll... i was still a kid you know 😅.