Crying is one of the most popular ways to get over a problem sometimes, but it doesn't fix the problem. And what if the problem will go away soon, do I just cry until then? Do people cry to feel something? Do people cry to ignore feeling? Why do people lie about how they feel when they know somebody will figure it out. Are they waiting for fate to choose who? Why do people go away to find something they want when what they needed was with them all along and they don't realize it until it's too late. I rant to show that I can feel. I talk to show that I can be more than emotionless. I had a friend who I left so long before and now I would do a lot of things just to see her face again. I thought one day that I saw her, but when I went up to hug her and apologize to her, it was the wrong person. I remember how easy it was to talk to her, to tell her how awful my day was. I had another friend who I acted myself around her, but she didn't like how I acted. I changed for her, but she didn't like it either.