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Aleah Divinagracia Alegado

9:00 PM

fuck my life

then just fuck me
instead

wtf

wrong send sorry

oh really?

yes

really

wait why are you here?

wdym? you're at
Arsenal too?

i can't see you :((

are you sure you didn't
follow me here?

what? for clarification
lang ha

as much as i wanted to
follow you earlier, it
was my friend's idea to
come here, not mine

you looked pissed off kanina
so i thought you wouldn't
want to see me

oh did I look like it?

I'm not mad at you,
if that's what you're
thinking

oh? okay

good to know

so, you're not mad at me
for being persistent about
how i want to have another
night with you again?

eto na naman tayo

oo na oo na

edi ano na lang

for now, let's play a game

a game?

21 questions

if we're going to be friends,
might as well get to know
each other diba?

who plays inside a club?

well, okay fine

i'll start with the basics

kelan birthday mo?

September 18

yours?

May 13

okay turn ko uli

I haven't asked you yet

"yours?" is a question
na kaya

you're sneaky

😜😜

okay next, pag nakakita
ka ng genie, ano yung tatlong
wish mo?

1. skin sa valo
2. pera
3. pera uli

pera amp eh diba ang
yaman niyo na?

that's my family's
money, not mine

hey that's not fair,
you asked two questions

dalawa rin itatanong ko sayo

you're trying to get
back at me huh

okay, go

what was the real reason
behind the rant email?

LUH

i thought i said forget
you saw that 😠

well you keep asking me
about that night when
I told you to forget about
it, so I see no reason as to
why I'll do what you'll say

fair point

okay, you might find
this weird

pero you know how close I am
sa mga kaklase naten right, though
except for you

that day, I can't rant to my friends
since they weren't available yet so
nagroleta ako kung sino pede
ko sendan ng rant email

then it landed on you so

okay na?

⤺ You replied to Aleah
okay, you might find
this weird

you're definitely weird

aba aba

you asked for it 😤

okay my turn

not so fast, aleah

it's still my turn

ay oo nga pala

hmp okay go 😤

why nursing?

potek sawa na ako
sa tanong na to orientation
palang nung first year 😭

wala na bang iba? HAHA

pero sige baka genuinely
curious ka

cliche man pakinggan pero
it's in my nature to help
people kasi and i'm amazed din
on how our body works

my mom influenced me to be
a nurse since she was a former
nurse din, retired na lang ngayon
kasi you know may edad na

and ayun, that's why I'm here

did that satisfy you?

yeah

you have something you're
passionate about, that's a
good reason

eh ikaw, why nursing?

to be honest?

at first, I didn't like nursing

I loved music ever since I was
a kid kaya balak ko maging
musician in the future

but things changed,
so I went for nursing

I grew to like it naman but
I don't know yet if I have a
passion for it

ohh i seee

well that's reality din kasi

there are things talaga na it
doesn't go the way we want
it to be

but that doesn't mean you
should stop pursuing music!!

there are still opportunities
na darating sayo in the future,
I know it

malay mo maging successful
nurse and musician ka diba pak

yeah

di ko muna iniisip
yung future ngayon

just go with flow ig

yupp tama!

we shouldn't dwell too
much on the future kasi
we'll miss a lot in the present

but bottomline, i do hope that
you'll make your childhood
dream to reality

thank you

I hope so too

okay, my turn

favorite color?

pink

yours?

actually wala, but
I'm more into neutral colors

my turn again right?

yupp

hmm teka wala pa akong
maisip na maganda ikaw muna

isipin mo lang ako,
may maiisip ka ng maganda

I'd rather not

ouch pain pighati

okay, my turn

i may or may not ruin
the mood when i'll ask you
this pero curious talaga ako

tell me kino, why are you
so against it?

aleah

we've talked about this,
haven't we?

well you asked me
about that email when
i told you to forget about
it, so i see no reason as to
why you can't tell me why

isn't saying I don't
want to enough?

it would be, only if
your actions match with
your words

what do you mean by that?

want me to enumerate
the reasons why?

first, i can always feel you
staring at me, especially kanina
when we were at the cafe

and if i catch you, it's either
you avert your eyes or drag
your eyes down to my lips

second, whenever we make
eye contact, you would clench
your jaw and appear too tensed

third, you seem to take deep
breaths after you make eye
contact with me

i could list many reasons why
but this conversation would be
long

so, tell me

why do you say you don't
want to when you act like
you want to devour me
anytime?

you're not going to let this
slide aren't you?

okay, sige

I only do one night
stands, aleah

flings, they're not
my thing

as much as possible, I
don't want to stay in
contact with people
I had a night with

it just so happened
na kaklase kita,
which is worse

i see

but you know, your body
is contradicting with your
mind

pinipilit mong ayaw mo
when in fact, your body
tells the opposite

please, stop provoking me

why? i'm just stating
my observations 🤷‍♀️

I know you like to play
with me, aleah

I know you're playing this
game to tempt me and
for fuck's sake it's working

I'm a man of my word
and you're making me
doubt if I really am

just stop, okay?

I don't want to do
something I'll regret

just one night

give me one night to change
your mind

a no is a no, aleah

okay okay

i give up

let's stay as friends
then

this conversation is
over, okay?

yes po

sorry for asking

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"You just can't stop,
can you?"

"Huh? Ano na naman
ginawa ko?"

"Having fun dirty
dancing with guys while
looking at me?"

"Uhm, gusto mo bang sumama?"

"Ha...That's it."

"Let's continue our game
earlier, shall we? But this
time, a different one."

"Ha, wait–"

"Truth or dare."

"Teka, this is so sudden–"

"I said, truth. Or. Dare."

"Uhm, dare?"

"Good choice. Now get your
pretty ass over here so I can
fuck the shit out of you until
you need to learn how to walk again."

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