~8~
Its been three days since I last saw Sean.
Three days since we kissed.
Three days since he vanished and not bothered to call or text me just once.
Three days of me rereading his previous text messages.
Three days since I realised the horrible truth behind his silence.
And Three days of me sulking about it.
I tried to put some reason to the whole thing. I mean, maybe he's just too busy and couldn't contact me, or he has no signal on his phone.
But each time I try to convince myself it was one of the two, a voice in my head keeps telling me that 'I wasn't and would never be good enough for him.'
I mean I tried calling, but it keeps, on going to voicemail. Was he really that busy as to not have time to pick up his phone and check his voicemail?
Argh! This is so... I don't even know what to say.
I buried my face deeper into Laura's pillow and try to shake the thoughts from my head.
"Seriously what is wrong with you?" Hugh asked.
Hugh is one of our close friends, by our I mean Laura and I. My parents don't really approve of our friendship because he's gay and stuff.
I actually had a crush on him when we were first introduced by Laura, but after series of tries and failure on my side, he finally explained to me that he was gay.
I was really embarrassed, he didn't look it one bit. He was one attractive piece of man candy, with his dirty blond hair , shinny white teeth that he shows off whenever he smiles or laughs and his sexy British accent.
Yes I do admit that it was the accent that first got my attention. What can I say? I'm a sucker for hot guys with hot accents.
Yup. Its a big loss to all the women out there.
We were at Laura's, I have been here and haven't bothered to move since the truth of the situation dawned on me; Sean is purposely ignoring me, and of course my parents weren't that worried that they haven't heard from their daughter for like three days in a row.
Well, Laura called them but still they could've at least made more effort to talk to me.
I turned over to my other side, away from their gazes and covered my face fully with the blanket.
Hugh ripped the blanket off forcefully and effortlessly. I tried to struggle with him but he was way stronger than me.
I tried using my hair to shield my eyes from the bright light of the sun. When it didn't quite work out well I used my hands.
"Wow you stink!" I heard Laura shout.
I slowly removed my hands from my eyes as my eyes adjusted to the light.
"Leave me alone." I whine.
"We will. Once you have a shower." Hugh said.
"Seriously dude have you smelt yourself?" Laura chipped in.
I rose my hands and sniffed my pits. Barf! that really was awful.
I scrunched my nose in disgust and quickly ran towards her bathroom door.
"Thank goodness. It really wasn't that hard to get her to take a bath."
"I can hear you!" I yell from inside the bathroom.
Her bathroom was large, the walls and floor was covered in pink tiles, it was like I was drowning in pink.
I walked to the mirror hanging right above her sink and was shocked at what I saw.
I really was a mess. My hair was sticking out in all directions, my face was oily and my lips were really dry. Conclusion; I looked really attractive and not terrible at all.
I quickly brushed my teeth with the spare toothbrush Laura had placed on the sink for me. She had already prepared a hot bath for me in her tub.
I know, I should really give her more credit than I do. But then if I do, her head grows bigger and so does her ego. I prefer my Laura normal head sized and with an average sized ego, thank you very much.
As I slipped into the bath tub and let the water soothe my skin. I realise that I really was sulking over nothing.
I didn't cry though, cause I've never cried for anything as silly as a boy, even if it was Sean Jones. He hadn't made it worth my tears.
I was sulking while he was most likely having a good time in Miami.
We kissed, yes but it didn't mean anything. I mean then it did then but now it wouldn't, not anymore.
I have to admit I was really stupid for jumping at him when we hadn't even established a normal relationship. It all happened too fast.
I saw the opportunity to kiss him and I jumped at it without thinking. Nothing good ever comes out when you rush things and it was clear that we were never going to happen. I had dreamt too big.
Its time to begin operation G.O.S ( Getting Over Sean).
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"Don't you have anything less.. um...what's the word?" I say as I scratch my chin.
"Revealing."
"Slutty."
Hugh and I say at the same time.
"Ha ha very funny," she says sarcastically.
We were going out to a new club that was opening today. Matt had invited us to ,cause apparently he knows the owner or something, really wasn't listening.
Normally I wouldn't go. Loud music, alcohol and sweaty people dancing really wasn't my kind of combination.
I'm the kind of girl that usually talks about doing stuffs, I have a long list actually, but I never actually come around doing them.
So I had always wanted to go to a club and Laura had finally managed to convince me to go to one. But when I did, it really wasn't what I had expected. So I stuck to my quite, peaceful, no drinking life from then on.
But I was making an exception tonight, mostly because Laura begged me to come, to keep her from doing anything stupid that she'd regret.
So here I was, rummaging through her entire closet and I still haven't really seen anything I'd feel comfortable in. I didn't want to go home just yet so Laura had offered that I wore one of her dresses.
After all, this whole thing was her idea.
"You just don't understand my style," she says and I roll my eyes.
Finally my eyes land on a red short strapless gown.
Bingo!
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So here we are, at the club, loud music, alcohol and sweaty dancing people. Yipee!
"Wow you look great," Hugh said for the umpteenth time this night.
"So much better than the sloppy Kat." We all chant together and began to laugh in unison.
Luckily for me I had understanding friends, they didn't bother questioning me further on why I had been so down. The moment I didn't answer their first question, the whole topic died down.
I think Laura probably taught that I got into a huge fight with my mom. The lesser she knows, the better for me.
Hugh wore a light blue button up T-shirt, folding the arms up and leaving the top buttons open. Matching it with black denim jeans. Yes, he did look hot.
Laura wore a black knee length gown that clung to her like second skin. It was open at the back, showing off a large amount of skin.
She had called Matt to inform him we had arrived. Shortly after he had showed up and led us to the VIP area. I have to commend my friend for having such a good eye, Matt had brown hair ,green eyes, tall and was well built.
So the night had begun, Matt and Laura were busy dancing and trying to swallow each other on the dancefloor.
Hugh was...I really don't know. He just left without even telling me, to only God knows where.
So I was left alone, sober, bored and lonely in the last place I want to be at.
I raise my glass to my lips but stop when I feel the presence of someone behind me. The body heat radiating from the presence, made my skin tingle.
"Red suits you." A deep manly voice whispers in my ear.
That voice.
There was no forgetting it.
*clears throat* So here's another chapter. I hope you enjoyed it.
Who do you think the guy is?
Anyways lately I've been having weird dreams about aliens and robots. Just felt like sharing that with you although it was completely unnecessary .
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