Twenty-Three. 

            I’ve never been so turned on during sex before but Reina came onto me so quickly. As soon as the door shut to my room she didn’t waste any time and she was pulling at my sweatpants and literally pushing me down onto the bed, taking control like she used to. This time it was dirty sex and I’ve missed it. I missed her talking dirty and bending over and showing me her ass like she knows I love. We’ve been having sex for an hour now and when we were finally done, I rolled off of her onto the floor because that’s where we ended up somehow and she was smiling like she always did after we had sex, glancing over at me to see how I was.

            “They’re all probably wondering where we are.” She breathed heavily, staring up at the ceiling. “Sorry for making it obvious but you looked way too good. I wouldn’t have been able to go all night.”

            “You act like I’d be upset. I don’t care if my friends know Reina. I always thought you’d be upset if I talked about it so that’s why I always get awkward.”

            “Why? Its just sex Justin.”

            But to me it was more than sex and I wondered if she thought it was more than sex for a second. Reina is more difficult to read than any girl I’ve ever met and it’s like at times I’m the girl in this relationship and she’s the player that gives you a bunch of mixed signals. It’s the opposite of the typical love story. Instead of her falling for me, I’ve completely fallen for her and I’m just hoping she doesn’t lead me on and tell me these things when she doesn’t mean them. That’s the last thing I want.

            “Okay?” I asked.

            “Ugh. Don’t be mad please. I didn’t mean it like that and sometimes I just say things before thinking. You know I love the sex and I love you way more.”

            Her body rolled on top of mine when I still didn’t say anything and she was smiling to get me to not be mad at her, which she knew would work. I get mad a lot and that’s just something she’s going to have to get used to. It’s something out of my control but the weird thing about her is that she has the ability to make me happy in seconds. She’s like an antidote.

            “Baby…” She whispered, placing a gentle kiss on my neck. “Don’t be mad.”

            “I’m not.” I laughed. “Get off Reina.”

            “So rudeeee.”

            Rolling off of me, she stood up from the ground and stuck her tongue out as I watched her with a smile on my face and stood up as well so I could find a change of clothes.

            “I’m wearing something of yours.” She said, pushing me jokingly to the side. “Cause I can now.”

            “Oh yeah?” I teased, wrapping my arms around her waist from behind. “You think you can just rummage through my shit?”

            “Mhmmmm. Gimmie a pair of shorts. The jersey type ones.”

            I would give Reina anything she wanted of mine and she knew that so I opened the bottom drawer and tossed her a pair of my adidas shorts along with a big sweater, her immediately putting them on and I just kept my tongue pressed against the inside of my cheek to keep from laughing.

            “What?” She asked.

            “Going commando in my damn shorts. That’s what. You aren’t wearing underwear.”

            “It’s not like I have my period. Chill out bud.”

            “Chill out bud.” I mocked, immediately starting to laugh when she punched me jokingly in the arm.

            “I do not sound like that.”

            Slipping on a pair of sweatpants and another sweater, I looked in the mirror on my dresser to try and smooth out my sex hair but of course it didn’t work. I was a wreck and her hair was just as bad, her eyeliner kind of smudged but she didn’t seem to care. I couldn’t get over how sexy she looked in my shorts right now, the way they hung onto her hips and the way my sweater engulfed her body was so cute.

            “Can we finally watch the movie now?” I asked, letting out a laugh. “Are you gonna come onto me again?”

            “I don’t know. Wait and see.”

            She started to smirk and I went to open my door, her surprising me as she jumped onto my back so she could piggy back. By now I was at the top of the staircase so I wrapped my arms around her legs and carried her down, all of the guys just waiting to say their smart remarks. Here we go.

            “Well we thought you’d never come down.” Colby chuckled.

            “Justin harder, oh my god fuck me baby, just like that, just like that!” Mark shouted in a high-pitched tone.

            “You are all a bunch of assholes.” She giggled. “Not gonna lie though. It was good sex.”

            “Oh my god Reina.” I groaned, sitting down with her on the couch so she was in my lap. “You’re just feeding into them.”

            Then I reached over to find the remote and once I did I clicked onto Netflix as she let out a sigh, resting her head into my lap as my hand came around her waist.

            “You guys can go now.” I said, looking up at all of them. “Reina and I are watching a movie.”

            “Aw, really Justin? We can’t watch The Notebook with you guys?”

            “I don’t watch sappy shit like that Mark.” She spat.

            “Alright, chill Ms. Latina. We’ll let you kiddos have fun but just remember, no sex on the couch and if you break the rule, protection is a boys best friend.”

            “Jesus Mark just get out!” I laughed.

            They all retreated into the kitchen to finally leave us alone and I was finally relieved because they never stopped teasing us about our sex life and it drove me crazy. Reina said it was fine with her but I can’t help but wonder if eventually it’ll start to irritate her. I certainly hope not and when we both decided on a movie, I pulled the blanket that was on top of the couch over the top of us and she moved her body in-between my legs so she was lying on top of me, her head right on my chest.

            “Mmm…” She murmured when my arms went around her back. “I love when we cuddle.”

            The movie was already making me tired and I could tell it was making her tired too because her eyes were already closing. We both were worn out from the sex we just had and I couldn’t think of a better way to end the night than this. I’ve been waiting for this for far too long now.

            “Me too.” I yawned. “Babe I might fall asleep.”

            “I know. Maybe I should get going then because I’m about to I think too.”

            “You can’t stay?”

            “Well I just think Casey’s expecting me home and everything. Maybe another night?”

            Pushing the blanket off of her, She stretched a little and I sat there in disappointment. I wasn’t upset because I understood and everything but I wasn’t really ready for her to leave because we only spent like two hours together.

            “Yeah.” I agreed. “Sure.”

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            It was around twelve at night when I woke up to the sound of things getting pushed around my room. For a second I thought I was getting robbed or something and I sat up so fast from being so scared.

            “Shit.” A familiar voice whispered.

            “Reina?” I asked.

            It was silent for about twenty seconds until her feet padded over to me and in the dark I could see the outline of her figure, my shorts on her body again as well as my sweater. She changed into her other clothes before she went home so now I’m confused as to why she’s in my clothing again. Why the hell is she back here?

            “Move over.” She sighed. “Please?”

            Not giving it a second thought, I moved over and lifted the blanket up so she could crawl in beside me, wrapping her body up with mine that was freezing cold from walking over here most likely. If I had known she wanted to come back over here I would have walked over there to get her.

            “I got back and changed my mind. It felt weird.”

            “What felt weird?”

            “Not having you hold me. I’m upset about it as it is.”

            “Why would you be upset about that Reina?”

            “Because I’m getting attached Justin. That’s why. I’m scared as shit.”

            I smiled into the dark once she said that and kissed her hair, little bits of snow going onto my chin that were enwrapped in a couple strands of hers. She was still shivering and she was silent after she said that, letting out another sigh and shaking her head in disbelief almost.

            “You don’t need to be scared Reina because I’m not going anywhere.”

            “You say that now. In a couple of months from now you could easily change your mind.”

            “Where is all of this coming from?”

            Leaning over to turn on the light, I sat up in bed and waited for her to explain what’s going on.

            “You could change your mind about me at any second. You say now that you aren’t going anywhere but that could change tomorrow and I don’t like not being able to control your feelings for me. I can’t make you love me and I can’t make you stay in love with me. I’m just scared shitless and I got back to my dorm and I got into my bed and then I started to think if you were mad at me and I started to think that if I didn’t come back here you would lose interest or something and that seems stupid and it seems like I’m being insecure but in a way I guess I am. This is all so new for me I just don’t even know what to do with all the damn thoughts going on.”

            “Reina. Look at me.”

            She looked at me.

            “I’m here, okay? I’m here tomorrow, the next day, the day after, I’m not going anywhere. You don’t need to be scared and I wish you would just let your guard down with me because I really do want to love you. Not that I don’t already do but I want to love all of you. I can tell I haven’t experienced all of you yet and that bothers me a little. You’re doing a damn good job at making me crazy about you and nothing you do is going to change that. I wish you would realize it.”

            “And then you say shit like that and I get even more confused Justin. This is too good to be true.”

            “Not all things are.” I murmured, lying back down so I could kiss her neck a little. “Some things just come to us out of luck baby.”

            “I guess. Sorry for bringing all this up. I always seem to talk like this at early hours of the morning. Over-thinking it must be.”

            “And I loveeee your crazy ass self. I love these late nights and I love when you rant. Stop worrying, please Reina.”

            “Okay! Stop getting sappy.”

            “Says the girl who walked all the way in the cold because I wasn’t holding her when she slept. Seems legit and by the way, don’t walk here at night by yourself again. If this happens just call me because I don’t need you getting raped by some stranger.”

            “Oh my god I was just fine. I’m not going to get raped.”

            “That’s what they all say Reina and then boom, raped.”

            “Okay that’s so not funny and I really shouldn’t laugh but I feel like I want to.”

            She ended up laughing and I started to laugh too, leaning over again so I could turn out the light before I pulled her closer to my chest again and let out a sigh of relief. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t completely overjoyed she changed her mind. 

A/N:

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