Chapter Thirty-Two. 

            The morning after the party I was afraid to even wake her up. I wasn’t sure how to even start talking about what happened because last night I finally found out another small part of her past that killed me and she was completely right. We were both fucked up people with some fucked up pasts although she didn’t exactly know about mine and it hurt to bury my relapse deep down in my chest from her when all I wanted to do was just roll up my sleeve and tell her what I had actually done. I wanted to tell her that the night she ended things with me I cried and cried and took the razor straight to my skin, sitting in the bathroom as I let the blood drop into the sink until Scott finally found me, doing the best he possibly could to try and get me into a better state like he used to in high school. Like this one time, in the ninth grade, when Dan Fisher called me a train wreck and I went right into the bathroom minutes after. I didn’t realize at the time that someone was in there with me and when Scott came out and saw what the hell I was doing we’ve been friends ever since. That sounds like a lifetime movie scenario but really, he’s been my best friend since day one and I don’t know where I’d be if I didn’t have him in high school.

            As soon as she woke up I didn’t even have to look at her because by now, I knew that whenever she let out a loud sigh was when she was finally alert and something tells me she has her back to me on purpose. I can read Reina better than anyone and I know that she’s still embarrassed about yesterday even though she has no reason to be.

            “Well good morning beautiful.” I cooed sweetly, resting my head onto her side so I could look at her.

            Her eyes met with mine but they quickly fell to the floor of the room and all she did was give me a little half grin, gently pushing me to the side so she could rise to her feet. I hated it when she was silent like this because I can only imagine the thoughts running wild throughout her head right now. As I stared at her with a curious expression, she walked over to the mirror and stared at her reflection before she stared at me through the mirror as well.

            “So about yesterday…” I started, her eyes widening slightly in the mirror. “Are you okay?”

            “Uh, yeah.” She replied all too quickly, grabbing my brush to run it through her hair. “I’m fine.”

            “Are you sure? Reina I want you to talk to me about something if it’s bothering you. It’s not healthy to keep it bottled up babe.”

            “And I’m fine. Okay? Promise.”

            “Well then if you’re fine get back in bed.”

            Turning around to give me a shy smile, she climbed back in beside me and laid completely on top of my body, smothering me to pieces but I didn’t even care. This is the girl I’ve missed.

            “I’m sorry for not believing you about him.” She murmured. “I should have caught onto something but he never hit on me once and I swear he didn’t. Last night at the party I was trying to find the bathroom and he grabbed my hand so hard I thought it’d fall enough. Before I knew it I was in that bedroom with him and he just tried to put his hands all over me. Luckily for me I know how to get away from someone so I kneed him right in the groin but then he started spitting my past at me like it was nothing. I’ve never told anyone that before so I don’t know how the hell he found out. I honestly don’t.”

            “Because he’s psychotic. He does this to all of the girl’s on campus Reina. Well, the hot ones for that matter.”

            “I would just like to forget yesterday never happened and head off to Vegas tomorrow with a new start. Okay?”

            “Agreed. Are you all packed?”

            “Not even close.”

            Standing to her feet again, she began to strip her clothes from her piece by piece, not even caring that I was in here. Her body was something I’ve never in my life seen before and that night at that party when I experienced her for the first time I knew right then and there I was addicted to her. She was like a drug I couldn’t escape from and when she was completely naked, she grabbed a towel that was lying on the floor and wrapped it around her.

            “Can I shower?” She asked.

            “Mhmmmm.” I hummed, my eyes following her when she moved towards the dresser.

            After last night I’m not sure if it’s okay for me to want to sleep with her. Is she up to doing that or is her past still haunting her right now? I don’t know what the right thing is but we never fucked last night like I wanted and we haven’t fucked in what feels like ten years. Last night I was hoping we could just come back home, I’d take her directly into my room, push her onto her hands and knees, fuck her doggy style as she moaned my name…

            “Okay. I’ll be back in here in like a half hour.”

            Her arms took the clothing of mine that she had chosen and she shut the door behind her, leaving me horny beyond belief and a dick so hard I thought I might explode. I’m not mad though because obviously I get it but fuck I need her right now.

            Moving my hand underneath the sheets, I began to stroke myself with the image of her doing it with her hands and it felt so good. Her fucking tits were huge and when she’s on top of me and you can just see them move like that as I fuck her. Holy shit. Holy shit this feels so good.

            “Fuckkkk.” I moaned, quickening the speed on myself.

            Then I pushed the sheets off of me and stroked harder, my eyes closed and my mouth dropping open when the image of her bent over for me came to mind except now I was picturing her in lingerie, looking back at me like she always does.

            “Fuck me papi.”  Her voice in my head whispered seductively. “Fuck me so hard.”

            “Papi’s gonna come for you.” I seethed, stroking so hard and so fast. “Oh my fucking-“

            “Papi, hm? That’s a new one.”

            My whole body froze when I opened my eyes and Reina was in her towel in the doorway, a smirk plastered on her face as she watched me but I wasn’t even embarrassed. If she’s going to make snarky remarks like that then she needs to come jack me off. I can’t take it much longer.

            “Fuck, Reina.” I spat, running my hands through my hair. “You couldn’t let me finish at least?”

            “Well I was going to ask where the conditioner was but hey, let’s be rude for a couple seconds.”

            “Ha ha.” I said, pulling the sheet over my hard on. “It’s under the sink.”

            She could tell I was disappointed and she still had that little smirk on her face as her feet padded over to my bed and she straddled me, the towel almost falling off of her body.

            “You don’t have to do that…” She smirked, grasping me over the sheet. “You could have just asked.”

            “I-I know Reina but uh… but last night. I just-“

            “Last night is now in the past, just like the other thing.”

            “So it’s okay if we-“

            “Mhmmm. C’mon baby, lemme get you taken care of.”

            My whole body was numb when she grabbed onto my hand and led me into the bathroom but as soon as that damn door shut I shoved her up against the wall, my hands ripping the towel from around her body as she took the little bit that I had, off as well.

            “I’m so horny.” I groaned, backing her into the shower. “Babe I’m so fucking hard oh my god.”

            Putting my fingers into my mouth, I moved them right to her weakest place and pushed into her, feeling how tight she was and when her little moans came into my ear I just couldn’t control myself for much longer and I knew it. I wasn’t going to last long so I deciding to finish her off this way, moving my fingers in and out of her at a rapid speed as I whispered dirty things to her.

            “Feel my fingers sweetheart?” I whispered, her fingertips clutching onto my shoulders. “You like to get them soaking wet?”

            “Fuck, yeah.” She moaned. “I love to.”

            “Let me taste you baby. I want it.”

            “J-Justin oh my god.”

            “Hm? You know what a naughty girl you are? What a fucking bad girl?”

            “Oh my god baby fuck me!” She gasped, a smile coming onto my face. “Don’t stop. Please don’t stop.”

            I had in three fingers now and she was holding her breath in until she finally combusted, her legs growing weak as they shook and my lips pressing against hers so she could thank me.

            “Mmm…” I groaned against her skin, sticking my fingers into my mouth again. “So good baby. It’s always so good.”

            Taking me by surprise, she grasped me in her hands and hoisted herself up onto my body, sinking down directly on me without even giving me warning. My mouth dropped open and my nails sunk into her ass as she started to ride me just like that. I swear no part of my body was functioning in this moment.

            “Yeah baby right there.” I moaned, resting my back against the shower. “Yeah… just like that…”

            “You like when I ride your cock?” She teased. “Is this better than stroking it?”

            Nothing has ever turned me on so much in my entire life and when she moans it like that something new awakens inside of me.  She could tell too because her eyes widened a little when I pulled her off of me in a hurry and rapidly moved my hand up and down myself, pointing to the floor of the shower.

            “Bend over.” I seethed. “Right now.”

            Without another word she bent over directly in front of me, that ass making my mouth almost fall to the floor.

            “Legs together. Make it tight for me.”

            Practically ramming into her, she lost her balance a little but grasped onto the wall to steady herself. I know it must have hurt but I was so fucking close to exploding all over her face. So fucking close.

            “Oh my god I’m pounding the shit out of you Reina. You’re such a bad fucking girl oh my god.”

            “I’m such a bad girl.” She moaned. “Such a bad girl for you.”

            “Fuck turn around baby I’m gonna come.”

            Sinking to her knees, she turned to face me and opened her mouth without even having me to ask her if it was okay because she already knew that turned me on the most. My hand was moving at such a rapid speed I couldn’t even see straight.

            “You wanna taste this come baby?” I asked, moaning slightly at the end. “See what a good job you did?”

            Grasping her head, I moved her onto me when I came, releasing my load inside of her and practically gasping for air from the fucking feeling of her tongue moving all over me to get every drop. She was so hot and when she pulled away, she opened her mouth to show me and licked her fingers clean of it.

            “Damn.” She smirked. “We should go a week without sex more often.”

            “It wasn’t a week Reina. It was almost two weeks. Do you know how hard that is for me?”

            Helping her up from the floor, she rolled her eyes and poured some body wash onto my body, moving the soap all over and running her fingertips over my dick to try and get it to calm down. That was the best sex we’ve ever had besides the time she said she had feelings for me.

            “Am I just that addicting?” She teased.

            “Yes.” I responded, completely serious. “You are so addicting it’s not even funny.”

            “Aww. Baby I love you.”

            Then she kissed my lips and I kissed her back, moving some of the body wash from my body onto hers and I began to rub it on her lower back, then her ass, then moved my fingertips to the creases that made her let out a sigh.

            “I love you too Reina.” I murmured lowly. “You’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.”

            She slightly moved away from me with a different expression on her face, one that was full of happiness and that’s when I determined that I liked it when she was like this the most.

            “How deep did you cut yourself?”

            My heart stopped.

            “What? What are you talking about?”

            “The thing with Scott. You still have a scar.”

            Grabbing my hand, she ran her fingertips over it and looked back up at me to wait for an answer.

            “O-Oh um, I don’t know. It didn’t feel like it looks. It honestly wasn’t that bad.”

            “Well I don’t like seeing you hurt.” She smiled, gently kissing the scar. “It’s almost like it hurts me too.”

            When her lips came into contact with the thing that had once hurt me the most, I got short of breath because she was everything to me. For a second I felt like telling her right here in the shower what I had actually done and I felt like telling her that she has no idea what that sentence just did for me but instead I just continued to stare at her in silence, letting her kiss it again before she moved the kisses upwards towards my neck.

            “It won’t happen again.” I replied honestly. “I’ll be more careful next time.” 

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