Chapter Eleven. 

            Another two weeks have gone by with Jonah and honestly I don’t think I’ve ever been happier in my entire life. No boy has ever given me flowers as much as he does or gives me the amount of attention and appreciation that he does and never in my life did I ever think I’d be fully respected by a guy but Jonah was different from the rest. He was the best boyfriend I could ever ask for and as we were lying together on my bed in the dorm, his arm wrapped around me and my head right on his chest, I couldn’t picture anything better.

            “You wanna watch something on TV babe?” He asked. “I think American Horror Story is on. Ten, right?”
            As much fun as that sounded, I’d much rather do something else with him and I know he wants to as well he just doesn’t want to be a jerk and make a move on me. Going three weeks without sex was driving me crazy and Jonah was way too good looking for me to control myself so I began to kiss up his chest and moved my kisses to his neck, his breathing picking up speed as his hands pulled me on top of him.

            “Reina.” He groaned, tilting his head to the side. “Are you sure?”

            “More than sure.”

            My hands moved to the band of his sweats and I tugged them down so he was only in his briefs as his hands pulled off my tank top so it landed on the floor. His body was gorgeous and when his shirt was on the ground as well all you could see were his abs that just literally freaking glowed right in front of me like some sort of Greek god. He was gorgeous beyond belief.

            “You’re so sexy…” I giggled, planting little kisses down his chest.

            His eyes were focused on my breasts in the push up bra but I’m not really surprised because he’s a typical guy. Fooling around with Jonah so far was better than expected and when his hands went into my underwear I let out a moan.

            “I can’t wait to-“

            The door opened and in walked Casey, her hands immediately covering her face when she saw the two of us. Shit, I totally forgot her late class got canceled.

            “Seriously?” She spat. “God Reina.”

            Jonah started to laugh and gently bent down to pick up his sweats as I did the same and gave him a look as if to say, we’ll continue this another time.

            “Sorry Casey. Reina and I didn’t think you’d be back so soon.”

            “Just get out Jonah.”

            “What the hell? He said he was sorry Casey.”

            “Yeah well he’s got a lot more to be sorry about. Get out Jonah.”

            I was so beyond confused right now but to my surprise Jonah didn’t try to stay he just nodded his head and slipped his shirt back on, pausing a minute to look at Casey with some sort of a pleading look. She was furious and yes, Casey gets upset at me a lot, but never like this. I’ve never seen her so mad in my entire life before.

            “Would you like me to tell her Jonah or will you get the balls up to say it?”

            “What the hell are you talking about Casey? Oh my god. Don’t even begin to tell me you’re on Justin’s side for his stupid accusation.”

            She ignored me and just rolled her eyes, turning her attention back on Jonah.

            “Humor me and call that contact. Put it on speaker.”

            “Are you serious? No. I don’t need to do that. I’m not calling my mom to prove something so stupid because I don’t need to.”

            He was fidgeting now, his hands being shoved into his pockets and his eyes darting side to side when he looked at me for a reaction. I’m trying to ignore the gut-wrenching feeling in my stomach and I’m trying to ignore the tug in my heart right now that I’m beginning to feel. That feeling like your heart is about to break and just completely snap so it goes directly into your stomach.

            “Call it.” I said. “Just do it so they can get off your back for it.”

            “I’m not calling it Reina! Are you that insecure about our relationship that you need to have me call a damn contact?”

            “If you’re not calling obviously there’s something to hide! Give me your damn phone.”

            Letting out a frustrated sigh, he pulled out his phone and placed it into my hand so I could go into his contacts and dial it. For him to even give me his phone in the first place just kind of lets me know that he wasn’t cheating and I felt stupid for even starting to believe them in the first place.

            Dialing the number, I put it on speaker and it only rang twice before someone answered. I was expecting it to be a mother’s voice or a father’s maybe. I was expecting someone older but it wasn’t. It was a young girl like me and her voice was all high-pitched and when I looked at Jonah in disbelief he tore his gaze away from mine and looked down at his shoes.

            “Baby!” The voice exclaimed, my heart completely breaking into two. “When are you coming to see me?”

            That feeling of your heart hanging by a thread and completely snapping, it just completely dropping into your stomach, it happened. My heart snapped and the tears were in my eyes out of anger for even believing him or even thinking he was different. He wasn’t different. The only reason I thought he was is because when things got tough with me he had another chick to go right over and see so that’s why we never fought. He wasn’t perfect or different. He was just the biggest player I’ve ever been with in my life.

            I hung up the phone and I chucked it at him, rising to my feet and shoving him back with my hands. I’ve never cried so damn hard in my life but I felt broken. I hated giving any guy the power to do that to me but I literally felt broken right now.

            “Get out!” I screamed, kicking the phone once more. “Get the hell out!”

            “Reina please. Just let me explain.”

            “Explain what? Explain that you cheated on me? Explain that you were with another girl when we were together? I was about to have sex with you Jonah! We were about to have sex and you’re sleeping with someone else you repulsive, arrogant asshole! Get the hell out!”

            Casey opened the door for him and he stood there for a couple of moments as if I was going to change my mind and have him come back in here or something. He acts as if I’m going to ask him to come back and hug me. The thought of his hands being anywhere on my body completely repulsed me.

            “Reina, I’m sorry. I didn’t want you to find out this way.”

            “You had the perfect opportunity to tell me the first time! When the hell was the right time Jonah? Oh my god, Justin! He was telling the truth the entire time and I-I hit him! Oh my god you stupid son of a bitch get out. Jonah get out and do not talk to me again. I mean it.”

            “The only reason Justin was trying to tell you the truth is-“

            “She said get out!” Casey screamed, grabbing him by the sleeve. “Get out and don’t come back. Got it?”

            He was out the door without another word and I sunk to my knees completely sobbing, completely heartbroken, and Casey sunk to the ground with me so she could hold me in her arms. It amazed me that when I treated her like complete shit just a couple of minutes ago she didn’t even care. She still loved me and she still wanted the best for me. I couldn’t ask for a better friend than her.

            “It’ll be okay.” She soothed, stroking my back with her fingertips. “You’re gonna be okay Reina. Guys can be complete assholes but just because this one didn’t work out doesn’t mean you’ll be alone forever. You just have to find the right one.”

            “I’m never getting into another relationship again!” I sobbed. “This is what happens Casey. I think some guy is different and that he’ll treat me differently and then I just end up getting used again and again and I’m so over it. I have so many trust issues with guys and you know that so for me to let down my wall with Jonah was huge. Beyond that even. Now I’m just at a loss for what to do.”

            “It’s tough Reina but trust me, you’ll find the right one eventually and when you do find the right one you’ll just know. It’s something that hits you out of nowhere and it’ll happen when you least expect it. You just have to give it time. I’ve been trying to let you find out for yourself about him cheating but when I saw you guys almost… well, you know. I didn’t want you to get hurt even more than you already are and I couldn’t let it go on any longer. I know this sucks but just give it time I swear.”

            “You’re so right Casey. I’m so sorry for being such a bitch to you lately because honestly you’re one of the very few that actually cares and I’m not mad that you made him tell me because I’d rather find out now than later so thank you.”

            Rising to my feet, I pulled her in for a hug and she just laughed and rolled her eyes at me.

            “You’ve been a crazy bitch since the day I’ve met you girl. It’s nothing I can’t handle. You know I’d do anything for you.”

            “I know. I think I’m gonna go for a walk and clear my head for a bit, okay? I just need to get away from here and just relax. I’ve never let a guy break my heart before and as much as Jonah hurt me I just need to somehow try and get over it.”

            “Of course. I get it. Just don’t do anything stupid. Call me if you need me.”

            “I will. Thanks Casey.”

            Sending her my attempt at a smile right now, I ignored the fact that I was only in sweatpants and a sweatshirt and I ignored the fact that my mascara was streaming down my cheeks as I walked out onto the cold streets outside of this college trying to figure out how to honestly mend a broken heart.

A/N:

NEXT CHAPTER IS THE ONE YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR. WELL (KIND OF)

You guys want them to get together extremely soon but just remember that it's called 'just friends' for a reason lol. I wouldn't have them get together and like date within the first fifteen chapters but you know, that doesn't mean there won't be scenes that drive you crazy hahaha. 

So the relationship between Hailey Baldwin and Justin is legit exactly how I view Reina and Justin. Like when she stole his sweats and he was like "give me my sweats back dick." and then she was like "they look better on me." oMG I died. AND when Hailey posted that picture with the guy and he commented and was like "Get off her little guy." LIKE YOU CAN'T TELL ME HE DOESN'T HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER. And then he posts on his insta that they're "JUST FRIENDS" LMAO. oK. More like she thinks of you as just friends but you're fallin for her and I can tell. Everyone can and it's just funny how this story kinda plays into that. Kinda wish I made the girl Hailey Baldwin now but whatevs Yovanna's still gorgeous af. 

Hopefully you guys liked the chapter! Merry Christmas & comment to let me know what you guys thought. xoxo <3

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