Chapter 49 - " you're still the same asshole you've always been"
February in Nevada was nowhere as cold as the winter back in New York. I loved the winter back home but it was nice to have a piece of warm weather this month. I watched Toby smell just about everything down the Board walk in Vegas. Even having him on a leash, he was still able to pull me in any direction he wanted.
" so you and Louis still aren't talking..." Zayn pointed out the obvious.
" well after everything he said, he hurt me pretty badly" I shrugged looking over at him.
" he didn't mean any of that" Zayn said trying to help out the situation but it was no use to me.
" he hasn't apologized Zayn. I understand completely that we guys don't agree with my relationship with Harry, but to throw my father's death in my face to hurt? How can I be okay with that?" I said looking down at Toby again.
Zayn stayed silent. I knew he was trying to make the band's relationship like it used to be but I was afraid that maybe that was impossible. It was hard with Louis and I at each other's throats. I kind of reminded me of when Harry and I were at each other's throats. Except this time it wasn't out of sexual frustration
" have you seen Willow lately?" I asked him hoping he would tell me the truth.
Zayn didn't respond immediately which made me realize that he had never planned on telling about his encounter with her.
" I saw her about a week ago in LA" he confessed.
" and?" I asked.
" she was completely wasted. It wasn't just alcohol either because I've seen how she gets when she's just drunk. This time it was different. I think she was on a couple drugs or something. When she saw me in the VIP section at the club, she completely flipped out. Willow started screaming at me even with the bouncer trying to make her stop. I tried talking to her but it was no use. That's when she got kicked out of the club" Zayn shook his head.
I started to imagine the whole scenario. It sounded a lot like what had happened outside the club. When Niall called me the next day, he said that she had just taken off without any explanation. It terrified me knowing that Willow would do that whole thing over again. Willow had completely gone down hill and I didn't know how to save her from it.
As the night began to fall, Zayn and I went back to the hotel.
When I got into my room, I let Toby off his lease and looked around to the room. Harry wasn't anywhere in sight. But after a few seconds I heard him in the bathroom. As I walked closer I noticed the door was open, revealing Harry touching his hair in the mirror.
" hey..." I smiled by the door.
Harry looked over through the mirror and smiled back.
" hey babe" he continued touching his hair.
" I thought we were only going out later?" I questioned.
" shit" he said to himself.
Harry ran his fingers through his hair ruining what had just done a couple of minutes ago but somehow made it look even better.
Harry and I had made plans to go to some club together. I was the one that came up with the plan but he had seemed excited enough to go. But it was clear that he had forgotten. Looking at him now, it was obvious he had made other plans, without me.
" Harry! You ready?" I heard someone barging into our hotel room.
I looked over to see Louis walking towards us. He simply gave me a glance and then looked at Harry.
" lets go!" he smiled.
" where the hell are you going? We had plans!" I said to Harry.
" well he's ditching you for the night" Louis smirked.
I glared over at Louis seeing how much he was enjoying this. After everything he was still trying to make me upset. He was intentionally hurting me. I looked back at Harry waiting for him to say something to defend me but Harry stayed quiet.
I knew exactly what Louis was doing. He was trying to tear Harry and I apart by just making us upset at each other. It was working.
" you're an ass Louis" I glared at him.
" you know this won't last, it's all a joke" he glared back motioning to both Harry and I.
I have no idea what got into me but the next thing I did, even surprised me. I pushed Louis hard in the chest forcing him to take a few steps back. My next instinct was to attack him with my fists. But deep down I knew that all my anger wasn't just towards Louis. It was towards everything I was feeling because of Harry.
I was still upset over the whole Bella thing. I didn't confront him because I didn't want to start another stupid fight. But it was still bothering me.
Other than that, it was the attacks that Harry and I were receiving because of our public relationship. As much as I liked to steer clear of rumors and media comments, I couldn't help but hear it all. The media was doing some sort of countdown till when our relationship will last. Some fans weren't happy about our relationship and clearly let us know at the concerts with signs.
It was all becoming too much.
" what the hell is your problem?!" Louis shouted out as I took a swing at him.
But before my fist could make contact with his face, a pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist pulling me back fast enough to make me miss.
" let me go!" I yelled out at Harry.
" you need to calm down" Harry said in my ear.
I watched Louis straighten himself up and glare back at me.
" I'll be waiting for you down at the lobby Harry" Louis said before walking out of our hotel room. Only when Louis had closed the door behind him was when Harry let me go.
" what is wrong with you?" Harry asked running his fingers through his hair once again.
" me? Are you kidding? You don't see what's going on?" I shouted at him.
" there's nothing going on! It's all in your damn head, chill out!" Harry shouted back leaving me in shock.
I could hardly remember the last time Harry yelled at me like that. But I remember it was when he was still with Lia. I hated those days. But here they were back again.
" you're still the same asshole you've always been" I glared at him.
" you thought you could ever change that?" he glared back.
Before I could even respond, Harry walked out. Harry walked out of the hotel room and towards where ever he and Louis were planning to go to. It pained me to replay his last words over and over. But they were all I heard.
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Here we go again right? lol
Harry and Cailin hadn't had a fight in a while but be sure this isn't the end of the fighting haha
anyways this was chapter 49 and I am here to tell you when this book will end! So i finally planned out the rest of the chapters that I was dreading doing but I just love writing this story so much. The final Chapter will be Chapter 63 but there might be bonus chapters.
I will finish by the end of this year because I'm going to spend a month out of the country and don't want to focus on Wattpad while I'm on vacation. But when I come back there will be a sequel if you guys wants one :)
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