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I hated airplanes. Even though I had been traveling my entire life on them, they freaked me the hell out. People were not meant to fly yet someone insisted on inventing a way to.

" we're almost there, you can relax now" Louis said beside me as he put his hand over my hand.

" I'm not going to relax until my feet are on the ground" I looked at him.

From behind me, I could hear someone scoff. I looked behind and saw Harry sitting there.

" what is your problem?" I raised my eye brow.

" when are you going to stop being such a baby?" he asked.

" the exact day you stop being such an ass" I glared. Quickly I got back in my seat and waited for the landing.

It's been two weeks since the night Harry and I had. I've been avoiding him as much as possible. It hurt to see him with Lia as if nothing happened between so I wouldn't stay in the same room with them longer than five minutes. Liam knew how I felt so he would just keep my head busy.

Liam became the person I trusted the most right at this moment in my life. If I didn't have him to talk to or distract me, I would have lost my mind by now.

But the down side was that rumors were going around the Liam and I were dating. Liam didn't care about the rumors but I did. I hated all the false rumors. I hated the paparazzi following me around.

Soon enough the plane landed and we got off the plane. As soon as my feet landed on the airport, I argued with myself on whether or not to kiss the floor but that would have been pretty embarrassing since the airport was full with people.

We walked through the airport and paparazzi were all over. I tried finding sunglasses in my purse but I couldn't. Maybe I had left them in my larger suitcase. Damn. We continued walking through and the paparazzi became pushier and closer. One of them wouldn't take his camera off my face and it was so close that if I move even a little to the right I would bump into him .

" get away from her" Harry said from behind me pushing the paparazzi and the camera away from me. The guy that was pushed sat on the floor and his camera broken next to him. I hadn't realized Harry pushed him so hard.

" you're going to pay for that kid" the guy hissed.

I looked back at Harry and saw that he was fuming in anger.

" you didn't have to do that" I whispered to him.

" he deserved it" he mumbled.

I knew better and stayed quiet. I didn't want to upset Harry more than he already was. When he got into one of his moods, the best thing to do was be quiet and stay away. I learned that the hard way.

Eventually we made it inside the car to take to our radio interview. The view in Miami was amazing. The beaches were amazing.

" the nomanies are in!" James said from the passenger seat.

" nomanies for what?" I asked looking away from the window.

" Teen choice awards" James responded.

" so are we nominated in any category?" Louis asked.

" a lot more than I expected" James chuckled.

I looked over at Zayn confusing smiled. I honesty only maybe expected one category and that was 'Choice Band'.

" tell us already" Zayn said excited.

James decided to tell us the categories we were nominated in and also the ones Lia was also.

" Choice Band: All Oblivion" James smiled.

Louis and Harry high fived and then looked back at James.

" Choice Song: Not Over You" James continued.

Not Over You was a song that Louis wrote with song writer. It was a really good song. As soon as I heard it I knew that it had to a one of our singles. My instinct was right since we were number 2 in the billboard s right now.

" Choice Couple: Harry and Lia"

" that was a given" Zayn scoffed.

Harry chuckled and pushed him on the side.

" Choice Female Hottie: Cailin Reed and Lia James"

I was shocked. I knew Lia was going to be on the list but me? I felt like a joke but it felt amazing.

Zayn whistled beside me which caused me to laugh.

" Choice Smile: Cailin Reed, Zayn Malik, Harry Styles and Lia James"

" that hurts" Louis faked looking hurt. He put put his hand on his heart and looked down. I laughed and patted his shoulder.

" and lastly Choice Male Hottie: Zayn Malik, Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson"

" I'm so gonna win" Zayn smirked.

" game on" Harry smirked back.

*

" so for all our listeners out there, this morning we have the band All Oblivion!" the radio host said.

The boys and I said our hellos into the mic.

The radio host, Mikey was one of the best radio hosts around, he was so energetic especially since it was morning.

" so you're album comes out in less than two weeks, what should we expect from it?" he asked.

" people know our sound and everything but I think everyone's going to be surprised by all the songs we wrote. A lot of people would never expect it but Cailin and Harry wrote most of our songs" Louis said.

" we all knew Harry was a great but you little Cailin?" Mikey smiled.

" I like to dabble in it" I smirked.

" a gift from All Oblivion to you all, here's a song on the album that you haven't heard yet!" the host said before playing our song 'Catch My Breath' from it's track.

'Catch My Breath' was a song that I had writer along with a writer. It was definitly one of my favorite songs from the album. Even though Harry would never admit it, he really liked it.

After the song finished, a couple of commercials played and then our interview was back on.

" so Cailin a lot of rumors about you has been going around now" Mikey said.

" what more could there be?" I laughed.

" something about a Liam Payne.." he smirked.

" just because I'm hanging around a guy doesn't mean that I'm dating or hooking up with, and I don't think people understand that" I shrugged.

" so you two are not dating?" he asked.

" oh god no, I don't want people to think I'm cruel or anything but it's just that he's like my best friend and I don't think I could ever think of him that way" I explained.

" you heard it hear, to all the Cailiam fans, sorry but they're not together" Mikey said on the mic.

" and to all the singles guys out there, I'm single" I joked.

All the boys laughed, well except Harry. It was only now that I noticed that Harry was the only one who hadn't made a comment on the whole Liam rumor. He had stayed quiet during that whole conversation.

" so Harry you're the only one who isn't single, how's everything going with Lia James?"

" couldn't be any better" he simply said looking straight at me.

It took everything in me not to laugh and say that all he does is cheat on her. But I'm no better so I stayed quiet.

" you two have been together close to a year, and now you're nominated for Choice Couple at the Teen Choice Awards"

" it's sort of weird to even be nominated since all the bullshit rumors but we're happy" Harry said.

Bullshit? All he says is bullshit.

" is there any competition since in a lot of categories you all are against each other?" MIkey asked.

" we have a little competition, definitely. But they all know I'm gonna beat all of them" Zayn laughed.

" Zayn's delusional" I smirked.

" I think we all can agree on that one" Louis laughed.

*

" I've never been to any of her concerts" I said excited in the back seat of the car.

" I think we have once, it's really actually really good" Zayn said.

After the interview, my walked around Miami and did a Meet and Greet at another radio station. I loved meeting the fans. Of course some of them hated me but I couldn't do anything about it and frankly I didn't want to care.

We were in a car headed to Veronica's concert. She had invited the boys and I to a festival that was going on in Miami all week. Tonight was her concert and since we were going to be in town she got us all tickets.

Harry was driving with Louis in the passenger seat and Zayn and I in the back seat. It was a rare occasion when Harry drove us somewhere. He said it made him feel like a chauffer which I thought was hilarious.

" I'm surprised the label is letting you be friends with her" Zayn said as Harry parked the car.

" why?" I asked getting out of the car. I adjust my shorts and looked back up at him.

" because she's known as a bad girl and we all know the label wants you known for being a good girl" Louis answered for Zayn.

They were right. I myself was surprised the label hadn't said a word about Veronica, or as I called her, Ronny. I guess they liked what the tabloid once said about our friendship, I was the good girl calming the bad girldown.

Our friendship was funny actually. She knew the real me, the party girl me. She would always sneak vodka or something into my cup wherever we were just to make me happy. We would have secret parties at her house and this time I was smart enough not to take any pictures. Ronny wasn't as bad as everyone liked to say.

She only brought up catching Harry and I in bed at Liam party once. I begged her to ignore it and she did.

The boys and I walked into the concert and were escorted into a private area. It wasn't small at all and had lots of people. Lots of people I recognized actually. Not personally but from red carpets and TV.

I turned back to look at the boys and saw that the only person around was Harry. Zayn and Louis were nowhere to be seen.

" where are the guys?" I asked Harry.

Harry shrugged indicating that he didn't know either. I turned my head towards the stage just as Ronny's show began. She was such a good performer at only 21 years of age but then again she grew up doing all of this. I had only been doing it for a couple of months.

I looked over at Harry and saw him flirting with a girl. I looked closer and recognized the girl. It was Gia. She was a model that I had worked with down here in Miami. She was a slut who would sleep with anyone to get higher in her career.

I walked in between them and scowlded at the girl. She rolled her eyes and walked away.

" you're such a pig" I said to Harry as I continued to watch Gia walked away.

" you're just jealous that I wasn't flirting with you instead" he smirked.

" no, I just saved your relationship" I said as soon as I saw Lia walking towards us. Harry' eyes widened I surprise. Walking behind Lia was Liam and another guy that I couldn't clearly see.

As soon as Lia caught sight of Harry, she ran into his arms and hugged him tightly, then kissing him. I quickly looked away and saw Liam smiling.

" I'm so happy you're here" I said after hugging him.

" I put vodka in here just in case" Liam said as he tossed me a bottle of water. I opened the lid and drank down about 1/4 of the bottle which had been filled with vodka instead of water.

As I handed the bottle back to Liam, I noticed the guy that had walked in with them was staring at me.

" and here I thought you were a good girl" he chuckled.

" good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught" I quoted a song that I had heard in the studio one time.

" I'm Carter Dane" he presented himself.

As he said his name, a sudden realization of who he was smashed into me. He was The Carter Dane, hollywood heartthrob. He, like Lia, was booming in all the movies and was co-starring with Lia in a new movie they were filming. Carter Dane was known as the guy every girl wanted to be with and every guy wanted to be.

He was gorgeous. His face was beautifully structured and his eyes were mesmerizing. Carter's smile was the kind that could make you automatically smile back, like right now.

" Cailin Reed" I responded with a smile.

" I know" he smiled back.

Immediately I flushed. I lowered my head hoping he wouldn't notice me blushing. His hand gently reached down to my cheek and raised it up so I could look him in the eye again.

'don't hide' he mouthed only making me blush more.

I was never usually the type of girl to blush so easily over a boy. But Carter Dane was something different. Something about him just made me feel this way. Then again lots of girl felt this way about him.

I watched the rest of Ronny's concert beside Liam and Carter. Ronny saw us in front and gave us a shout out that made the crowd cheer. When she finished her set, we all met with her backstage.

" that was so fun to watch" I smiled after hugging her.

" are you sure you weren't watching Carter instead?" she smirked.

" shut up" I pushed her.

After taking a couple pictures with different people we all went back to the audience since there was a small band playing they're set. They were good but I felt bad since a lot of the crowd had gone home since Ronny finished her set.

" get off of me!" I heard someone shout.

All of us turned back to see Harry getting carried away by guards. Lia stood there with her hands covering her face as people around her have camera phones filming the whole thing. Harry's eyes glared at Carter beside which only made me confused.

" oh my god" I whispered.

Liam immediately went to Lia's side. They were too far away for me to hear but she was clearly upset. More and more flashes started to surround her. Liam took off his hoodie and handed it to her so she could cover herself as he ran off with her.

My mind went back to Harry. What did he do? Where was he now?

" I think I should go too" I said to Carter who was beside me.

Why was I about to leave Carter Dane, who was incredibly kind and sweet to me, to go find Harry, the rudest and most irritating guy? Because I was an idiot who didn't know how to control my emotions, that's why.

" it's okay, I'll see you at the TCA's right?" he asked.

" yeah" I nodded.

Carter leaned closer to me and kissed me on the cheek gently. As I walked away from him, my smile never left my face. I was actually starting to have a crush on this guy. Could it possible go anywhere with him?

As soon as I saw Harry walking over to his car. Just as he got in, I ran towards the car and got in as well.

" get out" he ordered.

" no" I responded.

" I don't want to fight with you too" I gripped on the wheel tighter.

" and I don't want you to anything stupid" I said.

Harry groaned and started the car. As he drove, he didn't seem to care about the speed limits since he was way passed 80 miles per hour. At times I felt like he was about to hit the car but surprisingly he didn't.

He drove straight to our apartment. The elevator tide was quiet, too quiet.

" why did you get carried away by those guards?" I asked looking over at him.

He ignored me. He didn't even move a muscle..

" Harry" I said.

" Lia and I starting fighting" he said.

" again? What was it about this time?" I rolled my eyes.

" That prick she brought with her" he groaned.

" Carter?" I asked.

" yeah, the guy you were drooling over" Harry said looking away from.

The expression on his face was unreadable. His eyes were dark and his lips were pressed together forming a line. But I still couldn't tell what he was thinking.

" if you guys were just fighting then why would they kick you out?" I continued.

" this guys who was beside us decided to put his input on our conversation so o punched him" Harry shrugged getting out of the elevator as soon as they opened.

My eyes widened in shock as I followed him into our apartment.

" why do you hate Carter so much that you would with Lia over?" I asked closing the door behind me.

" Because I just do" he grumbled.

Harry started pacing around the kitchen and I watched him think. It seemed like his mind wouldn't stop so he couldn't stand still. I only wished I could read his mind in this moment.

Then a smirk crawled up on my lips as a thought came into my mind.

" you're just jealous that I was flirting with him and not you" I smirked.

" shut the fuck up" I shook his head before pushing me up against the wall. My breath picked up it's pace as Harry's eyes traveled down to my lips.

Why was he so intoxicating to me? It was like just looking at him made me forget all the things I hated about him.

Soon enough his lips crashed against mine.

*

I watched Harry get off his own bed and put his boxer's back on. Here I was again, in his bed, naked, regretting everything I had just did.

I didn't regret him, I regretted the whole situation. After all, Harry was still with Lia and I was the whore.

Harry walked over to the window and took a glance outside.

" what are you going to do?" I asked gripping the sheet tighter around my naked body.

" I'm going to take a shower and then go to sleep" he simply answered.

" I meant about this situation.." I explained.

His eyes immediately met mine as his eyebrows furrowed.

" there's nothing for me to do" Harry shook his head.

" so you're just going to continue cheating on Lia?" I exclaimed.

" what do you expect me to do?" he said walking away feom the window and towards me.

I opened my mouth but no words came out.

" do you really expect me to break up with Lia? Why the hell would I do that?" he shouted.

His voice so loud and angry that it made me shake. Not because I thought he was going to hit me of something but I just had never expected him to react this way.

" do you really think that if I break up with her I'm gonna start dating you?" he scoffed.

I had never thought of it that way but maybe it really was what I wanted. Harry was jerk but there were moments that I couldn't ignore.

There were small moments that made me start to fall in love with him. Like when he would have a sparkle in his eyes when he finished writing a song. How he protected the people around him.

Even with Harry looking at me the way that he was now, no words came out of my parted lips.

" I'm NEVER going to date you, I'm just using you can't you see that?" Harry shook his head with a smirk across his face.

The blood in my veins immediately started to boil in me. I could feel rage steam out of my ears.

" how would ever want to date you?" I simply said.

Immediately Harry grabbed my white shirt off the floor and threw it at me. Because I didn't expect him to actually do that, the shirt hit my face and then fell on my lap.

" get out" he ordered.

I looked down at my shirt and then back to him trying to process what was going on.

" I said get out Cailin!" he yelled grabbing me by the arm and pushing out the door. As soon as I was out, Harry shut the door.

Immediately tears started streaming down my face. I didn't want to cry over him but I couldn't control it.

" I'm done" I whispered.

I could hear sounds coming from inside his bedroom as I leaned my back against the door.

" I'm done Harry. I'm done with this bullshit. I deserve better than this" I cried.

The sounds in the room immediately stopped. Deep down I hoped Harry would open the door and wrap his arms around me.

But what was I thinking? After all I was talking about Harry Styles.

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