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"I thought you were out with Minji today?" San said, confused. 'Well, that was the plan, but something came up, so I thought I'd come to you,' she smiled and looked at Wooyoung. "But I see you already have a visitor."
"What, Wooyoung? He was about to leave anyway. You can stay," said San and let go of Wooyoung, went to Yoohyeon and kissed her on the cheek. Wooyoung ran past San with a hiss and bumped firmly against his shoulder.
Seonghwa, just came out of his room and saw Wooyoung, ran after him while San closed the door and looked at Yoohyeon, who smiled slightly. "Aren't you going to check on him?"
"He's often a little bitchy, it's all good," San replied and stroked Yoohyeon's hair. "Don't say that. He's your best friend and you seem to like each other a lot. I didn't mean to disturb you. He was certainly looking forward to spending time with you," Yoohyeon replied sadly, thinking back to the phone call with Wooyoung.
San leaned forward and kissed Yoohyeon gently on the lips. She reciprocated carefully. The kiss became more intense. They touched each other, their tongues explored each other and somehow San realized that he wanted to. Very much so. But no matter what he did. She did. He didn't get hard.
Disgusting cocksucker. Dirty faggot....
Haerin's voice came back to him. The contemptuous words of his friends. His parents, who were sad about the break-up but never asked how San actually felt.
"I can't do this," San flinched, hearing the same words from Yoohyeon.
"What?"
"I can't make out with you San. I thought that if I pretended to have a boyfriend with Minji, she would get jealous and admit her feelings," Yoohyeon explained gloomily.
"Y-you just used me to make someone in your group jealous? You're a lesbian?" San blinked, perplexed.
"Yes and yes. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you and when we were just making out, I thought you were seriously interested, so I interrupted. But... Apparently you didn't have it either or it happened too fast for you...." Yoohyeon sat up.
"I... I have no sexual interest in you. I'm sorry. You're still really sweet and pretty too and I don't know why I never felt horny. I'm so sorry. I probably wouldn't have lasted any longer anyway. Somehow it feels wrong," San lowered his head and bit his lip.
"Hey, why are you apologizing? I'm just not the right person for you. That's not a problem. I'm sure the right one will be out there. And she'll be the luckiest person in the world to call you her boyfriend. You're a very great person, San," Yoohyeon smiled slightly.
"I don't know either. I disappointed everyone by not finding sexual interest in my ex.... And now it's happening again. I don't want to hurt anyone just because I feel different.... I... Don't want to feel this way. Why couldn't I just find Haerin sexually attractive back then?" whispered San softly.
"Because you... Probably have a different sexuality, San. And I think you already know that. Otherwise, you wouldn't have looked at Wooyoung like that earlier."
Yoohyeon pulled San into a hug and patted his back. "I-I think.... That he's the person you were talking about," San sniffled. "But if I let that happen, I'll disappoint everyone. They'll despise me."
"You won't know until you try it. I'm sure that everyone in your group loves you for who you are and you can start telling your family when you're ready. You always make sure that everyone is happy except yourself, San. Do me a favor and think about yourself for once."
San nodded silently and sniffled a little. After a long silence, he pulled away from the embrace and wiped his face. "And you should also go to Minji and talk to her. And if you want, I can put in a good word too." San's dimples appeared and she nodded uncertainly.
"I'll give it a try. And you with Wooyoung too."
"Of course. I'll go to him in a minute."
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Finally, the drama with Yoohyeon is also gone :D Then you can look forward to what drama awaits you 👀
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