For months I haven't been sure how to say this, but I've changed how I write so much that I decided it has to happen at some point.

I got rid of some book drafts and one shot drafts.

Why, you ask? 

Many of them I keep telling myself I can't fill. I try to write things other than JJBA but get scared because I'm only ever known for that and no one looks at the other stuff because, well, I'm known for JJBA!

So I took a deep breath, contemplated for months, and decided.

I'll reorganize everything, edit my published books, and clean out drafts that I know I can just not fill right now. 

A majority of it is JJBA, After writing 200+ one shots for JJBA you tend to, well, run out of ideas. 

I may even clean out published one shots I just find a distaste for. 

Now, don't think I am quitting writing, please.

I'm just starting things new. I may open requests in the future with updated rules for all books.

For now I know I have to write my actual full length books at some point. 

I hate leaving things unfinished or deleting things, but it's that or I work myself dry and grow a hate for writing for a certain fandom or just in general. 

I feel other writers have done this, too.

Which might be why one of my favorite authors on Quotev deleted one of my favorite books. 

So I get how you may feel. I hate that I am doing something similar but now I understand.

It's so easy to work yourself to the bone with writing.

What's the point in writing if you don't enjoy it?

So, I just wanted to say sorry but taking requests that I've stockpiled is getting to me. 

I did this to myself, however, so I will agree this is on me. 

The MHA one shot book has six drafts that I need to finish and the Obey Me book has one draft I need to finish. I'll get those done then I will debate opening requests again. 

It may be only for certain books, however.

I'll see how I feel, Feel free to discuss with me in the comments. 

I'll answer the best I can even if you just want to chew me out or something. 

Thanks for listening to my rant.