OKAY IM BACK AND IM CONTINUING THIS SHIT

Day Eleven:

Put your music on shuffle and write ten songs that come up.

Okay, so I'm just going to pick one of my playlists on spotify and do that. The playlist that I'm in right now is called 'GRØUND ZERØ'. Don't go looking for it.

1.)WTF

2.) Parents

3.) Teenagers

4.)Burn The House Down

5.) Explode

6.) Legends Never Die

7.) Queens Speech 5

8.) Hollaback Girl

9.)Training Wheels

10.)Sarcasm

Day Twelve:

Bullet your whole day.

My Day (August 7th, 2019)

~-~-~-~

•go to bed at 1:30 a.m.

•wake up from alarm at 8:00 a.m.

•tell siri to turn off all alarms

•go back to sleep

•wake up to cat clawing skin out at 12:47 p.m.

•get up and take pills

•yell at dogs

•let mom inside house

•eat mom's leftover chick-fil-a fries

•go back to bed and watch youtube on ipad

•plans mom's birthday gift 

•goes back to wasting time on the internet

•eat

Day Thirteen:

Somewhere you'd like to move and/or visit.

So, as you may know, I have always wanted o move to London. It's a dream of mine that I can only hope will come true in the future. As for visit, I've also always wanted to travel the world. I want to go to Japan, Italy, Greece, Ireland, Mexico, New York, California, Canada, and literally everywhere. I want to travel! The world is so big, so why not explore it? I think that my dream for the future is exploring the world with a small group of extremely close friends.

Day Fourteen:

Your earliest memory?

Oh gosh.. What IS my earliest memory..? Give me a second.. So, I don't know if this is my EARLIEST memory, but it is one that I can remember very clearly from when I was, like, three years old or something. 

I remember sitting on this bench on the front porch of my grandparents house. I was bundled up in this puffy, pink jacket and an extremely itchy purple scarf. I was still going through my girly phase, okay! Don't come for me! (I grew out of that phase REAL quick!) Anyways, this bench was actually a porch swing. If you don't know what that is, it is basically a bench without legs that is attached to the ceiling. On their porch, they had a rocking chair next to the swing. My grandpa was sitting in the rocking chair while playing a harmonica. He is so funny and quirky and weird, and I love that about him so much! The easiest way that anyone in my family can describe him is the better human version of Mater from Cars. I thought that him playing that harmonica was the coolest thing in this world. We were always really close to each other. He let me try playing it too, but I failed miserably. Despite my horrid playing, all my grandpa did was smile at me and laugh. I was the type of kid that never got mad. The only reason that I even have the ABILITY to get angry now is because of my ADHD medication. When I don't take it, I physically cannot get angry. I started laughing with him. Right now, I have to drive seven hours just to go visit him! I miss him so much, so I can't wait until we go visit again!

Day Fifteen:

Your favorite Tumblrs?

Don't come for me, but I don't have a Tumblr. Wattpad is the closest I can get to anything social online. My parents don't even know about my Wattpad because they think that they kicked me off of it. Fun little fact: I use the private tab on me and my brother's iPad to get on Wattpad. 

To answer this question, I don't have any favorite Tumblrs.

Day Sixteen:

What are your views on mainstream music?

I listen to, like, seven of the top one hundred songs. And the ones that I do listen to, are the ones that are coming down on the charts. I don't get why being on that list is so important to people. There are so many other songs that are amazing!

Day Seventeen:

Highs and lows of this past year.

Highs: Literally the last week of school.

Lows: Every other fucking week.

Day Eighteen:

Your beliefs.

What the dragon does that mean? If talking about religion, then I'm agnostic. If talking about anything else, what the actual dragon are you even talking about?

Day Nineteen:

Disrespecting your parents.

Seriously, thirty day challenge. Can you PLEASE be more specific than that? 

I don't TRY to disrespect them. I mean, I still end up doing it, but still. Honestly, if they won't even respect me for who I am, why do they deserve to be respected by me? Like I said, I don't try to disrespect them, but still.

Day Twenty:

How important do you think education is?

I think education is very important if you want a job that requires it. Even if you don't, education is still a very important thing.

Day Twenty-One:

One of your favorite shows.

Does anime count? I'm assuming anime counts here. I LOVE My Hero Academia!

Day Twenty-Two:

How have you changed in the past two years?

I have become more confident around people and more confident in things in general. I HAVE learned that some people get scared away from too much weirdness, so I have learned to hold it back a little when I meet new people. In real life, that is. Online, I'm a fucking hot mess that couldn't give two shits about what someone else thinks of me.

Day Twenty-Three:

Five guys who you find attractive.

Umm.. What the fuck?

Ya know what? Fuck stereotypes! Imma be nice to my guy friends and list them! THEY DESERVE LOVE TOO!!

1.) Connor (my gay guy friend)

2.) Royal (if you call him royale i will pull out your organs and bake them into a pot pie)

3.) does yoichi from camp buddy count? (don't look him up)

4.) dylan because he deserves love too

5.) YA KNOW WHAT?! CAMERON BOYCE!! REST IN PEACE!! ✌️✌️

Day Twenty-Four:

Your favorite movie and what's it about.

Spider-man: Homecoming. It's about Spider-man. Whoo.

Day Twenty-Five:

Someone who fascinates you and why.

SongOfTheSea3 because how can they not realize how many people they have hurt?!

Day Twenty-Six:

What kind of person attracts you?

Ah shit... my secret is revealed! I have only had crushes on my best friends! I don't know why, I don't know how, it just happens. IT HAS NOT BEEN EVERY BEST FRIEND THAT I'VE HAD, BUT STILL.

Day Twenty-Seven:

A problem that you've had.

2x - 9 = 15. Fite me m8.

Day Twenty-Eight:

Something that you miss.

My grandpa. R.I.P.

Day Twenty-Nine:

Goals for the best 30 days.

1.) Survive. x30

Day Thirty:

Your highs and lows of this month.

Highs: those days where i sleep in

Lows: those days when i get one hour of sleep