I was probably the worst,most awkward kisser in the world. Call me crazy but I think I could write thousands and thousands of blog extracts on Will's lips. I couldn't help thinking like a completely new person.
I feel a little sick on the walk home,it's pitch black and pretty scary,especially due to the fact that a couple hours ago I watched killer monsters in a movie. I decide to run,that'll just make it worse.
"Where the hell have you been?" Ben demands the minute I walk through the door.
"What do care?" I ask.
"Nothing,but your parents would blame it all on me and you know it!"
"I went somewhere.."
"With who?"
"A friend,"
He snorts "Look,just get out of my sight. I wanna watch The Big Bang Theory,"
"Teen Wolfs on!"
"Shut up and leave me alone!"
How can he talk to me like that? I'm his family.

I lock my bedroom door and slump down on my bed. My iPad is full of notifications from my account, every single one of them means everything to me.
I get changed into my pyjamas and curl up into bed,I read some Maze Runner imagines on Wattpad. Back in my old school,I had friends,they liked me but it was pretty obvious they found me a little strange. For being a way in which I didn't want to change. They thought I was weird for reading and writing fanfiction. Mine wasn't inappropriate,not that much. It was put online for my readers who were anonymous and liked what I wrote.
It comes to a point when I can't sleep. I grab my laptop,and sit against the head of my bed.

Blog:
Is it just me or is it impossibly hard to imagine a fangirl or fanboy living in real life? A one who dedicates their soul to the thing they love. I mean I know they're there but it's strange to think.. Online and read life are two completely different things.
Am I the only one out there who people can't accept. The one that people despise? You see I wrote this blog:You see I can be myself here and that's fine because my readers they're people who like the weird bits of me and can hold me together when everything falls apart.
Were all addicted to something that takes away the pain which for me,never leaves.
As simple as that.