I tossed and turned all night. I couldn’t get that stupid kiss out of my head. Yeah I felt sparks and whatever and it was the best kiss ever. Its not like it meant anything, at least not to him anyways.

I finally decided to give up on sleeping. I picked up my phone and I immediately went to Blake's number. I was debating if I should call him at this hour. At this point I couldn’t care because I needed to know why he kissed me. 

So I dial his number. Three rings later he picked up. 

“I’m coming over, be there in fifteen” I said and hung up the phone before he was able to say anything. 

I snuck out of my window, since I was on the first and only floor. I decided to walk, because Blake's house was only a couple of blocks away. 

I changed out of my pajamas and put on jeans and a shirt. I didn’t want to go in my pajamas because first I was wearing short pajama shorts and a tank and I didn’t want him thinking that anything was going to happen. I was one going over there to ask one question and then I will leave. That's all. 

Once I arrived I knocked on the door. He opened it. 

“Hey sweet cheeks” 

I didn’t even hear him. I just walked by him and made myself comfortable on his king size bed” 

“So that’s why you came over” 

“Get that stupid smirk off your face Blake Miller” 

“Calm down sweet cheeks” 

“Why do you keep calling me that” 

“Just like earlier because you have nice…” 

“Don’t you dare finish that sentence. You do not want a repeat of earlier”. 

He just stared at me like he wanted to say it. He wanted to know what I was going to do to him. But see there is a problem with that. I don’t know what I would do. 

“Fine I won’t say it but I am still going to keep calling you that. Whether you like it or not” 

“The reason I came here was because I can’t seem to get that stupid kiss out of my head. I can’t stop thinking about it and it is driving me crazy because I can’t got to sleep. So why did you kiss me?” 

“I kissed you because One,I knew that you can’t stand me, Two because it was you punishment and Three because I wanted to”. 

He was walking closer every time he put up a finger. When he put up the third he was right in front of me. I couldn’t help it, my eyes traveled down to his lips. His nice soft kissable lips. I forced my eyes away and looked up. I noticed that he we looking at my lips. 

I felt his hand on my lower back as he pulled me forward until we were chest to chest. I didn’t take my eyes off of him. With his spear hand he lifted my chin up and brought his lips down on my own. It was a gentle kiss at first. Then it got more hungry and intense. I didn’t want it to stop. I wrapped my arms around his neck and intensified the kiss. I wanted more of him and I was not going to stop until I did. 

He started kissing my neck. I leaned my head back to give him easier access. I let out a small quiet moan. I guess it wasn’t that quiet because Blake let out a small chuckle. He knew what he was doing me and I didn’t care. 

I pulled myself closer to him so there was no room left between us. I needed to be close to him. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I couldn’t take it anymore. I pulled his lips back to mine. 

He nibbled my bottom lip asking for entrance. I willingly let him in.

He started walking forward and laid me down on his bed so he was on top of me. We never broke the kiss. He shifted his weight on one of his arms so he wouldn’t crush me. It started to get intense. That is when I felt his hand under my shirt. Skin to skin contact, it made me crazy. 

We broke away to catch our breaths. 

“W-We shouldn’t be…” 

I didn’t get to finish because he crashed his lips on  mine once again.  It didn’t start off as a gentle kiss this time. It was rough. I could tell that he wanted me. All of me but I couldn’t let this happen but at the same time I didn’t want it to end. But I knew that I had to stop it before it went too far. 

I pulled away breathless. He rested his forehead against mine. 

“What just happened?” 

“Thats a good answer sweet cheeks” 

“Whatever it was I liked it but it can’t happen again” 

“What do you mean?” 

“That can’t happen again” 

“I heard you the first time, but why” 

“Because we have a project to do and we barely know each other” 

“So” 

“I just don’t want to be one of those girls that you use. I want it to mean something. If you ever want that to happen again then you are going to have to prove it to me” 

“You know I don’t roll that way sweet cheeks” 

“Then we can only be partners and maybe friends later on” I sighed “That should have never happened. Im sorry” 

I couldn’t stand being in the same room as him so I left. It was too much for me. I wanted to turn back around and kiss him again. But that wouldn’t be fair. I wanted something totally different than he did. It just wouldn’t work out. 

When I arrived home, I snuck back through my window and went to bed dreaming about the kiss. 

-*- 

I didn’t want to go to school. I didn’t want to face him. I was afraid that he hated me after what I said last night.  What if he wanted nothing to do with me. I don’t think I would be able to live with that. I at least wanted to be friends.

I got up grabbed some clothes and took a shower. As I was walking out my phone was going off. I went to go see who it was. It was Jess. 

“Hey” 

“Hey, hurry up, I’m driving you to school”

“Ok give me ten” I hung up the phone and got dressed. When I was done I heard a really loud honk. Jess is here. I grabbed my things and met her outside. 

Blakes POV 

I just got back from a party when my phone rang. It was Cassie. 

“I’m coming over there in fifteen” 

She hung up the phone before I could respond. Why the hell does she want to come over at this time at night? 

I heard a knock and went to open the door.

“Hey sweet cheeks” 

She ignored me and walked right past me and plopped on my bed 

“So that’s why you came over” 

“Get that stupid smirk off your face Blake Miller” 

“Calm down sweet cheeks” 

“Why do you keep calling me that” 

“Just like earlier because you have a nice…” 

“Don’t you dare finish that sentence. You do not want a repeat of earlier”.

Ok I was kind of curious to see what she would do but I didn’t want ot push it.

 "Fine I won’t say it but I am still going to keep calling you that. Whether you like it or not” 

“The reason I came here was because I can’t seem to get that stupid kiss out of my head. I can’t stop thinking about it and it is driving me crazy because I can’t got to sleep. So why did you kiss me?” 

“I kissed you because One,I knew that you can’t stand me, Two because it was you punishment and Three because I wanted to”. 

I  was walking closer to her every time I put up a finger. When I put up the third finger I was right in front of her. I couldn’t help it, my eyes traveled down to her lips. Her lips looked soft. I just wanted to kiss her. I noticed her looking at my lips. I could see that she wanted to kiss me again. I decided that I would make the move. So I put one of my hands on her lower back and pulled her forward until we were chest to chest. I liked the feeling of her pressed up against me.

I never took my eyes off of her. 

I uses my spare hand and lifted up her chin and I brought my lips down on hers.  It started out as a gentle kiss but then it progressed to hunger. I wanted more of her. I couldn’t seem to get enough of her. I wanted her and all of her. I started kiss her neck. She leaned back to give me access. I continued tracing kissed down her neck. She let out a moan. That brought a smile to my face. I was happy that I made her feel this way. I pulled her closer to me. She wrapped her arms around my neck trying to get closer to me. 

I nibbled her bottom lip asking for access. She obeyed and let me in. 

I walked towards the bed and set her down never breaking the kiss. I shifted my weight so I wouldn’t crush her. It was started to get more intense. I slipped my hand under her shirt. I needed to feel her. I could tell that she tensed up. 

We broke away to catch our breaths. 

“W-We shouldn’t be…” 

I didn’t let her finish. I crashed my lips on to hers again.  It didn’t start off as a gentle kiss this time. It was rough and filled with need. I could tell that she wanted to go further but she wasn’t ready she pulled away and I leaned my forehead against hers catching my breath. 

“What just happened?” 

That's a good answer sweet cheeks” 

“ Whatever it was I liked it but it can’t happen again” 

“What do you mean”

“That can’t happen again” 

“I heard you the first time, but why” 

“Because we have a project to do and we barely know each other” 

“So” 

“I just don’t want to be one of those girls that you use. I want it to mean something. If you ever want that to happen again then you are going to have to prove it to me” 

“You know I don’t roll that way sweet cheeks” 

“Then we can only be partners and maybe friends later on” she sighed

“That should have never happened. I'm sorry”

When she said that it couldn’t happen again it crushed me. I knew that I shouldn’t care because I only knew her for a few days. But there was just something about her that was different. When I was with other girls. I just used them for sex. They didn’t seem to care. So I didn’t care. But when I am with Cassie its different, but I just can’t change who I am for one girl. I just don’t work that way. It was going to kill me but I have to try and pretend that this never happened. 

I just have to find another girl to distracted me. And I know exactly who.

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I Hope that you enjoyed this chapter. 

The rest of the book is probably going to be in Cassie's POV. 

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-Becca