Changing my status soon?

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I spent too much time with you
That I can't be able to eat and sleep without talking and checking up on you from time to time.

lEaving you notes and reading your notes Every f* day and every damn night.

After I wake up in the morning
Even before I sleep at nighT.

I even asked my self ..

Just a thought 1:
How cOuld I ever function my self
Without you in my life right now?

Just a thought 2:
Sometimes I feel like ..
Why not ask you to marry me soon
So I could live without worrying that no matter how many people still roaming their eyes on you
At the end of the day ,I know that you only have your eyes for me.

But sometimes I wondered if are u even going to say yes?

Or are you even planning to ask me to marry you instead If I failed?

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Sigh life* (xd)

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Lovjez