Do you ever just feel the shacking start and you now whats coming so you go to the restroom and slam into a stall. Then you slide down hand over mouth trying not to scream cause god damn it hurts, like you stomach is dropping and the tears start and you cant stop them and holly shit it hurts. You want to scream but you cant mace any sound or people will know and you cant stop shacking and wailing.

Or when your outside after school and you feel it coming so you run and you cant stop till you're in an ally or you're some where safe. Then you just stop at fall down and cry and scream wailing your heart out.

Then you go back to class                      and no one knows.

                                             or home