So I've been dealing with some family shit, and I'm not doing good. I haven't relapsed, but I feel close to it. My mom and I got in a fight because I didn't want to go to the gem because today sucked. I don't know what to feel, I'm kinda numb, and she took my phone so I can't text my girlfriend. I'm sorry that I'm not updating more, and that all my stories suck. I should have some time to work on that later, I hope.