Guys lately I have been depressed and when I say lately I mean a lot and the depression is starting to get in my head

The cause of my depression is I hate who I am I am fat all I have are my friends to talk to at school but when I get home I have depression cause where I live I don't have any friends but at school

It has come so bad that I want to kill myself but I have tried to do things to keep my mind off the depression but no matter what I do I can't get rid of the feeling of wanting to die

I am not pretty I am fat I have been bullied and I just cannot handle it I have not told Any of my friends because I did not want them to get worried and tell a teacher or their parents

It is starting to scare me but then i thoughts of death do I really want to die I have a GoodLife a but then I am fat and ugly I hate who I am I don't know what to do and during this I was crying and and I just just had to tell someone so I came on here pls I can't i just can't