Bryan's P.O.V

I park my car only six cars away from Carmella and Zach's. I get out dodging behind cars hoping not to be seen.

They walk in and I follow them, what will I say to Carmella when I see her?

I walk into the store they walk into. As soon as she goes in the dressing room and Zach leaves for the bathroom I sit down.

She comes out and sees me, "hey." I say getting up, she smiles and stands there.

"Hey, how are you?" "Good, what about you?" She shrugs looking around as she bites her lip.

I look in her eyes and kiss her, she pulls away and looks at me in shock. "I-I- I have to go." She snatches her purse and leaves.
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Carmella's P.O.V

Guilt has been in the pit of my stomach ever since Bryan kissed me.

I get off my bed and pace around my room. Time passes afternoon turns to night.

The smell of dinner sneaks into the vents and fills my room. Then I find myself at the table eating with my mom.

"These are really good potatoes mom." I say stabbing another one with my fork and shoving it in my mouth.

I chew on it slowly and swallough, then my mom gets up. "I'm gonna check on your sister she says." I nod taking a sip from my drink.

Now I'm left alone cause my dad is at work. I finish up, shower, then sit on my bed.

I pull out my phone and go to contacts. I click on Bryans name and hit the call button.

I must've been doing this without realizing it. Because I found myself taken aback when I heard his voice say,"Hello?" "Uh, I- Uh, hey. How is it going over there?"

"Good, what about you?" "Nice, just been chilling latley, thinking."

"Oh yah, about what?" "Um, stuff, so why'd you call me?" "I just wanted to talk." I say.

"Yah, sure, my ex girlfriend that I kissed today. Who, may I add, totally blushed when I did. Called just to talk." He says.

"Yah, nothing wrong with that." I say, I let out a shakey breath. "Look if you don't care to talk to me then I can hang up I j-."

"No, I'm sorry." He inturrupts, "okay, well what do you wanna talk about?" I ask as I pick at a piece of my shorts.

"Umm,......" There's a long pause then he says something. "We can talk about us...wait sorry nevermind. Forget that I said that."

"We have nothing to talk about! We always have these awkward silences." I complain.

"Look I gotta go, bye." I say, I hang up and set my phone on my charger.

Then lay back in my bed going in my covers and fall asleep.
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Fast forward to Monday...

I hear a shuffling noise on the floor and spring out of bed. "Oh, it's you." I say seeing my mom.

"Yah it's me, say it like that again and you'll have to way up at six in the morning. And I'll take away all your electronics."

She walks out my room slamming the door and I jump. I get out of bed fixing my hair and make up.

Then slip in to my outfit I had bought on Saturday.

Then head downstairs as I swing my bag over my shoulder. I open the door cautiously but my mom catches me.

"Where's your breakfast!" She snaps, she's either unhappy cause she's tired or doesn't like me right now.

"I'm just gonna skip, I'll be fine." I say, "no grab something." She demands crossing her arms.

I stomp to the kitchen and snatch a granola bar, that way I don't screw up my make up.

I leave the house slamming the door and walk to my car starting to drive to school.
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Lunch...

I sit at on in the quad outside with Zach eating lunch. I take a leafy green forkfull of salad and chomp on it.

The juices from the lettuce pour into my mouth causing me to swallough.

"So, I uh talked to Bryan last night." I blurt out, then regret it. "What happend?" He demands with lettuce hanging out his mouth. He stares deeply in my eyes, their filled with anger and jealousy.

"Um, well..." my voice trails off, "tell me now." His tone is more serious and demanding this time. It's scary, this causing goosebumps to raise along my spine.

"On Saturday when you left for the  bathroom I walked out the dressing room. Bryan was there and kissed me. B-."

I'm cut off, "that a hole kissed you!" He shouts bolting up, "I backed away before things got serious. Then I bolted out, well walked out but." I don't finish, heat rises in my face and my eyes water.

He hold's me, "look it's okay. Stay here I'll be right back." He says. "Wait, dont do anything!" I shout, but he keeps running.

My hands get sweaty and my stomach does things making me wanna vomit.

"Oh gosh, what did I do." I whisper to myself, even though I only had one bite of salad I throw it away.

Then run after Zach, but, it's too late. I can't undo the damage that has been made.

Bryan is on the ground clenching his stomach with a bloody nose.
"Zach what did you do. You frickin' idiot!" I yell.

My eyes swell up and I push Zach away sitting next to Bryan helping him. "Do you need ice?" I ask.

"Get off me let me man up." He says, he gets up and throws a punch at Zach.

He hits his left eye, and Zach instantly bleeds. Zach knees Bryan in the lower area.

He clenches it and rams into Zach knocking him down. He coughs up blood. Before anyone can do anymore damage I hear heels on the ground.

The principle.

"Aye! Break it up, Zach, Bryan, and Carmella in my office now!" She yells, she stomps back to the office.

My ex and current boyfriend get up walking to the office. I follow  behind crying as I hold my arms.

Trying not to kill and hate them both.