I slip into my black high waisted jeans. A pink flowey off the shoulder top, and white lace wedge heels.

I do medium light make up and then curl my hair. The doorbell rings and I get it.

"Hey Michael!" I say chipper, he smiles and leans down his head to kiss me.

"Let's go." I say grabbing my purse, we head out and get in his car. "So what do we plan to check off the bucket list today?" I ask.

"Well... we could break into a concert. Well, sneak, in." He says smilling.

He puts his hood down and we start pulling out the side of the street.

"It's so nice to be adventurous." "Yah, it is. It lifts all the stress of your shoulders." He says.

"So, what's the concert?" I ask him curiously. "Arctic Monkeys, The Neighborhood, and Halsey." He says.

"So only my two favourite bands and favourite artist. Ugh! You rock! Wait what if we get caught?" I ask slouching.

"You're deaf and I speak Spanish." He says, I nod and squeal as we drive to the starting point of our adventure.
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Halsey and Arctic Monkeys are doing a smash up of Control and snap out of it.

It's on YouTube but sounds way better live. I reach out from the first row where we snuck to.

Michael puts his arm around my waist and runs his fingers through his hair. Then reaches down and kisses me.

Soft and warm, he pulls away and takes in the music. We dance around as Halsey maneuvers and dances around.

She leans against the drummer of Arctic Monkeys and kisses his cheek. The crowed burst out into screams almost overpowering her voice.

They calm down trying to listen to the music and prove their phsycotic phandom.
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We get in the car driving back to my house. "Look, tonight was fun, but, there's something I havn't told you." I say nervously.

"Tommorow I'm leaving to go to Oreogon. We'll be really far apart. So, we can either breake up or have a,... long distance relationship."

He hits the breaks so he doesn't run the red light. Then looks at me. "How- w-why did this happen?" He asks.

'My dad got a promotion and we need to move. My mom can't let him live there alone. I have no-one to stay with here." I say.

"Uh, yes, me." "Are you kidding I can't live with my boyfriend's family!"

"And why not?" He asks shifting his gaze around. "Think about it and tell me when you understand." I say annoyed.

"Just freaking stay! This is really hard for me!" He yells.  "And this is hard for me too. Just drop me off." I say.

My eyes tear up and a hot tear rolls down my cheek. I ran my eyes so my make up doesn't screw up.

We get to my house and he stops the car. "Look, I'm sorry. But, this isn't fair. You're just getting up and leaving. I'll be alone." He says.

"Well, that makes two of us." I say. I slam the car door and trudge up to my front door. Ringing the doorbell five times in a certain pattern so my parents know it's me.

After a few minutes I hear clicks and the door swings open. "Hey h-." My mom stops and frowns seeing my eyes fill with tears yet again.

She leads me in the house. After a hot long shower, an episode of Grey's Anatomy, and some tissues. I go downstairs and sit at the table with my mom.

She sets a down a plate with a slice of raspberry chocolate cake. I start eating it. "Thanks mom." I say.

"Anytime hun, so, what happened?"She asks. "Well, I told Micahel that we're going to Orgeon." I say.

"That seems a little last minute. We're leaving tommorow." She says.

"Yah, I know. But, fear is a mind killer and it killed my mind. I whimped out so many times. And I told him last minute only making things worse." I say.

I indulge my feelings in the cake and scarf it down. Then drink some milk to help swallough better.

With a chunk of cake left and couple sips of milk I'm done. "Thanks mom, but, I should get some rest. Don't wanna be exhausted tommorow." I say.

I kiss her forehead and walk to my room and fall asleep within minutes.