Carmella's P.O.V

I wake up and see the sun shining through the curtains just slightly. I take off my cover and neatly fix my bed, then the door opens. "Okay, so it's 12:30 and we need to be at the area where we are performing by at least three. So get ready and then we will put our bags in the limbo and head over to the place okay." Ryder says, I nod as I still feel slightly sleepy.

He nods and closes the door, I put on the dress I got the other day and some heels. I put my hair out of it's bun and curl it slightly and then do a light pinky make up look.

All of this takes an hour and a ten minutes and then Ryder and I run out the house and into the limbo where the band awaits and Frank too.

"Okay, guys this is a big day sing your heart out, get the girls going wild, but not too wild, and don't acknowledge them too much. But also dont be douchebags." Frank says as we start driving away.

"I hope we aren't late." Frank says, "but we'll have like an extra hour or so right?" Larson asks, "oh yeah. Okay thanks Larson, that helps out." Frank says, he takes some deep breaths and then drinks some champagne.

"So Lars, how have you been?" I ask, "good actually thanks for asking. "What about you Erin and Jax?" "Good." Erin says while he still chews on some bagel.

"Good Carmella, what about you. Oh and you look really good." Jax says, I move around uncomfortably and Ryder puts his arm around me and kisses my cheek.

"Don't worry about him, he's a sleeze." Ryder whispers in my ear, I nod and then kiss him.

"Hey, you two save that for when you have your hotel room." Frank says, I laugh and feel myself blushing. "Oh, we will." Ryder says, "Ryder!" I scold playfull.

"Okay, you two are a little too flirty." Lars says.

"Meh, it's good to do. Plus it's fun to torture you guys." I say, they all start laughing and then my eyes shift to Ryder.

"Hey, you turned on the alarm right?" I ask, "yes I did. Don't worry."  "Okay, good, now I can breathe." "Oh eff! I forgot my cigerettes." He says, "oh, well you can just buy some." I say, Frank hands him two packs of them and a lighter.

"I always come prepared for you Ryder. Just in case." "Thanks." He says, then slips them in his pocket and the lighter in a cup holder.

"Alright guys we are almost there." Frank says, the guys smile but Ryder looks at me nervous instead.

"It's okay babe, Hope more and Worry less okay?" He nods and then kisses me, I kiss back as he embraces me. I feel myself get lost and then a peice of candy is thrown at me.

I pull away and see Erin glaring playfully. "Stop making out, your ruining my innocence." He says, "what innocence?" Jax questions, "I don't wanna hear that from you. You probably lost yours at the age fourteen." Erin says back.

I roll my eyes and then bury my face into Ryder.
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The band groups around backstage as I sit with them too. "Alright guys we have thirty minutes before the concert starts. People are starting to come in as well.

"Ohmygosh." Ryder's words rush out and he looks panicked. "Woah, it's okay. Do you need anything?" I ask him.

"Uh, no I'm good I got this." He says, "okay if you're sure." He nods, I get up and walk to the food table and grab a soft flour sugar cookie and make my way back over to the boys.

I start eating it and enjoy the flavours that take me back to my child hood. Ryder kisses my cheek once I sit by him and this makes me feel safe.

"Okay guys let's prepare ourselves and fix up our look." Jax says.

They all have on the blue skinny jeans, black combat boots, black shirt with a rose on it, and grunge colored beanines and to finish it off a leather jacket.

I get up and kiss Ryder as he holds me, then pulls away to caress my cheek.

"I hope you do great out there. I have faith that you will though." "Yah, man this it. Everything will change after this won't it?" He asks.

"Well I mean not totally, it all depends on what the road your taking, and where it will take us. But, this is something amazing. I mean your a great singer and your band is amazing, you deserve this Ryder. We deserve this, I havn't felt so happy before. I think I found my true life. The one I'm supposed to have. And your in it. And you need to find yours. And I think it includes this. So go out there and dominate, because I know you can. Hope more and Worry less, remember that while your out there. Okay?"

"Okay." He says, "ugh I love you." I say to him, he hugs me tight. "I love you too firefly." He says.

The boys walk over and take him away as they wait by the sidelines untill further announcement.

They talk about a few things and then a I see Frank appear on stage, I get closer and stand behind the band.

"Hello everyone! How are you." All I hear from that are screams and hollars.

"Alright I know you all came here to see cute guys play music and fan girl over them so I won't take up your time. Without further ado I give you The3 D3adr0ses!" He shouts happy.

They run out but Ryder says, "okay wish me luck Firefly. I love you." He says, "I love you too. Good luck." I say he runs out onto stage and stands in front of the microphone while girls scream.

"Hello everyone, greetings from California! Alright here it goes guys, we're here to play for you. And we hope you love it!" Ryder shouts over the microphone. "This one goes out to a special somone, my girlfriend Carmella Coltberry! I love you firefly." He shouts.

I smile and watch them from where I'm at, as their music surrounds the area. And something new also starts, Ryder's life. His is starting, just like mine has two times already.
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A/N

Hello, can you guys guess what this means.

That's right, the end. I appreciate all the support you guys have given me throughout this book. It means alot, and I do have more in store. But I can't quiet tell you yet. There will be an update on what that surprise is though I promise.

Thanks and remember to, well you know the drill.

Goodbye and thanks!