I'm not sure why, but I feel like I keep having so many flashbacks of everything. More specifically than that, Bucky. I just... I remember those good days when we were both mischievous kids.

I can't say why I'm choosing to remember all of this at a time so sudden.

I miss those days so much. I do miss my old best friend. I feel it's better to say that here than sound a bit desperate speaking with any of the other Avengers or my companions. Besides, even if they can be sympathetic, I doubt they'd really understand what I felt.

We had days back then when we were younger... I'd get myself beaten up and he'd always be there to help me through it all. Everyone else thought I was a lost cause gettin' into those fights. He might've thought I was a lost cause, but he sure as hell never gave up on me.

Steve chuckles to himself while writing this.

Agh.

I miss the man.

Those times are over, I'm aware, but sometimes I wish we could just talk one last time.