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I look away from them before I start to speak. " And why should I help you? I have a better life now. I have a great job and a book that I'm writing about to come out. Why should I help with William. He said himself that he didn't give a damn about me and my problems so why should I for him?" Michael looked at me. Sammy started boosting out with laughter. " I mean she has a point Mike. She 100% has no reason to help us. I don't know why you brought us here. " Jeremy said.

Michael took a deep breath before looking at me. " Yeah he might have said that. But you also forget other things. And how he told you. You reminded him of her. The only reason he came back was for her. Well she's gone now and you're here. Someone that acts like her that looks like her right here and you're just going to leave him like that." I look back at Michael before there's no way. " Is it trying to guilt Trip me you're doing a horrible job. It's William we're talking about. As you said yourself boys he's a murderer he doesn't deserve to live."

I've been walked away from them as I finish speaking. Elizabeth then quickly grabbed onto my leg and wrapped herself around them." Please help us. You're really nice and kind like Mommy. I know you care for Daddy. Please help us Daddy really likes you. I can tell. He might not say it himself but he really does." I looked down as Elizabeth as she finished speaking. Damn for a little kid she sure knows how to do a speech. She did better than Michael did anyways. I quickly shake my check my head no.

Evan then flew up right in front of my face. " Elizabeth is right. I never thought I say that. But William does care about you. He cares a lot. Not only because he stayed even after you finish this suit and everything but he even went with you to your family's dinner. And he let you kiss him. He let you call us your kids and him your future husband. If you're telling me that meant nothing at all. Then we'll leave. But you cannot look at me in the eyes and say that he did not care. Because he stayed for you. Even if he won't say it himself."

I looked up at Evan. He was right. Of course they're right. Even though I force myself to move pass him that quickly. I still think about him everyday. I looked away from Evan not trying to get into notice the obvious thing that I was thinking. I don't want him back into my heart again. But yet he's all I think about. His dark hair, his gray eyes, his Smart ass mouth, and when he stood up for me. Why can't I just let him go. I close my eyes tightly Trying to make the memories of him go away.

Why do I care for him. Why must he be stuck in my head. He tricked me it was a trap. Yet I want to glitch my way back into it. I want the memories to last. I want him to hold me and care for me. I want to hear whisper in my ear how much he loves me. I want to hear him call me sugar, cupcake, love bug, sweetheart. Why can't I just shake him for my memories. Why can't I just let him go.

" It's because you don't want to let him go. " Sammy spoke up. " I know that feeling everybody in this room knows that feeling. We all have someone we never wanted to let go of. Michael and them never wanted to let go of their mother. But she died. William got assessed with the idea of trying to bring back his family. So so that he blocked everybody out. Even his own kids. Jeremy.... He wanted to say in GlitchTraps control because he felt safe. And me I didn't want to let go of life. So I forced myself full of again. None of us want to let go of anything and that want is something that keeps us alive."

I close my eyes as I look away. I don't want to here this . I don't want him. I ..I need him...I quickly sit down on the couch. The others follow. " Were is William anyways." I said softly.  Evans sighed. " He's back at your old apartment. He's been there for weeks looking for you." I look up at Evan. My old apartment. But last week that place got burned down. I sighed before walking over to the he front door.

"Are you caming. We can't just let him stay in that burn down building." They smiled as we walked out the door. what am I going to say to him when I see him. What am I going to do. I mean is he mad. Sad. What's going though his head right now. I take a deep breath as we hop in Michael's car. The drive was quite. Disgustingly quiet. So quiet that I can her a pin drop. I shake my head. I need to make sure I know what I'm going to say once I get there.

They have most likely already tried talking to him. And it obviously didn't work. Otherwise they wouldn't have came and got me. What could be going through his head right now. What is he thinking about. Why did you go back to my old place. Out of every way he could have went he went to my old house. Did he forget something there. Or could it be that he was actually just looking for me. I take deep breath as we park in the parking lot. Your apartment. Is all brunt down. I take a deep breath as I walk over to were the front door used to be. I take a deep breath before yelling. "William!"

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