Jordan's POV
I sit a distance from her. She's on the other side of the couch on her phone. Ash walks next to me. I just want to hug her. Kiss her. Do anything to keep her by me. Even a simple touch could work.

"Why does the world hand to be so cruel to me" I already told her I'm her boyfriend and that she is on Mianite. She laughed and declined that being true.

"The world does that Jordan. It happens to us all" "At least I got her to finally stop calling me CaptainSparklez" "That's a start"

I reach over to her free hand and hold it. She looks at me with a weird face and pulls away. "Just don't try kissing her on the lips this time. She will kick you then." Thanks a lot Ash. Now I want to. I grab my water bottle off of the kitchen counter and head to the backyard.

I can't take being around her like this any more.

I run. Run to the tree. In her backyard, by the treehouse and tire swing, there is a tree with a branch low enough for me to climb on top of and climb higher.

I climb up and here the sounds of birds around me. "Why are you out here by yourself Jordan?" Asks Ava. "Just to think." "Probably just to get away from Emma since she doesn't remember you" How did she know? Well she is smart.

"Yeah" She climbs up to where I am, but a branch higher. "It helps us to learn from it Jordan. And after that you can hug her and kiss her all you want. She needs a good guy like you. Pain equals out the love in the world."

"I hope she remembers me before the wedding comes" Saturday. The day of her cousin's wedding. "Hopefully. But it will be okay. She will remember. Eventually."

Emma's POV
Why is Jordan's stuff here though? Why is he even here? He can't be my boyfriend though! Cause Aureysparklez! And I can't be on Mianite! That's crazy! They don't even have contact with me! He's just being sarcastic.

I look down at the thing in my hand. A razor. I haven't yet. But I will soon. I place it on my shoulder. I move it down about half an inch. Then I remember.

I remember it now. Me getting the message from Sonja. Going on Mianite. Jordan asking me to be his girlfriend. The movie. Telling him about depression. Going to the pier. Falling in the ice rink.

Everything

I run outside. He said he would be sitting by the tire swing. I sprint and find him standing in the dark by the treehouse with a flashlight. "Jordan!" I tackle him and wrap him in a big hug. He kisses me and I kiss him back. We just lay there in the grass and kiss.

"I remember. I remember everything." He stands us up, picks me up, and spins us in a circle. "I've missed you. You freaking moved your hand away from me when I tried to hold it! And, well you at least hugged me. And you called me your friend! I mean you are but in a more serious way."

I put my arms around his neck. "I miss this. Being able to do things with you. And you aren't just my friend your my boyfriend. My Spark." He kisses me on the nose. "And you're my Owl. And I'm ready to dance the night away with her tomorrow."

He puts me down and spins me in a circle and places his arms around my waist. "Just don't trip on my feet."

It feels good to be back. To actually be back.