Emma's POV
"Ok see you later Jord!" I say, hugging him. "Hey girls!" I say, walking into the apartment. "Hey. Your bed is super comfortable!" says Hailey. "Well thanks! Ifs normally covered in fur from Frank though. So how has your morning been so far?"

"Good. We did have pie for breakfast though. And it was majestic. Oh and where is the syrup?" says Ash. "Jordan's place. I made him pancakes so I grabbed it also" "So you slept with Jordan probably?" She asks sarcastically. "Dude! I'm not telling you if I slept with my boyfriend or not! You aren't getting every single detail of my love life."

I grab a glass of water for today's stream and get an extra chair for Hailey to use. I load up the Skype call 20 minutes early and see Jordan and Tucker all ready talking. I add Hailey into the chat for later. "Well, good luck m... Hey Emma." said Tucker. "What's going on?" I ask. "Talking about things that are happening later today in the stream."

"The purge?" "Yep" "Yes! Finally!" The whole stream we had the purge, which is one of my favorite events. But Tom was flying back out to England today so he wasn't here. At the end, Jordan and I had tied for the most kills and the other wizard, iFirez I believe (correct me if I am wrong on the name), had the least.

"Well that was fun everyone and I would like to thank Hailey for being my special guest this stream! And also I will probably only stream 2 or 3 other times this week since my friends are in town so if you aren't all ready make sure to hit the follow button! It's free! And I will see you guys later! Bye!"

I turn on the end screen, keep the music playing, and mute my mic. "Well that was fun." said Hailey. "Glad you enjoyed it! Video games now?" "Duh!" For a while we play on the Xbox. "I'll be back". I walk into the bathroom and hold my shirt up to my hips.

My stomach. It's skinny. That's because I normally avoid food. And the red on the sides. The red lines. The scars. From the night before last night. Im still able to shed blood. I can't let anyone know. The hate really has gotten to me. I know, 'It's nothing to worry about' but with depression that thought doesn't come to you. It builds up inside me. Until I fall. Fall for what my mind says.

'You really have the urge to you ugly piece of shit? Well do it. No one likes you anyways. Oh and Jordan is probably cheating on you. Just say it. It's true.' My inner thoughts. Always annoy me. 'Well you bitch, just do it all ready!' I dig my nails into my hand. No. I'm not going to. This can be my alternative.

I walk out of the bathroom with my hand all red and with marks. No one ever looks. At my hands. They will look at my arm and wrist. But not my hands. 'Well I guess you win good thoughts... for now'

For dinner, we just all decided to order pizza cause that was the easiest out of all. Except I get Ash a Caesar salad. She's vegetarian. I'm going to just order it all ready cooked... We don't need the neighbors mad. Again." Ash tries to look innocent. She's horrid at cooking. If I had a dollar for every time she set the fire alarm off...

After a while the pizza arrives and we eat it. Even though I only eat about 2 slices or so because... well you know. I check the time. 10:30pm. Well, the lobby closes soon so I better call him. "Ash make sure you have a sleeping bag or something for me tomorrow."

"You aren't making dem babies anymore more? Fine." I roll my eyes at her. "We never were Ashlyn." "I'll get it tomorrow." I call Jordan and he says he is coming. A few minutes later I hear a knock at the door. "Come in Jordan!" I yell. I get a text from my phone. "It's locked :/ " Oh yeah...

I unlock the door. "Hey guys" he says. "Hey Jordan" We all say then laugh. "Well ready?" he asks. I nod and grab my stuff. "THEY MAKING THEM BABIES TONIGHT!" I walk back in, lightly punch Ash in the shoulder and give her a 'Oh-Shut-Up-All-Ready' look.

He goes to edit and I decide to take a shower. I grab a tank top, t-shirt to go over it, pants, and socks. I take my shower and get out. I get my bra and underwear on, then my tank top and pants. I look at the scares on my stomach and on the few on my shoulders in the mirror. I run my fingers over some of them.

Then I hear the door open. "Ah sorry!" Oh shoot. Jordan. "Wait Emma, why... your stomach and shoulder. Why?" I put the t-shirt over it. I look at Jordan. I walk out. "Emma! You can tell me anything!" I sit down on the couch and put my face in my hands. (NOOB SHOP IS ON RIGHT NOW! YASSS! Kind of bad time to say that while serious stuff is happening)

"This is going to be a long story" I say. I start to tear up. "Ok so, this the story."