I gotta admit, I’ve been unexpectedly productive today. The only thing that’s been bothering me is my tight bra :) Really like, I have to stop whatever I was doing to fix that shit. 

It's over a month till the day I become an official employee. Hopefully, I will not let the pressure and workload drown me. 

I decided not to give up as easily as I did before. Ever since last October, when I quitted that shitty job, my career has been very unstable. Because of my overly long break, my ability to focus was severely affected. Also, I find it extremely difficult to make acquaintance with new colleagues. I have worked here for over a week and still, I have no chance to get to know their names. Since I missed my best shot to introduce myself to them a week ago, it is even harder now to start a conversation.

Though I’m fine with being the invisible one, it’s true that's not good for my future work. I’ll consider another way to blend in…

Yesterday was Vietnamese Women’s day. Because of the bad weather, I made a decision that I would probably regret later on: to have a day off. Yes, I know I took a break last Thursday too, it’s just that I felt drained of energy. I was too mentally weak to get to work. I wonder why my work motivation could change that drastically between 2 continuing days. Maybe I’m bipolar, who knows.