God I'm horny...

I pull my strap up over my shoulder for my backpack as I walk in through the front door of mine and Buffy's apartment building.

Faith and I have been in a bit of a no-sex zone ever since this thing with the feelings happened and it's not exactly making my life easy. Not that it was any easier before exactly. We still don't know the who or why of the whole sitch and it's kinda hard to figure it out since from what Willow says literally anyone could've cast the spell on Faith, and she can't reverse the spell until she knows which spell it was. Kinda makes Willow a little useless at the moment if you ask me, but at least she's doing the research. Hopefully she or one of the others will actually find something eventually.

Until then though, things between me and Faith are a little weird. Ever since Faith had that first problem, she's been pretty nervous around me. She's always worried that something's going to happen in the heat of the moment and I'll get hurt. It's like she's worried I'll break if she's plays with me too much, which is INSANELY frustrating because I really, REALLY want Faith to play with me, A LOT, and she won't no matter how much I want her to. If there's one thing that's always been great about our relationship, it's that.

When I get to the elevator, I press the button to go up and stand against the nearby wall to wait.

Not that we've been all about the sex in all the time we've been together. We do all the normal things that couples as normal as us can do together, but when we do have sex it's just... wow. It's incredible and exhausting at the same time. Well, for me it is anyway. Faith never seems to get tired whenever we make love. She sweats and needs to take breaks and stuff from time to time, but I sometimes get the impression that she just knows that I need it and so she stops herself. Of course, it's not like I have anything else to compare it to.

Faith's the only person I've ever been with or will ever want to be with, but I kinda wonder whether I'm really giving her what she wants. She's got all kinds of experience and stamina that I can't even begin to match if I tried. And I did kinda try that one time a couple months back before all of this craziness happened. I remember trying to wear her out one night by going as long as I could with her and I just... couldn't do it. One minute Faith and I were in bed together going at it and the next I'm waking up in the morning with Faith telling me I passed out in the middle.

The elevator finally dings and the doors open, giving me reason to walk inside and press the button for my floor.

After that, Faith really wanted to talk about why I pushed things so far that I passed out. But I couldn't tell her. I just... couldn't talk about why I wasn't good enough to, satisfy her the way she needs to be. I felt so embarrassed and kinda humiliated, and that's not something I want to be sharing with Faith. Willow wasn't much help in that department either. It was right around that time that I started getting advice from her answering machine instead of from her. And I really could've used her help.

But even if I can't completely satisfy her, this whole not having sex thing isn't working for me. The way Faith is touching me but at the same time not touching me the way that I want her, and need her to, is frustrating. Sometimes she'll stop right before things are starting to get somewhere because she doesn't wanna hurt me and it just leaves me wanting more... or sorta wanting to punch something. It's not like I can grab Faith and force her to make love to me though. She's like 20 times stronger than me and I wouldn't really get that far.

Finally, the elevator comes to a stop and the doors open. I shrug my backpack up over my shoulder again and walk out onto the floor, heading for the apartment.

So I guess I'll have to settle for 'dealing with the problem' on my own right now. I'm supposed to be headed for the dojo to help out with the research after school, but I don't think that I could face Faith right now without jumping her the second I see her. And as fun as that would be for me, and hopefully Faith as long as she doesn't get iffy about it, I'm sure Buffy would smack me upside the head or something for it. Especially in front of all the other slayers and Willow which I assume would be there too. She's always going nuts over nothing.

Going up to my front door, I pull out my keys and unlock the door to my place, going inside.

I'm better off being late and just taking care of things myself.

The door slams behind me and I throw my bag into the nearest wall, kicking off my shoes as I head straight for my room. On my way, I reach for my belt and start unbuckling my pants. My belt comes undone and I pop the button on my jeans while I'm pushing through my doorway. I unzip my pants and am about to pull them down when...

"I see you and me had the same idea."

I almost jump out of my skin at the sound of another voice in the room.

Holy crap...

"Oh my god..."

Turning to see who it is from the direction the voice came from, I see Faith lying, spread out, in my bed under the covers. She rolls over on her side to face me, the bed sheets still covering her up except for above her shoulders. There's a huge grin on her face and I don't have any clue what to do.

"Well, guys did used to tell me I was heavenly, but I think I prefer it when people just call me Faith."

What's she doing here?

"Which is actually kind've ironic if you think about it... but whatever..."

Uh...

"Faith?"

"Hey DK..."

She's... she's in my bed.

"W-what are you doing here?"

Faith rolls onto her stomach under the bed sheets, keeping her eyes on me the whole time.

"You're a smart girl babe. I would think you could figure it out. I'm surprising you."

Somehow I didn't need that explained.

"Yeah but... you're... in my bed."

My girlfriend rolls herself over onto her back again, wrapping herself up in my sheets when she does.

"I did actually notice that DK."

She bends one of her knees to bring her leg up to a triangle type position and the sheets fall off her leg, revealing nothing but her leg underneath. It's nothing but her smooth skin and it goes all the way up to...

Oh... is she?

"Are you naked?"

There's a smirk on her face because of my question.

"Not completely, but you'll have to crawl into bed with me to find out exactly what it is that I am wearing."

She wants me to...

"But... I thought... I mean... you said that... what about what's going on? I... I thought that you were supposed to be at the dojo helping with the research."

She shrugs at me.

"Yeah, but it's kinda hard to research something that you don't know anything about and have no real leads on. So I figured I'd blow it off and spend some 'quality time' with my girl."

Faith hasn't really blown off anything supernatural unless she had to in the whole time we've been together. She likes that stuff, always has, she told me so. She's not so fond of the research part of it, but since what's going on is happening to her...

"Okay but... are-aren't... aren't you... you know, I thought you were worried about losing control in the heat of the moment. You, said you were worried about hurting me."

Faith kinda shrugs and rolls her eyes at the same time, then she rolls toward the edge of the bed nearest to me, throwing her legs over the edge and sitting up. The sheets fall off her chest, revealing her naked breasts like it's the most natural thing in the world, making the sheets pool around her hips.

Oh... geez... it's been like, forever since I've seen her naked. Even half naked like she is now. I... she's making me so horny with the way she looks right now.

"It's not like you're gonna break if we have a little fun are you?"

"Uh... n-no..."

God, she's saying exactly everything that I ever wanted to hear her say in the last few days. It's making me so hot for her right now.

My girlfriend grins at me and then leans back, one hand behind her on the bed, the other comes down in front of her, grazing its way down her stomach as she pushes the rest of the sheets down. The sheets fall off her knees and soon the only thing covering Faith is the hand she's got placed between her legs on the bed, her hand gripping the bit of the sheets that was covering her...

Wow... she's completely hot and I...

"Well come on then DK. Let's have some fun."

Oh... screw it...

Grabbing the waist of my jeans, I pull them down to my ankles and kick them off on my way over to close the gap between me and Faith. She chuckles as I reach out and climb on top of her. We start to make out and she slowly starts lying back on the bed, letting me climb on top of her even more. The shirt I have on isn't all that thick and I can feel her naked body on mine, my bare legs rubbing against hers as we move together on the bed.

I'm so hot for her right now. I honestly didn't know I could want her this badly. If she had clothes on, I'd want to rip them off her right now.

Her right leg slips between mine and rubs up against my core, making me moan into her mouth. It pushes my thigh up against her own core and I can feel her wetness on me.

Speaking of not wearing any clothes...

I pull away from the make out session we've been locked in to look down at her, kinda smiling.

"I thought you said you were wearing clothes."

There's a grin on her face in seconds. She brings her free leg up and wraps it around my waist, pressing my thigh more into her core, and hers into mine.

"I am DK..."

With her leg around my waist, I can feel it when she shakes her foot a bit and I look down at it.

"I've got heels on."

Heels? She's wearing heels? She... she never wears heels. I always wanted her to wear heels cause I thought she'd look wicked hot in them. Course, when I pictured her in heels I kinda pictured her with more clothes on, but I don't think I really care right now.

Pulling away from her slightly, I reach down and grab the bottom of my shirt, taking it off, throwing it to the floor.

"God you're making me so hot right now."

She smiles at the sight of me in my bra and panties on top of her.

"That was actually kinda the point DK."

We make out again, the tingle on my skin getting even better because of the feel of her skin on mine as we move against each other.

This is so amazing. I just wanna, kiss her and hold her and bite her and lick her all over in a way I've never felt before. And I've done a lot of that to Faith in all the time we've been together.

Just then, I hear something from outside. The front door opens and the sound of keys dropping onto a table is not far off.

Oh... crap...

I pull away from Faith and gasp at the sudden realization of what's just happened.

"Buffy..."

My girlfriend squirms under me and I look down at her, kinda panicked.

"Forget about her."

Forget about my sister?

"Faith, she's home."

She seems a little annoyed.

"And?"

"What do you mean, and?"

Her expression gets both more annoyed and kinda turned on.

"We've got more interesting things to do."

Faith leans in and kisses me hard, the taste of her lips making me kiss her back even harder.

Buffy always looks in on me when she comes home.

"Dawn?"

Oh great...

Again I pull away from Faith, this time looking back at my door.

"Uh, yeah... I'm, I'm home..."

The woman I love under me puts her arms around my stomach and her lips kiss my neck.

Oh boy is this not a distraction I need right now.

Buffy's voice carries from the main room of the house.

"You okay?"

"Yeah uh... I... I'm fine I... I'm great, no need to come check on me."

My sister's voice keeps getting louder and closer.

"I was thinking..."

The door to my room starts to open.

Oh my god... I...

"That..."

Buffy steps through the door and her eyes go wide when she sees us. I wanna say something but I can't. Faith looks up at my sister and smiles.

"Hey B..."

"Oh god..."

My sister turns and closes the door hard.

Holy crap...

I roll off my girlfriend, completely humiliated.

Oh my god, what am I gonna do? What just happened?

We can still hear Buffy outside.

"Oh crap... oh I'm gonna be sick."

Faith has to have an idea of what to do.

"Faith? W-what do we do?"

She looks at me like nothing's wrong.

"What do you mean?"

What?

"What do you mean what do I mean? Buffy... she just walked in on us."

"And?"

"W-what do you mean, and? We have to do something."

She smiles at me before rolling this way.

"I have an idea."

Oh, good, she has an idea...

Suddenly, she starts kissing me again, getting me caught in the moment for a while.

What... what am I doing?

Pushing her away, I get up off the bed to put some distance between us, avoiding any future moments.

"Faith..."

"What?"

My girlfriend leans back on her elbows, lying on the bed like everything's fine.

"B-Buffy just, walked in on us."

She starts running her hand down her stomach in a very sexy way.

"I did notice that DK. Not sure why that's a problem."

What?

"Faith, I... what do we do?"

"I was working on what to do. Ignoring her and getting it on with my girl, so come on babe."

Her hand goes down to her hips and moves closer to the place between her legs.

"Let's have some fun."

Fun? She wants to have fun at a time like this?

"Faith... Buffy just... walked in on us. And you want to, ignore her?"

Faith shrugs with a grin on her face.

"Well, if you want, we can get her to come back. She can watch if she wants. Hell, she could even join in if that's what she's in to."

She... she wants my sister to... join... us? Why... why would she... do that? S-something must be wrong. She... Faith wouldn't do that to me.

"What's... what's wrong with you Faith?"

The woman I love looks at me confused.

"Nothing's wrong DK, I'm just trying to make you happy."

She thinks she's making me happy?

I'm suddenly having this strong urge to punch her instead of kiss her.

"N-NOTHING about what you just said is making me anywhere close to HAPPY."

I've gotta do something about Buffy.

Looking around, I find my pants and start putting them on. As I'm pulling them up, Faith comes over and puts her arms around my waist.

"Okay... I'm sorry babe. I didn't mean it like that, I swear."

Her lips kiss my neck once, then twice.

"I was just trying to get you to not freak out about your sister. I'm sorry."

That worked out perfectly then.

"Yeah well that doesn't help."

I get my pants up, despite Faith's arms around me.

"I know, I'm... I'm... sorry."

For a few seconds, Faith starts squeezing me a little bit in her arms, but before it can really hurt, she lets go, stepping back.

"I..."

My slayer girlfriend puts her hand to her forehead and closes her eyes as I turn around to face her.

Something's wrong with her.

"Faith?"

She shakes her head like she's trying to get rid of a headache or something.

"I'm, sorry DK. I... I don't know what just went down."

Eventually, she looks up at me, a concerned look on her face.

"I think maybe, it happened again."

What happened a... oh...

"The feelings thing?"

She nods, kinda upset with herself.

"Are, are you okay?"

"Yeah, I think I'm all right now. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say what I said. I just... couldn't help myself."

Whatever spell she's under must have made her say those things.

"It's... it's okay. I... I just want to go make sure that my s-sister isn't totally freaking out in the living room."

Faith glances over at the door to my room for a second before looking back at me.

"Right, uh... I'll, I'll get dressed."

She turns around and walks over to the other side of the bed, picking up her clothes to put them on.

"O-okay..."

I look around for my shirt, finding it and putting it on.

It was the spell that made her say those things about my sister.

Then I walk out into the main hall of our apartment.

It was just the spell.