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Recap of part 27 -"SwaSan movements, Sanskaar's finding job, but nothing came out, purab Offering help to Sanskaar to get him assigned in his friend's company to which he disagree resulting a fight between SwaSan, Swara kinda spoke Harsh words to Sanskaar which pointed his capabilities."

Part : 28

-"You shouldn't have Said those things to him Swara, he don't deserve to get hurt by you at least not right now." Aarav spoke to now standing numb Swara. He knew it was their matter but couldn't stand seeing His best friend getting humiliated by the girl he loves the most.

-"Aarav is right, he is just trying to do everything for you, to proof your dad he deserves you, but you indeed hurt him." Pia Said.

Swara had tears in eyes realising what the Mess she has just Created, she couldn't believe on her big mouth and Tiny brain which never has been in her control. -"Knowingly or unknowingly but you did." Abhay Added to Pia's words.

-"It wasn't expected from you." Misha glared at her for hurting her very good friend. She recalled all the words she said to him, realisation hit her hard making her fall on his own knees. -"Now You have to make Everything Right." Kabir who was only left said, purab stood silent not knowing what to do? It was just he wanted to help them out but it came out as a Fight between them.

'You remaining Jobless.'

'You always think of your own self'

'Your ego matter to you a lot than the lady you love.'

'Your pride and ego will never minimize.'

'Yeah to prove that Sanskaar can do anything, and win over everything just like all bets and dares.'

Her own words made her feel worst, she couldn't believe what venom she has spitted to the person she loved, her each word stabbed her own heart twisting it to the pain.

She called him selfish. For what? Loving her and doing everything for her? To her In his life on his own? To prove he deserves her? Was it really a selfish thing?

She called him egoistic and care of it more than her! Does it really made sense? Of course everyone of us have ego part in ourselves. He listened all the taunts and everything her dad said, making him feel like he was some jerk, a thing that can never be used for anything, and still he had ego? No it was her what mattered him the most, ego was the last thing he ever cared when it comes to her.

She didn't even leave his past knowing he has totally changed. Changed for what? Because of her!! He did everything freaking thing possible and changed himself just to love her. Is he still selfish. Knowing how much his pasts hurts him, she Hit on point giving him immense pain. When he every time to sooth her pain.

Her dad insulted him! He was still egoistic.
He accepted to everything to be with her, to love her! He was still egoistic.
Only she mattered to him to leave everything behind! He was still egoistic.

Really it was such a fucking philosophy of hers. Tears welled up in her eyes Analysing every word she uttered to hurt him. Why every time she makes it so tough for him by having second thoughts? Why the heck she can't leave past in its own place than bringing it on in between present?

-"Am sorry." Was the only thing she muttered crying miserably on her knees, but it was Long time he gone to listen her Apologizes. She was so pathetic.

-"Go Find him Swara, He needs you the most." Aarav Said making her stand and half smiled at her. She nodded and left without a word. He wasn't lifting her calls. 'where he is.' She thought, tears still didn't stopped.

She has to search him, she knows he loves her and will not give up on her not so easily, his words just the reaction of her Behavior. He would never give up on her. NEVER.

She has to find him.

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After searching every possible place crying miserably she reached the place once they came their together. 'beach', the same beech where he took her first, the same beech which had good start of their friendship, the same beech where he felt the waves of foreign feelings towards her, Not wanting her to go.

Her shoulders sagged in relief when saw him sitting on Sad gazing at the beautiful beech, facing her his back. Her foots took slow steps towards him, she was ashamed of herself, how could she face him now? But she has to.

She reached him and sat beside him, slowly leaving the footwears at side to dig the feets in the soft sand, just like him. He didn't turn to look her nor said anything.

After two minutes of silence she sighed with her cheeks stained with dried tears, she leaned in burying her face in his chest, her right hand clasped his right  side of waist firmly. She sobbed Feeling guilty but he didn't say anything not even moved an inch Nor held her which made her cry more. 

-"Am...sor..ry..." Stammered in his chest, her tears wetting his shirt. He clenched his teeth, he didn't want to see her crying but he was hurt too, and it was so much hurting him to listen those words from her. -"I said that all in Tension Sanskaar, I..I just wanted you to be with me forever and in that I didn't even realize what shit I was spitting and hurting you so badly. I even brought past between us." She managed to said still not leaving him.

-"I really didn't mean them Sanskaar, I just wanted you to get the job so that dad agree with our relationship and I will be away from the alliance that dad had found for me, I can't think of anyone but you, you've became my life am so much addicted to you, I know you wanna do everything on your own for me And I hurt you so much." She cried miserably, he couldn't take her seeing so vulnerable, but she has to know its not easy every time to get sorry after hurting him.

-"Please Sanskaar, forgive for one last time. I really Love you." She tried burring herself deeper in his chest. He pulled her away, she looked at him with unshed tears blurring her vision.

-"Please." She begged. -"You hurt me lot Swara, I never thought I will be getting such words from you. " he sighed not looking at her but still gazing the waves hitting seashore. -"Am Sorry, It came out just that instant." She reasoned out, holding his arm, but he still avoided looking her.

-"I thought you love me forgetting the past, I was wrong, you never left that." He said which made her cry More. -"I said that In anger, I love you and that's the biggest truth of my life." She sobbed trying hard to control her emotions but nothing helped.

-"What I Did in past was before you coming in my life, before me Falling in love with you, I changed totally but u seems to still judge me with that. I too have a self-respect Swara, which you named as Ego and pride." His words made her more vulnerable, she was now getting how fucking much she has hurt him. Like no one would have done till now.

-"Do you really Love me Swara?" His question broke her heart in millions of small pieces, he avoided looking at her knowing one Sight of her Tears Filled eyes and he will give in.

-"Sa..nsskkaaarr..." Swara stammered, she loved him immensely and he was doubting her, but she knew it was all coz of her mistake. -"I love you more than anything, I'll die without you." She cried, her head suddenly throbbing with pounding headache.

-"Please forgive me, if you will not be in my life then what's the use of this life? Am ending it, I can't live with you doubting my love. " she said getting up heading towards the shore.

-"Oh no what I did." He said running behind her, she walked in ignoring his words from behind, -"Swara Listen To me." He called out but she walked in water. -"No I won't. " she said not turning back. But before she could make a move to jump he pulled her with Right wrist and landed a tight slap on her cheek.

She fisted his shirt breaking Down in tears, he engulfed her in a bone crushing hug, hiding her in him. She cried hugging him back. Tears Flowed down his cheeks too thinking what if she would have jumped and he wouldn't have pull her in right second.

He pulled out of hug and looked at her angrily. -"Kya Karne jaa rahi Swara? Are you mad or what?." Sanskaar shouted on top of his voice. -"Marne Jaa Rahi Thi, kyuki tumhare bina mein nahi jee Sakti Sanskaar." She confessed holding his collar. He felt the happiest man alive but still mad at her for trying to take this step.

-"You were going to kill urself, not even thinking about me, Kya pagalpan hai yeh Swara." He Roared holding her from shoulders, darting his fingers in. They were standing in water till their knees.

-"Pagalpan Nahi Sanskaar, Junooniyat hai yeh. Mera ishq Junoon hai, Aur Tum Junooniyat ho meri." She said Staring back in his eyes which held the Same passion, love and madness as hers.

He remembered himself saying this to her and today she reciprocated it back with same favor or even more. She was Truly, crazily, deeply, madly   love with him, just like him.

His both hands slipped from her shoulders to waist only to pull her close, while his eyes still held hers. Without any Prior notice He slammed his lips against hers kissing her passionately in between of water not caring of surrounding.

Her hands fisted his collar more tightly as passion aroused in her with the intensity and need of his kiss., he smooched her like his life depended on this solely.

His tongue traced her lips demanding the access which she happily gave allowing him to explore the deepest secrets of his mouth. He bit her tongue making her moan in his mouth, Her lips enclosed round his tongue sucking it in and out, He tasted damn so good, his minty breath driving her crazy forcing her to kiss him more and more, not getting enough of him.

The rhythmic sound of Water waves hitting the shore added more to passion, water hitting their above knees giving a chill feeling.

He smirked Seeing the same greed of her for him, like him. Taking her both lips in his, he sucked then like never before. -"I love you." Was the thing he felt her Saying while kissing her, They were out of breath but no one seemed to Break apart, they kissed and kissed until they felt the Air is damn necessary now.

He rested his forehead against hers panting heavily. Her eyes were closed while he smiled caressing her cheek which made her look at him. -"Never Dare to do that again." He managed to say catching his breathing, she nodded.

They stood Still with their forehead resting against each other. -"Swara." He Called her. -"hmm" she replied looking in his eyes. -"Promise me a Thing." He said and she stood straight to listen him carefully.

-"You will never ever bring the past in our present nor in future., it makes me feel am not right one for you, I don't deserve you. And if I don't deserve u really am not going to back out now, cz there is no way to back out, not Even if you wish, You are mine and I won't let go what's mine." He Said to which she didn't replied but smiled and Tip toed claiming his lips, Sealing the promise with kiss. No words were needed.

-"Promise." She said pulling apart only to be pulled back again in a Passionate lip lock by him. It was very true they can never get enough of each other.

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Today again Sanskaar was in at some company named Mittal's to give his best to get the job, Swara was supporting him this time without any second thoughts.

She was waiting outside hoping for the best, Sanskaar was in from past 1 hour.

She stood up finally when saw him walking outside with a Gloomy face. Again a rejection.

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-"What ever Shomi, Swara will get married to the guy I've selected for her no matter what. " shekhar said shomi getting himself clear to her.

-"Why Are you torturing my innocent Girl, why shekhar." Shomi complained getting disgusted on her husband.

-"She will understand one day, that I was right, and I know What's good for my princess. " he said, Shomi began to say but he dismissed her showing her hand and walked out to drive to his office.

Shomi stood their with tears in her eyes, how can a father be so cruel.

To be continued...

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