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Recap of part #13 -"Sanskaar goes to swara.. She pushed him away.. Swara's break down.. Sanskaar drunk feeling hurt seeing his love hurt with just a Misunderstanding..Sanskaar trying to explain while she keeps denying.. Finally Sanskaar loose control against her hard words... He let her go from the cage of his love.. Both were Broken.. Swara realises it he isn't wrong.. She decides to confess him on der return to home.. Sanskaar Avoiding her.. She gets shock when she heard about engagement.. She goes der with Kabir "

Part : 14

Swara standing Like a corpse .. As her love, her Sanskaar was going far..,very far away from him.. She was feeling difficult in breathing.. Her heart feeling void.. Tears never left her eyes her.. Her eyes blurred with unshed tears.. She went numb staring at Sanskaar standing with pia.. Her stomach became tight.. And lungs squeezed at the the sight.. She felt week in knees.. All the flashes of memories began to run as she closed her eyes and tears rolled down her cheeks to an unending flow.. She snapped open her eyes.. And looked directly in Sanskaar's chocolate brown eyes.. Which were already staring her..!!

He was holding a small red velvet box in his hand.. He stared swara. His eyes mixed of emotions of love.,pain.,Anger.. He too wanted to hold her in his arms safely..He loved her more than anything..He saw kabir standing beside Swara was Saying something in her ears.. His hands instantly became into fists.. In anger which was coz of pure jealousy !! But Swara was in her own mental trauma !!

Where as Swara was remembering everything.. About him.. The way he cares for her.. His confession..and she Insulting him every time.. she understood his value in her life.. In just one day everything finished.. Everything.

Swara's POV :

The first day of my collage I still remembered I got indulge in a fight with him.. I came to know he is only love with status that's y he is in relationship with pia.. I thought he is a totally bad guy..a flirty who can never change.. Later we were frnds he began to spend time with me..I took him as a frnd but my heart.. My heart always did same peter patter dance when he was near me.. When his lips called out my name.. Weather it was on beech or in collage.. Yes I have fallen for him long ago.. But i always had a feeling like he can never like a simple girl like me.. Love was a very far thing.. I always tired to keep distance from him.. For that I even hurted him.. Cz when he was getting close to me.. I loose my self totally in him.. I tried a lot to be away from it but of no use.. Every time I think of him.. He was 24/7 in my heart.. I tried a lot but der was no way to not feel from him.. I my self was dazed when I got to know that I feel for him.. Cz he is a totally different person.. Totally opposite to me.. I began to trust.. But I can't share him what I feel for him.. Cz he was in relationship with Pia already and they were going to get engaged.. In prom night he did a stunt and broke my heart again.. I dunno y was staying away from him.. But unknowingly kept expecting from him.. But after that night what he said me in collage next day was shocking.. He confessed that he loves me.. Omg !! My heart began to flutter and only he had the power to do so.. But I can't let it happen.. He is of pia's I can't cheat on anyone like that.. I spoke harsh words to him so that he gets away from me.. But from 2-3 days he Dint even came to collage and I became worried for him.. Y not I should be I loved him.. Other truth was I can live peacefully in collage whole day seeing him in front of me.. When I don't see him I become restless.. And this I hated.. I was so deeply in love with him that he controlled my peace..

I asked Aarav And went his place.. I saw him like that all pale his charm was gone.. I hated my self that movement cz of me my love was in this state.. But what could I do.. I couldn't choose btwn my mind n heart.. My heart ached at the sight.. I just had a urge in my heart to hug him.. And shower kisses all over his faces with all my love.. And take his all pains forever.. And tell him how much I love him.. Yes I had a urge to confess him.. But I can't.. I couldn't see his condition and ran from der.. I cried a lot that day for giving him pain.. Then it was the day When we were supposed to go together.. That too alone.. I knew it Sanskaar will not leave one chance to convince me.. But he Dint know the reality.. I already accepted his love.. But I can't say him.. It was he and pia to be together.. I can't cheat on my frnd.. But cz of Ragini I felt jealous... Now my Feelings get coursing out of me.. I justed wanted him to push that girl away and say her that he loves me only me.. That day in an argument at heated movement he kissed me.. I felt thousands of butterflies in my stomach I couldn't control and kissed him back.. When he withdrew I ran to washroom.. He thought I was angry.. But no I was happy so happy.. Thinking his lips on mine was my most beautiful dream.. It was aggressive.. But I loved it.. I ran from der cz i.. I was shy.. Shy to eye contact with him.. I wanted to feel that feeling again.. But this time softly.. Lovingly.. I pushed my thoughts aside and went down.. He sung a song for Me.. Each lyrics were meant to.. Next movement Ragini was dancing with me..-"How dare she dance with my Sanskaar.. He is mine only mine " words were unspoken but my heart wanted to push Ragini and take my Sanskaar away from here.. This time I didn't stop myself.  It was it I can't keep my Feelings up to me now.. Me n he danced.. He looked so Happy.. I hugged him.. In that movement I felt my whole world is in his arms.. I felt my life is perfect in this Mini world where one me and my Sanskaar was der no one else.. We were going to return..

But that night I saw Ragini hugging him.. I ran from der.. My tears were a never ending flow.. Her words rammed through my mind again n again.. He came to me.. I pushed him.. After a lot of difficulty I let my Feelings out.. But I felt dumped..that was my biggest mistake.. Now my love.. Is standing with someone else.. I can't live without him.. I want him "

Swara's POV ends !!

When still she was staring him.. Her mind and heart started speaking to her.. Both negative and positive.. -"U can't get him Swara now.. U are stupid to think so " said Mind..

-"No Swara he loves u.. And u loves him.. Go to him don't let Ur love go away from u " Said heart

-"Never u are going to do so.. Can't u see ppl over here.. U lost him cz of Ur own stupidity.. " Argued mind

-"What ever happened can't be changed.. U have to Swara u have to stop him.. U know very well know that u can't live without him.. Nor he can.. See the way he is looking at u.. Can u see him with someone else..??  No na ?? Then go and tell him how much u love him.. Go Swara go... " said heart..

Swara wiped her tears and looked at him.. He looked at her.. -"I can't give up on him " she murmured.. While kabir looked at her..

Next movement.. She ran..without thinking of anyone else.. Only she saw was Sanskaar.. She ran covering up the distance between them... and throw herself in his arms.. Hugging him tightly.. All were looking at her in shocked but she didn't care for anyone.. She ran in his sanskaar's arms.. The ring which he was holding.. Dropped by next second and he hugged her back with same intensity and favour.. She was sobbing..

The full environment was silent staring them.. But both Dint give a damn to anyone and embraced each other possessively.. Pia looked confused.. While misha had a bright smile for her friend Sanskaar.. They hugged each other like thier life depended on this !!

Swara still hugging him -"I Love You sanskaar (Sanskaar sucked a surprise breath) Pls Don't leave me Sanskaar pls.. Don't give me such a big punishment I.. I can't live without u.. I want u Sanskaar.. I want u with me.. Pls don't do this engagement am sorry for what all I said and did to u.. U can punish me like u want but don't leave me.. Don't push me out of ua life.. I can't see u marrying someone else.. I will...(sobbing) I will prefer to die.."

He broke the hug..and cupped her face.. -"I Love u too Swara " his voice chocked..

-"But don't ever say that word again.. Pls.. I can't even imagine that in my dreams " he continued.. Tears rolling off his cheeks..!!

Swara crying -"Will u not leave me na.. ?? " she asked innocently !!

-"Who said am going to leave u ?? Never Swara.. U are my life.. I can never leave u.. " he said wiping her tears.. He pecked her forehead..

Swara holded his hands which were cupped on her either cheeks...still crying -"Then Y are u doing this engagement.. I can't see u being of someone else.. I love u a lot.. "

Sanskaar was shocked yet confused at her answer !!

-"Don't do this engagement pls..(sobbing) " she continued.

-"But am not doing any engagement.. " he stated.

-"Then pia.. This ring " she asked in a shocked state..

-"Haa Engagement is happening..but not mine with pia.. " he said.

Swara was biwildered of what's going on.. But she was instantly happy that he isn't going to do engagement with pia !!

Swara -"Then ?? " her eyebrows frown..

-"Am doing engagement with pia " she heard a familiar voice from her side ways.. She glanced at the side ways and say a person wrapped his hand round Pia's shoulder..

She was again confused -"But Abhay?? How come this happened pia and Sanskaar's alliance was fixed na.. "

-"Ya it was.. But today morning only before my arrival Sanskaar said he can't do engagement with me as he loves u a lot.. " answered pia smilingly !!

Swara looked at Sanskaar with so much of love in her enchanting eyes for only him.. Sanskaar started at her with same love and passion in his eyes..

Sanskaar explained her what happened in morning..

Flash back !!

When Sanskaar was back..

Sujata -"What Happened Sanskaar u look so pale ?? Is everything OK " in a concerned voice !! 

Sanskaar -"No.. Maa Nothing is OK.. I lost her again.. I lost her.. She will never come back to me.. " he said in pain and anger !!

Sujata -"What happened what did she say ?? " she sat beside him..

He told What all happened on trip.. How he tried to convince her.. About Ragini.. Swara getting jealous.. Swara hugging him and dancing with him.. All was right going but then Ragini trying to come close to him.. Swara's MU him.. And his last words to Swara..

Tears began to form in his eyes.. He blinked the unshed tears..

Sujata -"Everything will be ok.. " she tried to calm him down..

-"Nothing is gonna be OK mom.. Everything finished " she shouted in pain..that was coursing through his heart..

Sujata -"Pia is coming today her mom called.. " said sujata..

-"I can't do engagement with her.. I can't.. I will talk to her about it.. Not only with her I can't do that with any other girl.. Cz my heart have already chosen its soulmate.. May be I will never get her but I'll never stop loving her.. " he said and walked out of house.. Closing the door behind..

He called pia and asked her to meet at Cafe..

At cafe..

Pia -"Thank god u called me.. I also wanted to say something to u.. "

-"hmm I wanted to say is that.. (He was at lost of words ) that.. I dunno how to say.. (He took a deep breath) OK listen carefully pia what am going to say u.. I met u first and proposed u.. I got to know that u are so rich and good looking too .. And it was my dream to marry a rich gal..as belonging to a middle class family I always dreamt of luxury life.. I know I was selfish and mean.. Now am changed and reason behind my change is love.. " he said in one breath..

Pia waited for him to continue..

Sanskaar -"Yes love.. Cz am in love.. Love with Swara.. I dunno how it happened and when.. But Cz of her I changed.. I don't want any luxury or any thing else except her..am Happy with what I am.. And thankful to god that I met her..  Am sorry pia I did very very wrong with u.. Am really very sorry.. " he apologised..

Pia smiled -"It's OK Sanskaar.. But am happy for u.. Actually I too wanted to say u that.. I don't want to do this engagement.. Cz I too love someone.. I got the difference btwn Infatuation and Love.. "

Sanskaar smiled.. -"Who is the person "

Pia -"Abhay.. We both love each other.. But Sanskaar in these days u really became my best frnd.. :) I want u to be present at my engagement today.. And present ring to me for Abhay " said she..

-"Of course " he smiled back..

Flash Back Ends !!

Swara looked towards Pia.. U and Abhay how this happened...

-"U remember I left out of city nearly for one month.. Actually I went to my friends marriage.. My dad's family friend's son.. We share a good bond.. He insisted a lot and I can't deny him " said Abhay !!

-"His friend was getting married to my cousin.. We never knew about it.. There we shared a good time together eventually became friends.. And friendship turned into love.. Am so glad I went der.. " said pia giving a side hug to Abhay !!

Swara smiled and looked at Pia n Abhay -"But kabir never told me.. Infact he was saying how u n Pia look so cute together.. "

Sanskaar looked confused at kabir.. Kabir smiled biting his lower lip and came near them.. Misha stood beside him..

-"I'll not lie to u Swara but I really liked u from our school days.. I wanted to tell but can never I got a chance.. May be destiny had already played this.. But when u went with Sanskaar.. Mishu said me about u and Sanskaar.. She said u loves him a lot.. And l am Ur friend first then like.. Ur happiness is more Cz u are my best friend.. I know u very well.. Misha thought at trip Everything will be alright.. But when Sanskaar returned.. He said mishu Everything.. And me n misha made a plan.. To make u jls.. We knew its Pia n Abhay's engagement.. But we made a plan to make u jls.. As planned it happened and u confessed.. Am so Happy Swara.. " said Kabir..

Sanskaar smiled.. While Swara was again amazed.. She just got to know her friend liked her..

Swara -"u are really a true friend Kabir " she smiled through tears..

Kabir tired to hug her but Sanskaar pulled Swara to him.. And hugged her.. -"She is mine now.. " he winked.. Swara blushed..

Kabir smiled -"Haa haa bro she is all urs.. (Wink)  am in a relationship with misha we are trying to find our partners in each others.. "

Swara tried to free herself form hug but he pulled her more.. -"U ran enough Swara ..now I'll not let u go anywhere love.. " he whispered in her ears..

Swara whispered back -"If it wasn't a plan I was going to propose u tonight that to with a surprise.. But let go love.." She chuckled..

His eyes widened he pulled himself from hug.. By time his mom came who was listening all this from far and engulfed Swara in a bone crushing hug..

-"Am so happy.. Finally my Sanskaar got u.. My cute babu.. " she said.. Swara smiled and hugged her back winking at Sanskaar.. Sanskaar sent a mocking glare.. !!

Swara took blessings of sujata..

-"Arey now I can't wait for ring ceremony yaar pls guys.. We know u both wants to run away from here to a deserted place but have patience.. Let me n Pia exchange rings yaar " Abhay complained !!

All laughed while SwaSan were embarrassed as they were lost in each others eyes..!!

Abhay and pia exchanged rings.. And everyone clapped except SwaSan.. But no one noticed..

Swara pinched his hand.. Has he was holding her hand and caressing it with his thumb.. They were standing together so no one noticed..

Swara -"Sanskaar what are u doing.. Leave me... What if anyone see us " she murmured..

-"Acha If any one see us.. Did u forgot love that we were hugging each other so passionately in front of everyone.. " he whispered back..

She felt shy and looked down.. Sanskaar slowly took her hand.. And placed a kiss at back side!!

Swara smiled... -"U are so bad love.. U made me wait for so long and tested my patience.. U will get punishment for all that " he said with a wink

She understood what he actually meant.. But didn't reply him.!!

Pia n Abhay insisted SwaSan to dance.. They did.. They tried not to do so passionately but.. They couldn't control.. In whole dance thier eyes never leaving each other..

Sanskaar -"Mom am going.. I'll be late.. " he said to sujata..

Sujata smiled -"OK son.. I know u will be late.. No need to hurry.. " sujata replied .. Looking at Swara n Sanskaar back m forth..

Swara eyes widened.. But she smiled seeing son and mom bond..

Sanskaar -"Let's go love.. " he said loudly..

Swara -"All are listening " she glared !!

Sanskaar -"so ?? Let them.. " he said nonchalantly..

And dragged her out of venue...

Swara -"Where are u taking me.. " she asked..

Sanskaar -"Don't u trust me.. " he asked back. 

-"Its not so.. I trust u more than me.. But Where.. " she answered..

-"To a deserted place where no one will bey except us.. I've a lot to chat with u.. " he replied.. Pulling her close..

Swara smiled..

Precap -"Full of SwaSan Scenes.. Romance.. Nok jhok.. Musti.. Only if u guys comment !!

To be continued...

So so how u felt regarding twist.. I said na don't hate anyone in SS :p all are my fave.  Well twist can come ahead.. Am extending it.. Comments pls.. If u guys give low response I'll not extend it and post a epilogue.. Cz u see I did to give u all SwaSan scenes..

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