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Recap of part #12 -"Swara accepting her Feelings.. Swara insults Ragini.. SwaSan dance.. Ragini angry.. Ragini mixes toxic powder in Sanskaar's juice.. Ragini trying to get close to Sanskaar.. Swara witness half of the truth.. "

Part : 13

Sanskaar Goes out and finds Swara standing near car..

Tears shedding from her eyes.. She was crying.. Sanskaar was almost in drunken state.. Lost his sense..

Sanskaar marched toward her !!

She saw his unflinching gaze on her.. But she was in tears.. She looked everywhere except him..

Sanskaar was drunk.. He was not in his sense.. He stopped in front of her and hugged her.. -"I was worried for u " he said slowly which was only audible to her.. She dint reciprocated the hug.. But he hugged her intensely.. Closing his eyes.. Feeling her close to his heart.. Which clearly showcased how much he loved her.. When he felt her not hugging back.. He took himself out of hug and looked straight in her face..

He was shocked to see her crying.. He wasn't aware of Swara already witnessed what happened.. But only half truth.. And misunderstood him again..

He cubbed her face.. -"Swara what happened.. " his voice concerned !!

He kissed away her tears from her cheeks.. She closed her eyes tightly.. She was also a victim of her own POV .. Sanskaar's past made her doubt him.. She loved him and every time she got a drawback..

Swara gathered courage and separated him from her.. Sanskaar looked at her in confusion..

-"Don't u dare.. Sanskaar don't u dare touch me.. " said Swara in a chocked voice yet angrily..

Sanskaar looked her in confusion.. -"Everything is fine btwn us na now ? " asked he trying to cup her face..

-"No. No. No nothing is fine u every time proves me wrong Sanskaar.. (Crying) The more I began to fall for u .. Trust u.. That time u proves me wrong.. U gives me pain Sanskaar every time.. " answered she collapsing on her knees..

Sanskaar sat down in front of her he wasn't in his sense.. He too was crying seeing her..

Sanskaar -"don't cry Swara pls I can't see u like this.. " he said wiping her tears.. She pushed her hands away..

-"No Sanskaar u don't like to see me like this infact u love to see me like this.. U know what u are ?? (She looks at him in full fury) A play boy who loves money more than anything.. Who changes his girlfriend every Two days.. Who plays with ppls Feelings.. (she breaks down) First pia then when she was out u were flirting with other gal in prom night.. (she holds her face in her hands) am mad.. Yes am mad to love such person who don't even knows the meaning of love.. "

She cries badly.. She was broken by what she saw.. And Ragini's words..

Sanskaar -"I agree Swara I was not a good person.. Still I am not a good person.. (He cries) I can never be Swara.. I agree I always gave importance to Money.. That's y I proposed pia.. But the day I realised that.. (Stammers ) I love u.. I never saw any gal with wrong sight.. I agree we both had fights.. The more I began to know u I couldn't stop myself from loving u.. My heart always got attached to u.. After getting pia also.. I always felt incomplete cz.. Cz in my heart only you are der Swara (looks in her eyes pointing to his heart) this heart always beats for u.. Only u.. And that night in party Aarav gave me a dare challenge to take that girl's number.. I did it Swara it was ur misunderstanding.. U only think na y will I play with ur Feelings after getting pia ?? "

He said in pain.. His heart holding utter pain.. Ached more as Swara's words again hurt him..

Swara -"(crying) Acha Sanskaar.. Then What about today.. U said u will not drink and see (pointing him) see urself u are not able to stand properly... "

Before she complete -"I .. I dunno how.. (Holding his head from his both hands) I damn dunno how it happened I just took soft drink that's It.. I swear Swara.. " he said looking at her with "Pls believe me" eyes !!

Swara -"No I can't believe u after what I saw just few minutes ago.. (She shouted) no I can't believe never.. U are liar.. (Seeing him) OK that party it was dare.. What about today Sanskaar.. I saw u with my eyes with Ragini (crying) and she Saying 'Here I am Sanskaar .. Let's make the night beautiful ' what was this Sanskaar ..?? (Holding his collar) what was that.. Here what will u say a dare challenge.. But here Aarav wasn't present.. (Shaking him holding his collar) speak up damn !! " tears weren't stopping from her eyes..

Sanskaar -"No Swara she was the one who was trying to do so not me.. " he said trying to calm her..

Swara -"(pushed him) u liar.. Which gal will do that to her own dignity.. U are a fraud !! " (she shouted)

Sanskaar tired to cup her face -"No Swara am not lieing.. I seriously love u.. And only u .."

Swara jerked his hands off her face and got up.. Wiped her tears

Swara -"Sanskaar stop ur tricks am not gonna come in UR words.. U are saying u love me today.. Tomorrow u will say u love someone else.. U love only one thing and that's .. That's money.. That's flirting.. Every day u want a new gal in life.. U are a Caso...."

She felt her back crushing in something hard.. Before she could complete.. Her eyes widened.. As she winced in pain.. !!

Sanskaar pinned her to tree -"What u think Swara.. Am a fraud .. I agree I was a person who only gave importance to his comfort.. But now.  Now I changed cz of u... I started valuing ppl and emotions rather than status.. U are d reason for my change.  I know I was wrong.. But now I love u.. And am ready to follow what ever u say.. Give me punishment.. Janta hu mene gunaah kie h.. Pr muje tumne badla.. Tumne.. U want me to leave u right ?, (he leaves her hands) jao chor dia tumhe... Pr yaad rakhna me jhut NAI keh raha.. I love u.. Yes damm Itt I did.. And it's hurting me here (Pointing his index finger to his left side) I wish Ki me kabi Pyaar na krta... Mohabbat sabse jyada dard deti h.. Vo bhi tab jab aap jis insaan se itna Pyaar krte ho vahi aap ko jhuta kahe..I wish Ki me hamesha vahi flirt rehta.. It was better than this pain.. Damn (ran his hand through his hairs in frustration) I thought u loves me.. I changed for u.. (Looking in her eyes) but I was wrong love only hurts.. I will never change again
. I'll always love u.. But now enough (showing his hand) enough of explanations.. I'll not give my loves explanation n evidence anymore.. Nor I'll force u.. U are free Swara.. Free now... Azad kia Swara tumhe aaj mere Pyaar se.. Koi dard nahi hoga abb tumhe.. (He turned.. Facing his back to her) u will never understand Swara.. N.E.V.E.R !! "
He made his hand in fist and closed his eyes tight a tear escaped his eye..

He left the place.  While she was crying bitterly falling on her knees..

He sat in car.. He punched his hand on steering wheel in anger.. Frustration.. Fury.. Pain.. Tears began to flow from his eyes reflecting all type emotions he going through.. He ran his hand in his hairs.. As all the movements with him began to flash in his mind..

BG -"Hummien Tummien Jo tha vo khtam ho gaya from Raaz Reboot "

Swara sat on knees near tree crying badly.. She was thinking all movements of thier.. From beginning thier fights.. Slowly thier enmity Turing to Friendship.. And how she began to fall for him.. His silly jokes.. Thier closeness in between fights.. His confession.. His love.. His care.. Which was not a drama..she could feel that.. His love his care in his touch.. Thier kiss.. His jealousy.. His possessiveness.. She getting jealous.. Thier hug dance.. He denying Ragini for drink only for her... His confession few movements before...

He groaned in pain as he kept his head on steering wheel.. -"Y it happened Whyyyyyy.. Its hurting.. Love hurts it hurts... " he shouted..

She cried more listening him.. His voice painful !!

After a lot of crying.. He was tired.. Tired of explaining himself.. Giving evidence of his love.. Tired of convince her.. And every time getting hurted.. He never showed but it hurted him to core of his heart when every time Swara doubted him.. Nothing is more painful than the sights of doubt of person u love the more.. When that person doubts u it hurts the more..he fall asleep der on driving seat feeling exhausted..

Swara was still crying.. Crying a lot.. Thinking.. No doubt she loves him a lot.. But situations always made her so.. She thought once again.. No doubt his words were true.. True yet direct from his heart.. Clearly showing his Feelings.. Somewhere she too knew about Ragini's wrong intentions... She cursed herself for hurting him.. Giving the pain to person she love the most.. Hurting person who changed himself just for her.. Who just loves her more than anything.. She was carried away by situation.. What she watched.. But now she was clear with everything.. Feeling of he going away from her.. Made her realise what was she going to loose.. His words of leaving her.. Killed her from inside..

Swara wiped her tears -"No no no I can't let him go away from me.. I was wrong.. Yes I was wrong.. He was a bad person but now no more he is.. He loves me.. I can't live without him .. He.. He he is my love.. I will not let him leave me nooo.. Am sorry for hurting u Sanskaar am sorry (She got up wiping remaining tears) but now no.. I know u will be angry but I also know u will forgive ur Swara.. Cz u loves me a lot.. "

Saying this she got up and went straight to car and sat beside him...
He was sleeping in deep sleep.. She smiled caressing his cheek..

Swara -"Sanskaar am sorry tumhe itna tadpaane k lie.. Pr I promise.. When we will return tomorrow to our city I'll confess my love for u.. Just this night then ill tell What u wanna hear from me.. But not like this I'll say with all Arrangements.. Just few hours.."

She slowly plants a peck on his forehead..

Saying this she hugs Sanskaar's arm !! Who was in a deep sleep.. !! She smiled hugged his arm..

She got up and calls someone.. -"I want everything special.. (Looking at Sanskaar who was sleeping) The person is so special .., so no mistakes pls.. "

After getting a satisfying reply ..
She smiled and disconnected the call.. !!

Swara to Sanskaar who was sleeping peacefully -"Am sorry Sanskaar really sorry.. But now I'll never make u sad I promise u .. "

Swara too was tired when she fall asleep she dint knew..

Next morning she got up and stretched her arms happily.. Smilingly.. As she turned sideways she saw Sanskaar driving car.. In speed yet looking on road not even glancing at her..

Swara got upset by this but again thought how much she hurted him and now it was her turn to payback and get him back.. She smiled and made herself confident.. -"No no no swara u can't loose like this.. No u can't.. He loves u.. And u know that.. He is angry and a bit pissed off from you.. No swara no u have to be confident and u have to make up him.. For that first u have to be strong swara.. U can do it.. "

She dint uttered a word even.. Thinking how ever in evening she will say Everything to him and this time no Misunderstanding can come btwn us.. (Poor swara unaware of coming danger in her and her loves life..)

Finally they reached Sanskaar dropped swara.. She got off from car.. He dint even bid bye to her... But she was confident on herself just few hours and then.. Then Everything will be alright..

She smiled and stepped in her house.. She directly ran to kitchen and hugged shomi tightly..

Shomi smiled -"Aaj Bht khus h meri beti..so what's the reason "

Swara lost in sanskaar's thoughts -"Nothing maa I'll tell u when the right time comes.. "

Shomi smiled-"OK OK now go and get urself fresh.. I'll serve u breakfast.. "

Swara smiled and ran to her room.. She had only one thing in heart and that was Sanskaar.. She did breakfast..

Swara checked were all the preparations good or not.. She was happy finally she was going to confess her Feelings to Sanskaar.. But was this really gonna happen ?? Let's see !!

It was almost evening..

Kabir came to Swara's house..

Kabir -"Hii Aunty " smiled

Shomi -"Hii beta how are u? " smiled..

Kabir taking blessings -"Am fyn aunty.. Where is swara ? "

Shomi -"She is in her room son.. "

Kabir -"Tq aunty " he smiled and marched to Swara's room..

Swara who was getting ready for her date with Sanskaar which she planned gets happy seeing her best friend..

Kabir was stunned to see her in a red long gawn.. She was looking like a Angel..

Swara-"Hii kabir.. "

Kabir -"Hii swara.. So u ready come fast we need to go.. " he said sitting on her bed

Swara got confused -"Where kabir ?? "

Kabir -"Arey pia Ki engagement h na aaj Calo we need to go.. I am here u to pick u up.. " he smiled..

Swara got shocked -"It means aaj Sanskaar Aur pia Ki engagement... " she thought and tears began to Strom out of her beautiful eyes.. She was totally shaken up from Inside.. -"No it can't be he can't do this.. He is mine.. " she thought again ..

-"But If der is engagement today then its ovio he must have told yes.. " her conscience replied to her own questions..

Kabir saw her lost -"what happened swara Calo we are already late yaar... " he said shaking her..

Swara comes back to sense.. -"No am not going der.. "

Kabir shocked -"What !!! How can u do that swara pia have invited u.. U have to come.. "

Swara thinks and finally says..
-"Haan am ready.. "

-"I will go and see how can he do this to me.. But if really he is doing this am not gonna stop him.." She thought..

She made herself strong and left for the venue...

It was already late..

Kabir -"Wow awsm decoration.. " as they Reached the venue..

Swara was crying silently.. She saw Sanskaar looking stunning in a blue sherwani.. But when he saw her he changed his direction of looking..

Sujata -"Sanskaar beta comon jldi aao.. Pia is waiting.. " sujata shouted from distance..

Sanskaar went to pia..

Sanskaar was holding ring in hand.. Standing beside Pia..

Kabir -"Swara how cute they look na together.. Just made for each other h na.. "

Swara was standing like a statue.. Her love was going away from her.. She was cursing herself for not confessing him... But now Nothing can happen.. The venue was decorated.. Guests were arrived.. And most important he was doing it without saying anything !! Pia looked extreme Happy.. On other side Sanskaar had no emotion on face.. Swara's face was strained with tears marks !!

Precap -"Dunno as per comments.. If u all don't comment no happy Ending..!! "

To be continued...

So so so guys now what will happen ?? Any guess ?? Well ur comments will decide happy or sad ending.. Write about the part how was it don't only comment -"Pls don't separate SwaSan " I hate only this line .. So pls avoid annoying me or else I'll annoy u ppl..

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