the first reason

is because of you park jimin...

but shall i start?

park jimin, the popular boy at school...
everyone loves him
myself included....

the way you dance... was so graceful, you were really talented.

but i was never brave enough to talk to you...

so when i attended that party...
you was the one to invite me in...

i had a few drinks so i could talk to you, when i spoke to you...
you sounded like you cared...
but you didnt did you hyung ?

you flirted with me and i flirted back. i really thought you liked me. you acted like you didnt have a boyfriend but you...
we were in some random bedroom... we were getting closer...

you kissed me...

i dont think you know how happy that made me.

but thats when it went down hill...

someone had told yoongi that we were alone. he caught us, then he was so mad.

he beat me while you just stood their watching...

why didn't you try stopping him... i guess everything you told me was a lie...

like how you told me that you didn't have a boyfriend.

but i guess thats my fault for trusting a pretty face.

you broke my heart. i had really thought you cared.

did you notice how i tried to advoid you, i didnt wanna hear anymore of your lies.