tape 9 already?

so jung hoseok and park jimin...

my life was a living hell at this point

i didnt think id finish all 13 tapes... but im making my self go through pain... just so you know the reasons ive done what ive done....

what was it like?
what was it like to have a personal punching bag?

what does it felt like to hate some so much?
to hate someone thats not yourself?

you both hurt me but this time it wasnt physical.
you destoried all my art supplies...
you may think this reason is stupid

but you see...
they were my outlet...
a way to try and stay alive long enough to record these...

but thats not all you did...

you found my journal...
where i had written all my self hate, all my thoughts...

you took it...

and if that wasnt bad enough...

you ripped pages out and hung them around school...

the bully was so much harder to go threw.