kim seokjin
i only knew your name..

i didnt have any classes with you, but you were popular enough that i knew who you were...

you were the handsome guy that everyone wanted to be with...
or just be able to talk to you...

you were the only one that didnt bully me....
at least in person...

social media was the way you got to me...
first you were kind.
ssying sorry for what people were doing to me.
sorry for what people were saying about me...
you said you wanted to help

i was greatful.
even if you only helped me through messages, i felt a little less lonely...

that was until i opened up about how i was feeling

myself-hatered
the self harm
the thoughts in my head
the nightmares

you told me to get over it
oh jin i wish it were that easy...

you told me to grow up...

you told me to stop being a cry baby...

but then....

you screen shot everything i told you and you posted them on social media.... for the world to see....

i wasnt just getting abuse off people in school anymore..

it was from people around the world that would message me horrible things... maybe they still are....

but im not here to see any of that now am i?