still listening huh?

so jung hoseok..

who would think that the ball of sunshine would be one of the 13 reasons, anybody that listens will be surprised...

but the sunshine they knew was very different from the hoseok i knew...

you saw me alone, you befriended me...
i was happy to finally have a friend again..
i was starting to think maybe i wasnt going to give up

but it changed when you saw the scars and the cuts...

you laughed at me

why did you laugh?

i needed help not to be laughed at.. i wanted help

but i was too far deep into my depression to be saved.

but you didnt help
you told me to cut deeper
you laughed again and ran off to tell everyone.

i hated myself for letting you see them

i never wanted anyone to see them..
if you hadnt of seen them would you of still been my friend?

i wont ever know now though will i?

things got worse at school,
i was the attention seeker

but i wasnt.

i hated the attention

i wanted to be left alone

i didnt ask for this...