i have to admit..
im surprised youre still listening to these..
i mean everybody thinks im a liar right?

kim taehyung
you were my best friend
the only everybody loved...
the weird alien is what they called you...

you were always next to me but then you became distant...

did i hurt you?
did i say something wrong?
say something wrong?

but you just ingored me... i was right there and you ignored me... couldn't you see the pain i was in?
the way i was torturing myself because i thought i had hurt you.

you always knew when i was hurting so why didnt you see it this time?

was i just a burden to you?

was it because i was the person that everyone bullied?

did you hate being seen with me that much?

hurts knowing that my best friend was probably embarrassed to be seen with me.

you started calling me a liar, trlling everyone that i made it up about getting close with jimin, that yoongi never beat me and that namjoon forced me into taking drugs....

but want to know what hurt the most is when people would ask why you was with me, the person who was meant to be your best friend you laughed and said 'i dont know, the loser follows me around like a lost puppy'

i couldnt take it.

so i stopped hanging around you.
i sat alone...

i was lonely

i had no one

i had no one to talk too...

this is where i really started giving up....

my depression came back...
the only way to keep the thoughts at bay was to self-harm...

i needed a help, you used to help me, but you werent even my friend anymore...

it was this point when i decided to end it...
but i wanted to give you all the reasons why i did what i did....

so i planned these tapes...

i gave myself 13 days...

so theres 13 tapes

13 reason

13 reasons i gave up