im glad you're still listening to these...
maybe you're wondering who's next or if you are next...

ugh...
kim namjoon

i will admit i was scared of you...
you are the rich asshole that no one wants to mess with...

you were the schools drug dealer... but everyone was too scared to tell anyone...

they are scared of what you'll do to them...

taehyung was my best friend... he was also a close friend to you so of course we got to know each other...

i judged you before i got to know you

you were a pretty decent guy..

you invited me to a party at your house...
a party you said you were only invited your close friends...

i was surprised you considered me as one of your close friends

i refused to drink or take drugs.. but then you forced me to didn't you?

i instantly felt the affects...
i couldn't see straight,
i couldnt think straight
i felt dizzy
i wanted to vomit

and the last thing i wanted was min yoongi trying to help me..
i realised then i was never a close friend, because i past out..
you had threw me out
i woke up at the end of your drive... real friends dont leave their friends for dead.
is that why you forced me to take the drugs?

did you want me dead hyung?
i guess ill never know, but if you did youre happy now right? cause im gone, was that what you wanted?

my only question is why? why did you treat me like that, what did i do?

but i'll never now the answer