A poem inspired by this song.

Here I am.
Yeah I'm falling again. Apart.

Laying here. We faught. You left. And I blame myself. Or the alchohol. Or both. I didn't mean what I said. I take it back. I do care too. I missed you too. I love you too. Guess it doesn't matter now.

But I don't know how to unpack all the baggage you left.

I just want you. It's not fair. I didn't mean it. There's nothing left to say.

So I'm writing this. Hoping it gets you back. Like the others I've written.

Now who do I turn to when I'm feeling down? Now what do I do if I run into you? What do I say? Now what am I? I don't even know.

I'm falling apart again, Falling apart.

Now what if you don't need me? What am I supposed to do?

Took us for granted. Now I regret it. I'm falling again,falling apart. Look at me now. What if I'm someone I don't want around.

Please come back. I'm falling apart again. I need you.

If you come back will it make it right? I'm falling apart without you.

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The song.

I'm in my bed.
And you're not here.
And there's no one to blame
But the drink in my wandering hands.

Forget what I said
It's not what I meant
And I can't take it back
I can't unpack the baggage you left.

What am I now? What am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
What if I'm down?
What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling.

You said you care
And you missed me too
And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you.
And the coffee's out
At the Beachwood Cafe
And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say.

What am I now? What am I now?
What if I'm someone I don't want around?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
What if I'm down?
What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling.

And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again.

What am I now? What am I now?
What if you're someone I just want around
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling
What if I'm down?
What if I'm out?
What if I'm someone you won't talk about?
I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling.

A/n: Credit to Harry Styles.