" You're here ,I have to tell you something." The elder said without even sparing Jungkook a glance as if he knew the younger was gong to step in and he was waiting for it . The younger quietly listened to the terrifying Screams of the victim. He didn't say anything, quietly watched the way it had no effect on Jimin.

Jimin :"You didn't kill Kai."

Jungkook :"Ofcourse, I didn't." he didn't, Kai fell himself. He knew it too. He wondered what happened to Jimin out of the blue. Now he was genuinely concerned for the elder. But he wanted to go back too. He wanted to go back to YN as soon as he could and talk to her. Apologize to her, tell her how much he still loves her. He just got out of the track for a little and now he returned only for her. But he couldn't leave Jimin this way either.

Jimin :"I killed him."

"He fell off the building while fighting me. What happened to you? You don't look good. Get up, let's get out of here." He said as a matter of fact to everything he knew.... Only if he really knew.

Jimin :"I drugged him, I killed him."For a moment Jungkook stayed quiet not getting what the other was clearly trying to say till the words I drugged him repeated in his brain for better functioning.

Jungkook:" You know what you are saying??"He started getting impatient when he received no answer in reply. Jimin just sat there, his eyes staring at the ground feet away from him as if he was in his own world. Jungkook walked up to him grabbing him by his shirt pulling him up in a standing position.

Jungkook:" Reply me god damit" 

" I drugged him, he was going to die even if he wouldn't fell off the building." Each word that left the elder's mouth hit the other worse than a dagger. He felt as if his whole body was getting cold all over again. It was so cold he started feeling numb to the point it was freezing and someone was hitting the ice with an ice pick. His both hands desperately grabbed the other by the collar of his shirt giving him an intense shake to bring him back to reality.

Jungkook:" Why didn't you tell me before!? WHY!?"He yelled as his grip kept tightening around the other till he pushed Jimin away with force. The elder collided with a wall almost losing his balance but said nothing in his favor. There were a lot of things in elder's mind going on which were killing him apart ,he had nothing to say in his behalf anymore.

Jungkook:" REPLY TO ME!!"

"Because I COULDN'T" He yelled , his eyes finally lifting off the ground daring to look at the other, those two orbs held so much darkness and pain within them." I couldn't tell you!! It was not in my hands !I wanted you to stay the heck away from me but it all turned out to be wrong!!It was all going well till you killed those Apester's men!!"

Jungkook:" NO!! It was not! If you had told me before I wouldn't act like a so called coward. I wouldn't have to find distractions to get rid of my nightmares. You took me to casino. You brought me to this building the night Apesters attacked!! You knew everything, the world you were living in." 

" I warned you" Jimin said, ever so quietly regardless of all the screams younger just made. Yet he held those determined eyes glaring back at the other.

Jimin:" I warned you to return." Jungkook left the room slamming the door behind him, he was too in rage to stand a second more of other's sight. He had no idea where else he was supposed to go ,without giving it another thought he locked himself in the restroom next door slamming his fist on the counter till it started bleeding. He wanted to kill someone, he wanted to kill himself, he just wanted to do something to calm down this rage but it was only increasing as each moment passed by. The more and more the past started flashing in front of his eyes , the more and more he started losing himself. He almost let out an horror-filled laugh at his own stupidity the way he followed the other like a lost puppy.   

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" Welcome back"  

He heard the word for the millionth time since he entered the building. His eyes refrained to move over to have a view of the same old building with same old people which didn't excite him much anymore. "Look who is shining as always" For the first time in past whole century he heard something other than welcome back. He knew it was hardly a few minutes though.

Opening his one arm he hugged the man in a manly way - one sided hug following him towards RM's office." I am glad you came back safe, now take the position back I swear I thought I was going to  turn grey.' J-hope said with humor oozing out of his voice. His type of humor - known to always lift up a mood. V only gave a half smile in return which was too much of softness from his side. When it's mentioned too much then it means too much

With a knock at the door the two entered in RM's office once again ignoring the guards at the hallway as always. The leader stood up himself coming forward to hug the other welcoming him warmly. " As always , never failed to impress me." RM said as he took a seat again. 

V:" It was all settled per your ordered. "He took a seat opposite to RM pouring himself a glass of alcohol making himself comfortable." We faced a clash however, as soon as we landed in Italy, the first meeting with Jane. We were attacked .Jane is still hospitalized and the rest are dead. I saw the Symbol , I am quite certain it was done by ' Sewong" However he, himself was not in the country at that time raising the suspicious. "

RM:" Everything aside, You were supposed to take better cover. You knew you were a target even before you left.' 

V:" I came back alive, all that matters." He casually sipped his wine not giving two shits about the fact he saw death up so closed to him. He wouldn't lie he could feel his heartbeat drumming his ears but he rather called it human natural behavior and focused on escaping then to worry about his non-existent fear.  

Jhope:" If they find your family, it's over.' 

V:" I don't have a family." He knew he did, his voice still held no emotions as he failed to recognize his own family. It didn't matter, no he didn't have them anymore. They were dead to him .

V:" Everyone is expecting you to announce the next leader within an year regardless of your young age. You are always a huge target." The fact he was telling his leader that he could die any moment without a slightest hesitancy was oh so him.  Regardless of where he was and whom he was talking to , he had to be the most straight forward person amongst all. He always worked realistically. Except for the biggest truth about his life.....his family

V:" I will meet the rest' He stood up once he received no answer. It was not necessary at the moment and he knew it. He left the room quietly to return to his business. 

RM:" Your task is over, Help him with Sewong's case. Jane was supposed to cover them. Not end up hospitalized himself. " With a sharp node Jhope left the room, leaving the mobster all to himself in his own world. 

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Jungkook's heavy steps took him back to his room , in front of her where he belonged to. Watching her sleeping ever so peacefully tugged in the duvet. He took a few steps near her slowly lowering himself till he was kneeling on the floor beside her bed holding her hand gently. She kept sleeping regardless of the movements around her. 

Why can't you see my pain anymore?"

A harsh lump swallowed down his throat as he dug his face in her hand letting out those tears which was getting too much to stay inside. He didn't realize when all this happened. He was too lost in his own world, in his own training and greed he forgot he left behind his heart which was dying daily....Slowly . After everything he did, what she must have felt when he asked her about leaving overseas.

Jungkook:" I should've listened to you, he was never a right person to be around." He whispered hovering his finger over her face tugging her hair behind her ear. He, however knew he couldn't blame Jimin fully on this . He was warned again and again by YN, by Jimin by RM himself. He was not a kid to be manipulated.  

Closing his eyes he rested his head on bed beside watching her sleeping wanting to engrave each and every memory in his brain so he never forget what he did to his YN. The flashbacks of the torturous moments started playing in front of him, the way how mercilessly he killed every prisoner back in torture room, how mercilessly he shot Apesters, Kai.....his blood red eyes, the craze in his movements, his horrific laugh which was mocking him to be such an idiot. All the noises and scenes started hitting the walls of his brain till he was screaming and fumbling around in his nightmare. Since the day he entered this building it was his first time experiencing a nightmare all over again. They were coming back in their worst form ever to snatch the last peace of sanity away from him. 

"Please wake up Please!!open your eyes, I know you can hear me. I am here with you, it's all fine. We are fine." Off all the horrific screams and mocking laughs an angelic voice started whispering itself in between them. The voice that belonged to the owner of his heart. He felt himself calming down as his whole body stopped shaking. His eyes slowly opened up only to find YN kneeling in front of him , her hands on his cheeks , worried as hell. 

" You woke up.' A sigh of relief escaped her lips instantly lunging forward to kiss his forehead. "Why were you sleeping on floor, get up." Taking his hands she helped him getting on the bed slightly flinching the next moment when he took her in his arms. She stayed there brushing her fingers in his hair helping him calm down from his nightmare not knowing it wasn't the nightmare who was scaring him. It was them, it was her. 

Jungkook:" YN." 

YN:"Mhmm?" She pulled back looking at him making sure he was not shaking anymore. Who knew him better than her after all. " What is it Gguk?"

Jungkook:" Let's have breakfast." She wanted to ask so many thing, what was going on, why suddenly he had nightmare again but that statement alone made her shut her mouth. Exactly, he was going back to normal routine and she thought her words from yesterday might have an effect on him. 

Jungkook;" I will bring it." He left and without anything furthermore she went to restroom to get ready for the day to not in any mood to stay there anymore. He could eat alone anyways. However, before she could leave he was back in room setting the table with the food he brought. She stopped once she walked out of restroom watching him setting the table not wanting to leave him anymore like this. Regardless of everything he did, she still loved him. 

Jungkook:" Let me do it for you today, myself. " He pulled her closed to him once she took a seat beside him. " I will give you all the love you deserve." His hand caressed her cheek planting kisses on her forehead and cheeks. After a long time she was receiving such affection clearly understandable for her to get taken aback by his moves. She ate quietly each bite he fed her, each time he wiped her lips using napkin, each time he made her sip on juice to swallow the food better. The sudden affection seemed so unfamiliar yet so familiar. 

YN:" I said something yesterday, what did you think about it?" 

Jungkook:" Trust me this time, I will give you all the protection. You don't have to enter this mess. It's too horrifying for you to handle. "

YN:" No Jungkook, as much as I want to believe you, I can't. I won't sit back anymore and wait for you to repeat everything again."

Jungkook;" You don't trust me."It was a statement more than a question. he clearly didn't expect it to hurt as much as it did. 

YN:" You can't blame me on that.' He stayed quiet trying to ignore the topic making another bite feeding her. She was right, doesn't matter how many times he tell her , he loves her or he will provide protection. It was all useless at this point.