Chapter 19
Jimin knocked at RM's door but received no permission to enter so he waited, knowing the other must be busy inside .Once upon receiving the permission the two stepped inside the office to find the leader placing his phone down.He must have received all the information about their drug deal already.The two didn't need to say a word watching the leader intertwining his fingers above the table.
"Impressive" That's all he said, not wanting to make the younger start flying already. Nothing much the younger expected either, he knew he wasn't standing in an elementary school showing his teacher his favorite drawing so he would receive a huge smile and beautiful compliments in return.
" You are ready to move to next stage, I want you fully trained with in the next week I hope you understand what that means." RM said, as he received nothing but a confused face in return. Jungkook practically didn't mean to act dumb right after he succeeded in his first mission but the elder was a damn freak in reading the expressions. " The more people you meet , the more your and your beloved ones lives are in danger. Once you pull on someone's soft spot they will go to each extreme to see you suffer in this world more than you would ever in hell. "
Jungkook:" I understand" No he didn't. He certainly didn't understand why would they hurt his beloved ones instead of he, himself if they hate him nor he was ready for any of this. The more he stood there in this building he started feeling he was losing a part of himself each day. But the scary part was he was enjoying it and he certainly wasn't supposed to do so.
" Pack up your schedule , add additional two hours to each task like I said I want you trained before this week ends. Leave your bank information to the guards outside .You will be paid worthy for your first mission." Jungkook took it as a sign to leave. He moved his head down, it was not a bow rather a gesture of respect. He was learning the language of "blunt" figures the more he stayed here. Well, as long as it was not the awkward situation where he had no idea if he was supposed to bow or say a damn good morning.
" Jimin, you stay with me." He heard before he finally left the room walking up to the guards to leave them his bank information. He wondered why he was even asked to do that, he remembered when RM showed him his whole bio data it was already mentioned in there.
RM:" I told you to leave your past in past , you never listen ." At the mention of his past Jimin felt his muscles tensing up. All the hyper and proud feelings rushed off as they were never there to begin with. He hated the topic, whenever it was brought up. He hated it. It was something he wasn't able to move over. He hated it each time RM told him to do so.
RM:" If you had let it go, it wouldn't come to you as bad as it will now."
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Jungkook went back to his room , the more he thought over RM's words the more it messed with his brain. "The more people you meet , the more your and your beloved ones lives are in danger. Once you pull on someone's soft spot they will go to each extreme to see you suffer in this world more than you would ever in hell."
YN and Jungkook, through out the time they have been here, they kept drifting apart. Only time they meet is when they have to eat or at night sleeping in each other's arms if Jungkook decide to spend the night in the building rather than casino. Jungkook is usually tired at night drifting off to sleep the moment he take her in his arms. She, however started to lose her sleep. Whole night she stay there staring at his face taking in the little details of how he come back with additional small - almost faded bruises. It started feeling like she have been sleeping with a stranger whom she know nothing about. The Jungkook she knew wasn't there anymore to begin with. He was changed and she knew nothing about the monster this Mob was raising.
He decided to meet YN , as due to the morning outing he had to skip his first training session and so he still had time before his shoot practice. Been a time now he is going to meet her at daytime. He wondered how she spends her days. Yeah, they have gotten this apart. Once he entered the room ,he found her sitting on the window frame with her legs crossed staring at the view outside as if it was everything she had by now.
He quietly walked up to her wrapping his arms around her shoulder from behind more off in a back hug way resting his chin on top of her head " You will fall like this." He said ever so quietly as he also shifted his eyes to stare at the scene however to his eyes, it was not interesting. Not at all, not anymore.
YN:" How much more?" She asked as he pulled back in confusion letting her get off the window frame carefully stepping back in the room. For some reason she doesn't feel the warmth his body provided always. " How much more do I have to fall?"
Jungkook:" YN, I have to talk to you about something." He stepped near her trying to his best not to show how her words had an effect on him .
YN:" Don't " She stepped back instantly. " Just please don't . Each time you have to talk to me about anything , it's not good. Nothing about us talking is good anymore. It's always even more painful than last time. "
Jungkook:" YN, It's for your safety."
YN:" You said that too, when we came here." He poked his inner cheek seeing her stubborn state. It was already hard for him why can't she understand and just listen to him. To him, he was doing it all for her safety but he wasn't realizing that he was wrong in most of the aspects. Daily, by all those trainings and shits he is going through he started losing his patience and tolerance level too.
Jungkook:" How about you first listen to me huh? I am sending you abroad and that's for you also. You are not safe here anymore. You need to Understand and accept it that we can't leave from here. I have to do as they tell me to do so. "
YN:" Abroad?"
Jungkook:" Yes abroad. You won't have to fear anything anymore. You can have live happily , continue your studies , fulfil your dreams. "
YN:" You won't be there anymore."
Jungkook:" YN--"
YN:" Enough Jungkook!!" A chuckle escaped her lips, a painful laugh on herself for holding herself back till now.For holding all the pain inside her hoping he would realize what he is doing.
YN:" Now you listen to me, We can't escape this place? Do I complain to you anymore? I don't remember I do that anymore. I accepted everything you asked me to. You told me leave studies okay Fine I left them, leave my dreams? OKay that too ,Get myself locked in this damn suffocating room okay I did that too. I left my whole damn life for you and now you want to send me away. I can freaking take everything Jungkook and I bore it just so you could come back to me but NO !!YOU DON'T What have they done to you why can't you see my pain anymore. I don't ask you to leave anything but has it gotten so hard for you to give me love? or your love for me have died too."
She was yelling and crying at this point letting out everything that have been piling up in her heart. " Is this world so enjoyable to you that we don't know each other anymore . I don't matter to you at all or have you forgotten about me completely!?" Wiping off her tears a bit harsher than it was needed she stepped near him holding his shirt in her fists.
YN:" Am I not safe here anymore? then make me one like you .Make me sin, make me do wrong, make me do crimes, make me fucking murder people. Show me ; the true colors of sin
Jungkook:" You won't be able to handle it."
YN:" You can't say that without trying me." For a moment Jungkook saw himself in those eyes which were staring back at him as determined as ever .As if they were ready to burn away the whole world just to get their purpose done. He had been in that situation too .
YN:" You were like me too but you seem to be handling it quite well."
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"I don't matter to you at all or have you forgotten about me completely?"
"Why can't you see my pain anymore?"
"has it gotten so hard for you to give me love? or your love for me have died too."
"Relax Jungkook" Eddy's voice brought him back to life as he realized he was still in the shooting area. "Are you alright?" Jungkook nodded moving his arm back down. A moment before he was busy shooting the moving targets.
Jungkook:" Let's move on to next part" which was shooting the moving targets while running, dodging the blocks thrown at you.
Eddy:" Are the training lessons hard or you have something else going on? you don't look well today. You either keep spacing out or start shooting like a lunatic." He kept ignoring Jungkook's desperation to move to next level. He didn't know about other trainer but he was someone to train his students with their heads empty and mind focusing on their task ahead.
Jungkook:" Do you have a family ?" He asked, after taking his time to decide if he really wanted to talking about his problem.
Eddy:" Everyone does."
Jungkook:" Where are they? Do you meet them? do they know where you work, Did they accept it?"
Eddy:" You are so full of questions." A smile appeared on his lips as he casually took the gun out of Jungkook's hand breaking it in to pieces and started wiping off it's barrel. " Yeah, I do have a family. My wife and my daughter. When I first told my wife it was hard for her to accept it. But she did , She loved me so much to accept every wrong - run down part of me. I thought about it a lot how hard it might be for her and for that I respected her even more than I did before."
Jungkook:" Your family, are they safe outside? anyone can hurt them."
Eddy :" No one knows them , they are living a normal life." The younger nodded letting out a sigh, he had a lot going on in his brain. What if YN was never brought here will she be living a normal life too? will she be safe fulfilling her dreams.
Eddy:" I guess it's about your family too. If they are not accepting give them time to do so? and if they do accept it then tell them you might have entered a wrong place but your love for them is still there in the same shape as before."
Jungkook:" Thanks bro, it was a help " The two shared a smile returning back to their work. Sometimes opening up is not as wrong as it seems. It might take the heaviest burden off your shoulders like it did to Jungkook. Now that he thought about it, how come he hurt her this much. The only person in his life who truly cared about him, he was breaking her into pieces. That too, without even realizing.
Once he was done with his practice he stepped out of the room and heard some very horrible and very painful screams echoing around the whole basement. His eyes automatically shifted over to the torture room where he takes his lessons and he knew it had to come from there. Without giving it another thought he started walking towards the door, his steps as confident as ever stopping in front of the door looking in through the glass installed in the center of the door.
He found Jimin, with a set of pliers in his hands .He was sitting on floor with a man filled in blood laying in front of him screaming each time he was tortured. Jimin- he looked so dead, so lost, so numb to all the screams . He was holding the hand of the man in front of him cutting off his fingers one by one using the plier. Jungkook quietly stepped inside , the scene didn't effect him as much as Jimin's numbness did. He was not Jimin, he was not someone he knew.
Jimin :" You're here ,I have to tell you something."
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