Sun light fell directly on his face making him squint his eyes open. The rain stopped, it was already 9am in morning and the two were still sleeping in each other's arms in the same position.

Roads were still somehow wet as a symbol of how much it rained last night but the two slept like they had no worries in life. He moved his sleepy eyes down to YN to find her face all snuggled in the crook of his neck and one hand under his shirt but he didn't give any reaction to it. Sometimes you don't even realize where your hand just snakes around in sleep.


He slowly slid her hand out of his shirt before waking her up, not wanting her to get embarrassed the first thing in morning. As he watched her sleeping so peacefully made him wonder after a long time he had such a deep sleep. Even though they were not in a nice position to sleep nor had any blankets to snuggle up in to. They couldn't even move whole night and stuck in one position yet he felt so at peace.


Something inside him was asking him to stay like that more but he needed to move so badly. His whole body was numb at this point.

"YN…."he called her out gently shaking her making her whine and snuggle in more just to slowly open her eyes realizing the half sitting position they were in and snap her eyes open pulling back instantly just to get her back hit in to the steering wheel.


Great how embarrassing.


He bit her lips shutting eyes letting out a wince. "Hey are you alright?" Nodding a bit, her cheeks turned a bright red colour out of embarrassment. She got up moving to passenger seat wincing a bit at the same position she stayed whole night.

It took him a bit too, slowly moving forward rotating his neck giving it a slight touch and stretched his arms out cracking his knuckles.


YN: "I will call my friend to pick me up. You?"

"Call someone too most probably." He shrugged as they both took out their cells calling someone to come and pick them Up. She fixed her hair and posture a bit looking at her reflection in rear view mirror and got out of car to have some fresh air.

She also needed a moment to calm her inner self.Everything was…… So Not like a daily thing. She just met him in club and ended up sleeping his arms whole night and damn his morning voice was so raspy. He looked so hot yet such a boyfriend material in those ruffled up hair which he kept pushing back to brush them. In their place.


Feeling the sun light it helped warming up her body and muscles and she felt a presence beside her leaning against car just like her and she knew who it was.



"So you are coming to office?" right… Office. She didn't even think about it but wasn't it such a good opportunity for her. She would get over her fear too and most probably feel safe around him.

She nodded and turned to him to see him all fixed up but still his first two buttons were opened.

YN:"So you roam around like this all the time?"

"Why is it bothering you?" He smirked, noticing her cheeks getting red all over again as she instantly averted her gaze off him. Something about him made her flustered always.Yet she tried acting like it didn’t bother her at all.

She averted her gaze back at the busy road and vehicles walking past them.It was a busy day indeed except for the two who were enjoying there---no forced to enjoy their morning in a peaceful manner.


Soon YN Saw Felix’s car stopping in front of them at a distance and he came out walking up to them.She felt bad for calling him at this hour seeing him all dressed up assuming he must be going to work.

Felix:” eh Hey?” his eyes averted to Jungkook from YN remembering him instantly.”Ah same guy from before.”

YN:” Ah Felix he is Jungkook and Jungkook he is Felix and Felix we should get goinnnnng.”
She instantly grabbed his arm dragging him away before he bombarded her with questions.They both got in car and she saw Jungkook’s friend reached there too so she sighed in relief otherwise whole day she was going to stay worried if he reached back home safely or not like he was a 5 year old kid.

Felix:” What’s going on, YN? Him Again?Is he your boyfriend or something?”

YN:” Ehh It’s really complicated but nope he is not my boyfriend.”
He pulled off the car back to the road driving away to drop her home first before going to work.

YN:” Btw you know Jeon Enterprises?”

Felix:” Who don’t, Our company’s working under them.”
She scrunched her nose .So he knew the company but not the CEO otherwise he would definitely react up.Was he lying though? She never really heard about him before but his surname sounds similar to their company’s title.

YN:” He is the CEO.”
And the exact reaction she was expecting out of him.She didn't know him for years for nothing right? He choked out almost losing balance of the car but instantly got a hold of it.” Wait He IS SO YOUNG, EVEN Younger than ME”

YN:” Yah SLow down I can hear you!”

Felix:” Wait Wait why were you with him huh and wait wait what’s with your dress.Wait did you two had a one night Stand and I don’t Know!?”


YN:” Oh God Felix you are overthinking.”
That’s when she told him everything about him and he kept objecting that she shouldn’t be this close to a stranger or shouldn’t interfere in his personal matters and leave him alone.That’s what she didn’t want to hear.She knew he is a stranger….but wait they were not strangers anymore right.He even offered her to work for him.

Sighing,she  looked out of the window.She really needed some time.Her eyes amusingly stared at the cars passing by, everyone busy in their lives.She needed to do something too right? Needed to get over her gear and and have a life and career too. People walk too fast and leave you behind. She wanted to keep walking and be at a spot where she would be stable enough.

*****


Jungkook went straight home thanks to Taehyung. He always wanted to own the building he was living in. But he somehow he was glad he didn’t.He was even planning to shift somewhere else nd sell off his penthouse.Each corner of his home reminds him o her and when he is reminded of her it makes him angry.It makes him feel like a fool.Each thing about this place keeps laughing at him for no reason, keeps telling him how much of an idiot he was.

Positivity yeah? No matter how much his friends and he himself try to tell himself some positive words that it was not his fault.He just trusted her blindly.World is so cunning, filled with double faced people.Being in business line he have faced a lot of such cases.People only care for their own benefit still somehow he never doubted her once….never once felt like she was cheating on her. He never let that so-called thought even wander near him and he regretted it now.He should have been a bit more clever to adjust in this cunning society.


But they say life makes you experience tragedies and this tragedy made him never able to trust anyone again.

HIs eyes emotionlessly roamed around the golden lining of the small room he was in.There was a mirror on his back and the sides reflecting his torn out self. He might have learnt to keep living even after the shit he went through but he could never meet his own eyes to his own reflection.He felt like shit, all he could is stare at his own self, where he was and where he came.


With a sound of Ding the elevator’s doors opened to the respective floor he lives in.His footsteps mindlessly took him out just to halt again finding his nightmare sleeping in front of the door leaning against her suitcase.

The sight was enough to boil every cell of his body.How shameless you can be?How shameless a person can be.He wished he could just finish her existence from this whole universe but no….no he was never this way .Each night he might wake up to the sounds of her laughing crazily at him calling him an idiot and a dog yet he would never do such thing.

He was in no mood to handle any of this. Nor even interact with her. This was getting just too much for him.Quietly turning around he went back to where he came from before she woke up and bombarded him with questions.He don’t care if she came here since the last night he talked to her or in the morning. He didn't care if she was sleeping there on the floor. The sight didn’t worry him at all or had him running to her picking her up, showering her with kisses or getting worried if her back might hurt or she might be feeling cold.No ….it didn’t affect him in any way. He felt emotionless….numb...to everything….to things , to topics that relates to her.


He regretted coming back. He wished he had stayed with Taehyung or ….YN?

YN….Why was she clouding his thoughts out of nowhere. He should be at relief now.He paid her back, he even got her hot chocolate and let her stay in his car for a night at least if not home. He was getting bothered after all by her interruptions in his life.He would finally be free yet he kept thinking about her just to be ended up in front of her doorstep ringing the doorbell waiting for her to open it up.


Is she not at home?

He kept ringing the doorbell till she was finally out opening the door. A towel was messily wrapped around her hair and water was dripping down the sides of her face and even her clothes were messy and wet.Guess she was showering when he suddenly started ringing the bell non stop.

Jungkook:” Ah…..I am sorry.”

She was clearly taken a back when she saw him through the intercom.Almost jumping on spot trying to look as presentable as she could but guess she failed.


Jungkook:” Won’t you ask to come in?”
She snapped out giving him space to get in adn closed the door behind.She was supposed to ask why was he here but she let him in again….great.

At this point even she didn’t know what was happening.She was actually getting ready to go to his office to give an interview or whatever as a CEO he would ask for but he was here himself.No matter how much she was trying to keep herself away from him she can’t. It’s like she would scream to herself with determination to stay away from him when she is alone but as soon as he is in front of her goodbye to all the determination.

She asked him to have a seat and excused herself running back to room to get herself look presentable.They did breakfast together, he even helped her doing dishes and preparing lunch.He didn’t want to bother her much and never once he asked him why he was staying there and when he was going back.She somehow enjoyed his presence. A few times in between they started their usual bickering too over the movie they were going to watch.

He wanted horror and she wanted action.He gave in to her as she prepared popcorn and he played an action movie but of his choice just to see her dozing off in the middle of it.Why did she even asked for it when at the end she was going to sleep anyways.


She woke up to find herself on the couch laying in a comfortable position with a blanket wrapped around her. The LED was off and Jungkook was nowhere in sight.She wondered where he went till she heard the water running down from restroom and walked up to it.




Creaking open the bathroom door carefully she spotted him there ….again all surrounded by darkness.She felt a deep pang of pain on her heart by seeing him in that condition..He must be going through so pain and all she did was yelled at him that he was wrong cheating on that girl.

He was sitting beside the bathtub leaning his back against.The tap was left opened filling the bathtub to hollow the sounds of his painful singing and cries.She guessed he had really sung his heart out whenever he was feeling down. All the pain was making her tear up at the sight and his singing didn’t help at all……


He was so broken.


Jungkook;”I am sorry
Don’t leave me, I want you here with me
I know that …...You Love is gone.”

He brought his bended knees down, straightening them up. As he leaned down,letting out a sob, putting hand over his face. Water started overflowing from the tub spilling down to the floor wetting him completely but it didn’t affect him in any way. The pain in his chest kept increasing.He thought he had moved over a cheater. She was a cheater nothing else but his love was pure.His love was fucking pure and she broke him in to pieces which can never be healed again.

Jungkook: “ Don’t tell me that your love is gone.That your love is gone.”
She took slow steps walking in near to him and knelt down, shivering a bit at the cold water spilled all over the floor and reached her hand out to close the tap but before she could do that she was pulled to him by a strong force in a tight hug.


Sitting down completely not giving two shits about getting wet or catching the cold she stayed there lending him her shoulder to cry out as much as he wanted.No words were spoken anymore nor they were needed anymore.Only his painful sobs and water running spilling down the tub reached her ears filling her heart with the unstoppable pain that kept rising inside her chest.

Jungkook:” I fucking loved her ….truly.”


Jungkook:” I gave her everything…..I ….want her ….by my side…..but i want her to love me back.”
His voice kept trailing off in the middle of words trying to keep it stable. The pain in throat was too much for him to speak properly.HIs face stayed in her chest and her shirt by now all wet with his tears and cold sweat.

Jungkook:” I have nothing to do ...in this world without her.”

YN:” Try it out with someone else then.”
With a rough motion he pulled back away from her warm embrace just to be met with the prickling goosebumps all over her body because of the cold but they didn’t matter at all.

Jungkook:” Just to be dumped again?? World is so fucking Cunning! Love is So Fucking Fake!!”


YN:” But your love is true.”
He wanted to yell and scream out and deny everything yet he couldn’t open his mouth anymore.The words were not taking his side anymore.He stayed there looking in her glossy eyes feelings so many things ...so many emotions attacking him in the moment.

She moved forward cupping his cheeks gently wiping his tears using her thumbs looking straight in his eyes.

YN:” Jungkook, your love is pure.You want love not her who cheated on you.She never loved you, she doesn't deserve your love nor your revenge. You might take your revenge and give her pain but somehow at the end you are the one who will be getting punished and trapped in the hole of your own fears. You need to move on….try it out with someone else. The one who might truly deserve your love and love you back the same way.”

Jungkook:” I don’t trust anyone anymore.”
Even if he had ever try it out with anyone else he had make sure never hurt that person.He went though the pain himself.It hurt so fucking badly and he had never give this pain to someone else.He had infact shower that person with so much love for holding his hand when he left his own side.

YN:” Try it with me then.Let’s fall for each other and throw every unimportant existence out.”