For all the girls who feel deeply

JUNEBUG

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DAKOTA FANNING
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JUNIPER DIXON

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JUNEBUG: THE SOUNDTRACK

" Wipe those tears off
And make your pa proud
Soon I'll come around
Lost and never found
Waiting for my words
Seen but never heard
Buried underground
But I'll keep coming "

1. I'LL KEEP COMING | low roar

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" Don't kill me
Just help me run away from everyone
I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry
I am just a freak! "

2. FREAKS | surf curse

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" There's a rhythm and rush these days
Where the lights don't move and the colors don't fade
Leaves you empty with nothing but dreams
In a world gone shallow "

3. STAY ALIVE | josé gonzález

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" There's tiny worlds inside your mind
Your fingers are a distant sky
That you shove into your mouth
To block the whole sun out "

4. YOU CAN'T LIVE THERE FOREVER | the world is a beautiful place & i'm no longer afraid to die

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" And when I see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around "

5. A LACK OF COLOR | death cab for cutie

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" So show me family
All the blood that I will bleed
I don't know where I belong "

6. HO HEY | the lumineers

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" Everyone's a friend
Every now and then
Way too young to die
I'm headed for the lights "

7. REPRISE | the lumineers

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" You and me
We can make this hole a home
We can fill it up with grass and all the things that make it warm "

8. THINGS THAT MAKE IT WARM | cavetown

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" You're enough, you're enough, you're enough, you are enough
These little words, somehow they're changing us "

9. YOU ARE ENOUGH | sleeping at last

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" When we talk, you say it softly
But I love it when you're awfully quiet "

10. COME OUT AND PLAY | billie eilish

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" Tonight I'll dream while I'm in bed
When silly thoughts go through my head
About the bugs and alphabet
And when I wake tomorrow I'll bet
That you and I will walk together again "

11. WE'RE GOING TO BE FRIENDS | the white stripes

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" Dream of gazing stars
Dream about your birthday
Dream of planet mars
Just rest your head "

12. BEDTIME LULLABY | mark kozelek

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" And as my mind begins to spread its wings
There's no stopping curiosity
I wanna turn the whole thing upside down "

13. UPSIDE DOWN | jack johnson

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" Where we are
Idon't know where we are
But it will be okay "

14. WHERE WE ARE | the lumineers

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" It's a sad world we were raised in
You could hate it, but what's the use?
If you try, I will try
When we fuck up, it's alright
There is always more to life
Than all these wastes of time "

15. WASTES OF TIME | elvis depressedly

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" Do you realize
That you have the most beautiful face?
Do you realize? "

16. DO YOU REALIZE?? | the flaming lips

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" Just listen to me I won't pretend to
Understand the movement of the wind
Or the waves out in the ocean or how
Like the hours I change softly slowly "

17. THE SKIN OF MY YELLOW COUNTRY TEETH | clap your hands say yeah

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" CLAP YOUR HANDS!
But I feel so lonely
CLAP YOUR HANDS!
But it won't do nothing
JUST CLAP YOUR HANDS! "

18. CLAP YOUR HANDS! | clap your hands say yeah

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" The trouble, it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found
Just know you're not alone "

19. HOME | phillip phillips

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" Misty mountains sing and beckon
Lead me out into the light
I will ride, I will fly
Chase the wind and touch the sky "

20. TOUCH THE SKY | julie fowlis

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" I'll give you everything I have
I'll teach you everything I know
I promise I'll do better
I will always hold you close
But I will learn to let you go
I promise I'll do better "

21. LIGHT | sleeping at last

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" Well, I walked into your dagger for the last time
It's like trying to start a fire with matches in the snow
Where you can't seem to hold me
Can't seem to let me go "

22. VAMPIRE EMPIRE | big thief

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" Giving you all you want and more
Giving you every piece of me
I don't want love I can't afford
I just want you to love for free "

23. BORED | billie eilish

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" So I think I better go
I never really know how to please you
You're looking at me like I'm see-through
I guess I'm gonna go
I just never know how you feel
Do you even feel anything? "

24. 8 | billie eilish

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" A paige full of je t'aimes for you
I know I should have said it more "

25. DEAD HEARTS | dead man's bones

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" But it was not your fault but mine
And it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
Didn't I, my dear? "

26. LITTLE LION MAN | mumford & sons

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" Harvey keeps on playing with his food
He doesn't understand what big boys do
He wakes up in the middle of the night
I run in and turn on the light
Run my hands through his short black hair
I love you, Harvey, I don't care "

27. HARVEY | alex g

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" That was something your father had burned in me
20 hours of Homestake eternity
You can go anywhere but you are where you came from
Little girl, you are cursed by my ancestry
There is nothing but darkness and agony "

28. THE SILENCE | manchester orchestra

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" And my heart is playing hide and seek
Waiting, count to four
Will you love me like you loved me
And I'll never ask for more? "

29. MARY | big thief

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" You're an angel, I'm a dog
Or you're a dog and I'm your man
You believe me like a god
I destroy you like I am "

30. I'M YOUR MAN | mitski

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" And the love I feel is so powerful
It can take you anywhere
And the love I feel is so very real
It'll drag you down "

31. YOUNGER & DUMBER | indigo de souza

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" I'm a foolish, fragile spine
I want all that is not mine
I want him, but we're not right
In the darkness I will meet my creators
And they will all agree that I'm a suffocator "

32. SMOTHER | daughter

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" Have a little voice to speak with
And a mind of thoughts and secrecy
Things cannot be reversed
We learn from the times that we are cursed "

33. CANDLES | daughter

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" So if you need to be mean, be mean to me
I can take it and put inside of me "

34. I DON'T SMOKE | mitski

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" When I was sixteen, I was dead
I was sick from being underfed
When I was twelve, all I did was cry
I saw my favorite band burn alive
When I was twelve, I hated you
'Cause you hurt me
It was what you knew "

35. CRAB | alex g

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" I wanted so much for magic to be real
So many dreams of flying
Rising high over the crowd
And they'd go, 'Oh, man, look at her go'
And I'd go "

36. REAL HOUSE | adrianne lenker

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" Sleeping in the garden, drinking on the weekend
Cover me in blankets, hold me like a secret
Standing in the kitchen, everything is broken
Wonder what's behind this door I never open
Everybody's watching, no one pays attention
I don't think I'm sick, but I think it's an infection "

37. PORCUPINE | flatsound

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" Little red flower on your wrist
Maybe the angel fired and missed
Blue and red horses on the run
I think the angel is jumping the gun "

38. BLUE AND RED HORSES | adrianne lenker

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" All I wanna do is get a little closer to you
But you, you're like glue
I'm like water and you're like glue
And all I ever do is soak through you "

39. SOAKER | alex g

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" I have emotional motion sickness
Somebody roll the windows down
There are no words in the English language
I could scream to drown you out "

40. MOTION SICKNESS | phoebe bridgers

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" If I'm lucky enough, I will get through hard things
And they will make me gentle to the ways of the world
If I'm lucky enough, I'll have the courage to leave & go
Wherever my beating heart tells me to go "

41. LUCKY ENOUGH (POEM) | zach bryan

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" And I know none of this
Will matter in the long run
But I know a sound
Is still a sound around no one "

42. I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME | fiona apple

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" I love you you're so selfless
I'm sorry I'm so selfish
I love that you're so gentle
And I'm sorry I'm so hellish "

43. ILYIS PT 2 | mel bryant & the mercy makers

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" I am the new disease, the light breeze
The yellow stars glowing through the white trees
I pine for you, pine for you
Shine for you, pine for you "

44. BLURRED VIEW | big thief

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" Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And I do too "

45. DADDY ISSUES | the neighbourhood

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ALSO BY ME:
future ghosts (twd)
the pure & the damned (twd: dd)
listen before i go (fg prequel)
boy//animal (marvel)
disarm (marvel)
turn on the bright lights (marvel)

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HAVE COURAGE AND BE KIND

YOU HAVE MORE KINDNESS IN
YOUR LITTLE FINGER

THAN MOST PEOPLE POSSESS IN
THEIR WHOLE BODY

AND IT HAS POWER

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DISCLAIMERS:

hello! i am max! nice to meet you <3

first things first, this book has mature themes such as eating disorders (specifically arfid) and abuse, with slight mentions of sa and suicide. i try to remember to put trigger warnings at the beginning of potentially triggering chapters, but sometimes i forget. if a chapter is missing a trigger warning, don't be afraid for comment. please be careful and take care of yourself!

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