To let go of things you have to be free

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It's been a week since the Dark Alley incident. it's been a week since our Presentation and getting a round of applause from everyone. It's been a week since he solved everything and we started functioning as normal persons, not those who cannot stand each other.

Yes, In my words, the wind has altered its direction again, and I hope there will be no storm after this!

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The next morning, I acknowledged the weather changed again, I love the calmness beside the beaches, the sandy air and the neverending waves to enhance my soul in an irruptive positivity. I hope things will change from now on.

In these past days, Neel Malhotra didn't try to torment me anymore, in fact, I have seen a new side of him where he made an effort to alleviate in two or three circumstances when It was needed.

Samuel was very furious when he got to know about the accident, he did all the quirks in his hands to make sure nothing like that transpires to any girl.
But the extraordinary occurrence I saw was that Neel, Sarah And Sam's understanding had been affected. There are rumours everywhere that Neel and Sam stopped talking because of their rivalry.

And I wonder in vain what kind of rivalry they can have?

Are they both lost brothers who just found each other? Or they are gangsters who rejected their gangsta style just in the case they want to pursue something else. Whatever the reason; they are not on talking terms with each other. And people have started giving me glances as I have done something extraordinary in their relationship.

The worst thing is I am getting delayed, therefore, I need to hurry up soon.

I ran and assembled my things to the bag, pick up my bicycle and started my neverending journey because I know my destination. However, I have always wanted to travel to a destination that would remain neverending. Something is alluring about them don't you think so? When you have no idea where are you departing but you wish to go with the flow as it is memorising the journey in itself, it is memorising and I cannot aid but wonder in cessation if I would be fortunate enough to get in that journey where I don't know where I am going?  Where my life is going to throw pros and cons on me and when life would become wonderful.

I have always thought my life is not fascinating, it has shown too many colours to me that I have already forgotten what colour looks like to whom?

Maybe because I always wanted to paint my colour,  paint my desires of life which anybody would never have imagined of.

"What the hell!!!!"

My knee was hurting it has scratches and to my great wonder, it started bleeding too!

"Oh my God, I am so sorry!"

Neel's voice emerged in my ears, he was running towards me. His black SUV was parked near me and I was under my bicycle when it was shamelessly lying on to me.

"What the hell is wrong with you girl? Are you blind? Or did you purposely do that so that you can ask for money from us? Tell me????"

These were Sarah's harsh words that sliced my heart in one go.

Does she think that I purposely did this???? Yes I know I was not reckoning straight when I was driving but what about him? In her words, there is no world where Neel has done a mistake.

And this girl Sarah, I hate her!!! I despise everything about her. it's adequate that they are together because they belong to each other.

Neel gave me his hand to hold so I can get up! But hey! I am not going to make this so effortless, I was stumbling yes, But I am not going to make myself weak ahead of her!

I grabbed the handle of the bicycle, thrive it to the other side and got up while cleansing my clothes.

I didn't accept his assistance! And he should know that he doesn't have to show that he is the godfather of the whole university just because he wants to be the tremendous one!

You know what? I am capable of doing my help I can walk on my own!

"Listen here Sarah, I don't understand what is your problem but stay away from me otherwise you will now like the consequences!"

Yes! I have finally said it! I have always wanted to say to her. A huge weightage has been galloped from my heart!

"How dare you to talk to me like that you bloody servant! "

"Sarah! What the hell is wrong with you can't you see that she is injured we should help her!"

I was just about to punch her and tell her that she has got a peanut size brain which also has stopped working so she needs to take her medicine otherwise she will be called crazy!

But Neel stopped me from doing so! Why is he taking my side? When he was the one who injured me?

You know there are too many thoughts and emotions in my mind that I cannot help myself and realise that now she will do anything to make my life hell! Congrats to Neel Malhotra who has suddenly changed his ways to deal with things!

"Neel baby why are you taking her side? Isn't she was the one who was blindly driving onto the road?"

Now she has suddenly become the most innocent girl of this town who has no idea of what is black or what is white,  her petty face was showing all the colours of a chameleon and her nose was fuming as she has turned into a clown.

"I think Sarah, she needs some help look at her knees they are injured we can't leave her alone here!"

Oh, this is the last thing I wanted to be done for me by him!
I wanted to say that I don't need his help I can do better on my own but in these past days, he is always there to help me.

Why can't he understands that I don't want this!

This is making me weak ahead of him!   My heart has already started melting when there is no need to be
And things are getting dangerous day by day

Because I don't want any of these! I don't want him to be there whenever I need my kind of help
This all made me weak and I never wanted to be weak ahead of him.

Why can't he simply let go and let me live in my misery no he had to come out of nowhere to look out for me!

You know in my life I have been afraid of so many things in a millionth of situations but this time I am afraid; afraid of him, afraid for me that m
What will happen if my heart started melting for him!

"But baby!" Sarah pouted and give him a puppy look.

Good now this will work on him and he should listen to her because she always tries too hard to do anything for him so that he can never ignore her

"Are you out of your mind Sarah?? This is my car and I want her inside it got it!!!"

Woah!!

Why does he have to do this!
Why does he have to take my side?
Why he always has to help me?
Why can't he just ignore me and pretend that I don't exist at all because I swear to God I don't want to melt my heart for him or anybody!

I will never admit in my life how I am feeling right now! He argued with her just to help me???
Nobody has done this in my life nobody even stand up for me and now he is doing this!

What can I say? I am very proud of myself for the way I am the way I handle my things and everything I have come alone this far but to have a feeling that someone is helping you ahead of everyone is a feeling of gratitude that I can never imagine.

I wish I had been easy with him and I wish I had said thanks to him but I cannot do this my pride doesn't allow me. My insecurities about my future don't allow me and are getting weak ahead of him doesn't allow me!

I didn't say anything I was just staring at both of them Sarah muttered bitch underneath his breath which was loud enough to hear for us and then she made a disgusted look as I was the dirt on the ground then she ran to the car where she was sitting before.

He looked at me. Even though I didn't want to look at him but I couldn't avoid the heated gaze he was throwing at me!

Sarah is his girlfriend, right?

Then why I am letting him have an impact on me??

Things need to get a hold in here.

I was trying to get up and then he inclined his hand to me so that I can grab him and take his help!

I know I am overreacting I know these are just stupid things that no one cares about but what to do with my heart?

Never in my life, someone has done this and I don't even want this to happen.

"No need for it thank you very much!"
I replied avoiding eye contact with him and struggling to get up when I was finally stood on the place I tried to get a hold of the bicycle but I got misbalanced and was about to fall.
Yes, I have always been afraid of falling, falling makes people weak and I don't want to be the weak one I have to do so many things in my life.

But I didn't fall I felt a hand on my waistband encircling me into the warm embrace.

"Let go!" Yes I wanted to let go of this embrace it is dangerous for me I can feel it.

"No, I won't!"

And with that, he carried me in his arms as I am a five-year child into his embrace to get into the car.

The thing I have realised in these past days is I am very much afraid of everything.

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